I have been lacking in my drawings. I have been geting alot of ideas but keep getting distracted by something. Like today, in my 2nd hour class we watched a really good movie and I didn't draw. During seminar, I lost myself in a new book and have been reading it until school was out. When I got home, I went on the computer and updated my novel writing in Panhistoria and then checked my mail. I could draw now but I lost all my thought on what I wanted to draw. For the pass couple of weeks I have been trying to catch up on my school work, keep updating my novels, and trying to finish reading books that were due today. Maybe I need the brake from drawing.

Yesterday was a bad day for me, I was sick... My brother left the stove gas on. I didn't relized it till my older brother came upstairs and turned it off. I was really dizzy, and at least i found out why. Stupid brother. My sister in colloge called when we was watching a movie. I talked to her outside to get away from the gas smell. I miss her, she was cool. Now i'm stuck home with all my brothers. The only other girls in the house is my mommy and my dog Shadow.

My school Sux. In my 2nd hour (which is the first class today), THere was this kid making fun of my twin brothers. I yelled at him and told him how stupid he is for doing that. then he decided to be funny and asked me what does that makes me. So I told him that i'm an artist. he told me to prove it and i did. After showing my work him and his friends was arguing over which one was the best. What ever, he's still stupid. In my 6th hour(3rd class for today), We had a sub. I didn't care for this sub. Everyone in my class was making fun of him and then they planned on locking him out of class after lunch. It didn't work cuz another teacher yelled at them to get to class before they could do anything. haha to them. last hour of the day, we had to clean. its my cooking class. I hate when we have to clean. I am glad that we are cooking tomorow and next week we have no school. the suky part about that is my dad has a week off of work.

I wish I could speak Japanes. I want to go there after colloge. I waste my time reading, wrighting, and drawing. I'm planing on going to an art institutes, but not sure wich one. I think all cats are evil and Dog are ok, as long as they don't try to kill me. I love Yuki, except the cold, I hate cold. Its sad that all the snow here is now melting. Hmm. this is all i can think of for now..Oh and I don't like preps.