ok so i'm babysitting...its the gayest thing in the world. we were supposed to go to a hockey game but uh that got shot down because to many damn people decided that they wanted to go to this particular game when they don't go to any of the other ones!!!stupid fat bastards!!so then my mother blackmailed me into babysitting because she said it was "awfully nice of her to let me go to the dance tomorrow". i then reply to her you are the devil!!!!and so thats how i got here...babysitting.i really need to get a life, i swear i babysit like every fucking weekend and its not funny anymore especially when they paid me 5 fucking dollars last time i did.ok so my dad has just been brightened because my boyfriend just called but then again it sucks because my phone is almost dead and i have no way to charge it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!this is the worst fucking day ever!!!!!!!!!!ok so im going to go find something to kill myself with(not really the kids would be horrifed and frankly thats just crazy).

yea, i haven't been on in a couple of days so i will update you on what is going on. i'm going to a hockey game tonight with my mom sister and some of my mom's friends. tomorrow im goin to a valentine's dance...alone...oh well what can i expect everyone knows that i have a boyfriend so they won't ask me but then again he lives in another state so they could...who knows what they are thinking. brittni's about to be here so i'm going to go

today sucked...nothing happened and i found out that people were talking about me...my PERSONAL life(and when i say personal i mean personal!). i can't wait until 7:00 so then i can talk to my boyfriend that i can't even so because he lives in louisiana and i live in texas...THIS IS SOOO DEPRESSING!!The sweetheart dance is coming up and most likely i won't end up going because my boyfriend doesn't live here and no one will ask me.i hate cheerleading i wish it was over because it sucks major major ass and my coach is a total bitch.well i guess that's enough about my boring ass life.i'll write back tomorrow probably.bye