O-k today was a ok day...exept for my friend be a butthole.....her names brittney or britt...she was so mean 2 me and she secretly hates me i know it...sh e always tells me to shut up never anyone else just me...and she talks non stop in resource. She also hates when ppl tell her to shut up. but she tell me to shut up. frankily i'm getting tired of her. and shes so dramatic. and such a girly girl i hate it shes so weak to the point its patetic. my friend tegan pushes her and then she says "ow that hurt". such a baby. then my mom keep digging into my life. my ex only went out w/ me b/c he felt srry for me. my friends are have a major conflict and i'm in the middle. *sigh* but i'm tryin to keep my kool.....tho i havent really. im just yelling at everyone. so the'll leave me alone. thats my hole goal to get ppl to leave me alone....i have some friends but sometimes they piss me off. but i just cant be around ppl w/ out being self-conscious. i always think the worst of things......but the truth is i relly want alot of friends im just afraid a person might judge me befor they get to know me. i'm really a funny person. "UR f****** hallarius" or thats what my friends say......mostly when i'm mad and that offten..unless my friends feed me candy....then i turn into trouble.....a big trouble makes and a dare devil..i'll do anything when i'm hyper....its really funny and i yell alot when im hyper......but in a goodway...any way i g2g dinner. yum.

to days my first dairy entry. yay. tho i might have a bunch of mistakes on my typin b/c my computer wont let me see what im typing. lol.but anyway to days an o-k day...still cant find a date to turnabout:(..oh well this one guy brain turned me down..and he likes me 2..i just dont get why...mabey b/c hes friends w/ my ex. dale...hes nice tho..and really sweet but hes not for me....i guess i'll keep loking. LOL. my mommy nina cant go to turn about b/c of her parents....so her BF dales crushed.FYI: my old ex. so shes stuck at home like me. Darn. i'm happy b/c now i have a friend to talk to.....all my friends are goin. except brain hes stuck baby sitting. but anyway im goin to post some of my art up during the weekend. i just joined so i'm new.....ya new. just like me in high school....god i sound a morrn. oh well thats life. my lifes all about being a morrn and a werido. i also have the rep of being a heartless mean person....i also have attitude to other ppl. of corse they dont know me so they say stuff...but thats o-k as long as my friends now thats not true...im really a shy gurl...but around my friends.....look out lol..any way i g2g. i'll be back tom for another entrie. lol