erm.... do the summary stuff again ^_^

"For all those who know me


i know i've done this so many times before, but i want everyone who can be arsed, to make up a summary of some sort topic being how i look in your eyes or how you would rate me, i just need to know how you all think of me before it drives me nuts and causes my death ^_^
yea i may have issues but this is really important to me.
love yas all so much xxxx"

thankin chuuu!!

Okay so last night, i was seriously in a state. Shaking, twitching, crying my eyes out the works. To be honest i was petrified because i didn;t know what had brough it all on.
Hugs are desparatly needed still and everyone who can, i wish to see you all in newcastle on saturday.

http://www.friendsoffoamy.com/index.php?id=143
the best!!

this is the shortest bit. gonna be added to chapter 3... i think O.o


The larger of the three girls stepped forward and looked down on averlia, "see i don;t like girls like you... the kind who don;t know when to shut up"
Averlia looked straight back up at her, "awww, too bad! too bad i don;t give a shit!"
The girl pulled back her fist and charged into Averlia middle, winding her.
"i told you to shut up" the girl whispered in her ear.
"and i told you to watch you you mess with!" a strong deep, arrogant voice spoke from just above them, possibly standing on the bike shed Averlia had now folded over in front of. Two of the girls ran off, but 'Tiny Tina' remained standing, fused to the spot. She began to stutter, "s-s-s... w-we didn't know... i-is she a f-friend of y-yours?"
The voice spoke again, "you could say that... now beat it. before i knock you into next week"
"yes sir!" and with that she ran off.
Averlia straightened up,. panting heavily and watched her go.
A boy jumped down in front of her. He had long blood red hair that blew feircly in the wind, He had soft yet dangerously handsome features, that made Averlia go weak at the knees.
"you okay?"
She shook herself out of the trance and nodded, "uh..,. yeah thanks..."
He smiled and she felt her legs collapse from under her.
He rushed forward and helped her up, laughing, "sure?"
She grabbed onto his shoulders for support, and felt his muscles as she pulled herself up. They were firm, and tensed. He held her by the waist, lifting her from the ground with ease.
She looked up at him blushing, "sorry..." he caught her eye and gazed into them. Averlia felt herself blush more as she gazed back, falling for him, wanting him.... needing him...
He held her closer, tighter and leaned in, pressing his lips gently to hers. She closed her eyes and let herslef sink into his arms even more so, caressing his buldging, tense biceps and shoulders.
The school bell rang in the distance and Averlia was dragged relectantly into eality. ?The boy in front of her seemed dissappointed to. They seemed to connect for a second, both wating to skip next class to be together.
"Averlia!" She heard her brother Flavius shout of her, and her heart sank to her ankles. She turned back to Him, "thats my brother i need to go..."
He was 'hovering' around her lips, breathing on them softly, making her shivver and sweat. His eyes were half closed and he moved his ands further round her waist, "i... i don;t want you to go" He kissed her again. More passionatly this time, moving his lips up and down as she did the same, moving his hands up and down her back. She pulled away, hating herself for it and ran toward te school for her next lesson, not looking back. For a while, he just watched her... then made his own way to his next lesson.


tell me your thoughts but please nothing harsh

going to ibiza tomorrow morning for two weeks. will miss you all but you can bet if theres a comouter nearby i'll be online as much as possible...

love!!

had a wicked time today!!

me saffs and cora went to the green and met everyone. i went to give sean a hug and lauren came and glomped me from the side o.o

then after hanging around a bit we went up to leazes and had some fun in magic land XD then had a walk around and everyone went on the slides and bouncy castles- cept me cus i was depressed.

after a bit, me, sean, lucy and gina and dan went to get some drink and we hid in a bush and drank it with alot of other people

i'm not drunk though O.o

then we went back to the green - lucy kept falling down and shouting "i love you" to random people and i actually saw one of them after leaving nero and i got a hug XD - and we glomped Beca (demi's ex beca) and then i drank the last on my alcostuff and then we played spin the bottle. gina kissed lucy, sean kissed sophia, i kissed sean and sopia kissed me... then trippy had to go get the bus so we walked around and everyone got hugs and kisses and then we were walking back around to the green and met sarah on the way and then saffy went to nero to see cora and steph, then i waited to say goodbye to demi and sarah then went to nero and then the alcostuff kicked in...

i could walk in a straight line but i was dizzy and couldn't find words and stuffs...

But it was minty XD

wish i could do it again and i wish the spin the bottle could've lasted longer... i love you all!!!! XD

i've always said that my elftown friends are my real friends and today i've found that that is infact true

my two best friends have become two people i never want to speak to again. and i will not deny that most of it is my fault, but when you try to apologise for doing wrong and try to make things better and your friends throw it back in your face and rub salt in the wound, then they obviously aren't good friends. i regret fighting with my friends, but all friends should be supportive no matter what.
and my ET friends are.

i love all you guys. i apologise before hand now for anything i may do in the future. i know i can be a complete bitch, and i don't want to lose any more friends.

Quote: "You laugh because I'm different. I laugh because you're all the same."

ZOMFG!!!!
I did a quiz on quizilla called "who is your dream guy?" expecting just a personality result. and to see if i could stand him enough to actually love him.
but instead i got this: (btw *drooool*)

Ahh...your dream guy...oh, your dream guy...He is so perfect he seems too good to be true. He’s ultra HOT,VERY smart, a great friend, and believe me...an amazing lover...You are one lucky little...girl to be with him...I have to say that I really envy you. He’s almost perfect ...and he loves you with all his heart. You two will be very happy together. Your relationship will be filled with passion and romance, with love and hate, with sadness and happiness, with everything you need...You will be his salvation and he will be yours. Your love is real... and no matter the price you cannot walk away from love...(and btw...his eyes ARE white)


*ULTRA MEGA DROOL*
Anyone else wanna pounce on him?
TOUGH BOOBIES HE'S MINE!!!

heres a question want everyone to answer for me :)

"what do you think when you talk to me? when you see my face, what do you think?"

thankies everyone!

love yas to bits xxx

Ah miss Becca!!! ><

i haven't talked to her for ages and ages and ages ><

*stands all alone with Bill*

Will i see you on saturday? *pouts*

RANT!

there are so many things going o in my head so this is completly randomised.

firstly, STOP ANIMAL ABUSE!!!!
secondly, ARGH!!!!
thirdly, love completly suck and so do guys
and finlly, AAAAAARRRRGGGGHHHHH!!!! FUCK EVERYONE!!!!!

i'm beginning to sound emoish already
so i'll say this, i don't wanna die, never have never will, and se;f harm, in my opinion, is kinda stupid and attention seeking

for those of you who go to Seton Burn College and know who i'm talking about, i'm also beginning to sound like sarah, aka grease bomb/flatface/penguin.
this is not on purpose

i merely need to rant, say whats on my mind before it causes me to start screaming at my friends and then make my life bad by cause them all to blank me for being a bitch
so i apologise for dropping people in shit... NOW

why does he never care?
why do sooo many people think stereotypically?
why do people follow the media like sheep?
why do i feel this way about him?
how can i make it better?
CAN i make it better?
why am i so obssessed over these things?
why can't i just be happy all the time?
why can't i just get over it all?
get over him
why can't i be what everyone wants?
Why do i feel so.... crowded? over shadowed? un-wanted?
i know my family and friends love me, so why do i feel so alone?

this is gonna sound soooo dumb but i have only just realised how much different boys are to girls....

LISTEN UP PEOPLE!!

its cora's birthday soon and i need to know who's gonna come and celebrate with us in town ^^

please message me with what time you can be in town

if anyone can tell me how to resize pictures, please do, i'm hopless