as she watched the only one she had ever loved, something cliqued inside of her head. she realized then what those pitiful humans felt as a useless emotion. the realiation set her rage up, fightly fiercly, trying so very hard to make it to that small little girl. Everything seemed so very slow, Xiao fell in amazment at her defeat, her body hit the ground hard, and bounced slightly back up into the air. She had completely lost her breath when she was impaled to the ground. Drowning in her own blood and tears she reached out for Falcony, hoping she could do something, anything. And then he appeared. the Ruthless and merciless man only known as "The Lord" "You BASTARD!" striking quickly, Falcony reminded him why she was a force to recon with. She had let her guard own though, it only took him one dirty spell to have her upon her knees, and swiftly pulled out his revolver. grinning, Falcony spoke barely in a whisper. Everything seemed to slow down, and all could hear her words. "You may hide behind those spells and bullets of your, but that will never change the fact that your a coward. You fight with no reason. The man just laughed and in a deep tone spoke loudly for all to hear."And you fought with a reason? All you did was terrorize the people! making sure none lived!"
"I had a purpose...annilate all those pitiful humans and their filthy ways. All they ever did was kill each other, like it was a game! if not war, then sex. they hid behind what they called emotions, when it was nothing but a habit they refused to change. go on, kill me. End my misery" He pulled the trigger. With a defening shot, the beautiful that once belonged to Falcony was no longer hers, falling to the ground with a flurry of feathers. Her corpse laid there, only to be forgotten for years to come...

Im gonna eat,
perhaps a beat!
dont make me repeat....
LETS DANCE TO THE BEAT!!!!!

the time tastes like lime,
lime like time,
is it because of slime?
quime time!!!

please excuse me if my behaviour seems strange to you in anyway way, Im currently dealing with some family affairs that are quite stressful and do not wish to talk about them to anyone, please just treat me as you normally would
    sincerely,
       parrokeet ^^

what happens when everything you had, suddenly dissapears, you have no one to blame, eliminating the satisfaction of blame, you have nothing to love, to cling to. you wander, infuriated by even the smallest twitch of a leaf, aimlessly seeking for just the smallest ray of light. when that ray of light appears though, you may be so deprived you cling on long and hard, until that person is sick of your needs, they leave. cant anyone just love you for what you have become?

tis sad to think, that when we think of ourselves, its only ourselves. we never come to think that perhaps, we're just a mixture of all those around us, picking up new habits everyday. are we really individual, or just mimicking creatures, copying all those around us...

larmes de la douleur,
mélangé au sang d'une rose,
sang de l'amour,
vous, ange immortel,
suite pour ignorer tout,
votre vie,
votre passion,
le seul que vous avez vraiment aimé,
stupéfiant à votre beauté,
votre regardé fixement transfixed dans le miroir
n'importe comment beaucoup elle a essayé,
vous l'avez seulement ignorée,
pourquoi auriez-vous besoin d'autre vous parler mortel ?
leur assez non digne à considérer vous.
elle a essayé de vous dire...
mais vous l'avez ignorée jusqu'à cette nuit faitful,
pendant cette nuit,
les démons attaqués,
vous, non préparé.
de ses manières affectueuses,
elle a seulement désiré ardemment pour vous protéger.
prise de votre épée,
elle a combattu,
long durable,
être réduit seulement par un simple s'est levé.
elle s'est déclenchée sur lui,
sa défense est tombée,
et vous pourriez seulement observer.
le seul qui pourrait,
et jamais vous aimerait,
maintenant allé.
honteux,
vous vous êtes enfermé,
dans la tour la plus grande,
abandonner vos personnes,
les roses,
ils ont éclaté,
leurs larmes du rouge,
a couvert le champ,
le couvrant vers le haut dans leur sang,
conceiling le sang des mortels,
mélangeant aux larmes de cela loyalement la demoiselle.
attrapé entre le mortel,
et monde immortel
ne être revu jamais.
elle a prié pour la rémission...
et vous avez fermé à clef vers le haut dans le cowardness,
étaient le seul qui pourrait jamais la sauver,
de l'enfer éternel.
un fantôme elle est,
prolongé juste pour vous voir,
pour toucher votre visage,
la juste une fois passée.

01: name:Xiao
002: nicknames:xiao
003: Country of living:antartica
004: Birthdate:YOU SHALL NEVER KNOW!!!
005: Length: huh?
006: Eye color:blue
007: shoesize:government would like to know that?! wouldnt they....
008: School/work: school
009: You smoke: no
010: Hobby's: writing reading drawing...playing RE
011: Brothers/Sisters:
012: Relationship: no
013: Piercing(s): 0
015: Fav. Country:France
016: Are there people you wont reply to?:no
017: Nicest person you met this year:...
018: Person you rather not have met this year:ummm...
019: Who would you like to meet: Wesker
020: Who do you admire most: Wesker
021: Most sexy person(s):Wesker and Zhou Yu
022: Favorite Pyjama?: huh?
023: Favorite Car:...my cadilina
024: Favorite Movie(s): Die Hard and Jurassic park (thats a given)
026: Favorite City(s):...paris
027: Favorite Plush: huh?
028: Favorite Perfume:ICKY!!!
029: Favoriete Magazine:game informer
030: Favorite sound:MEW!!!!!
031: Favorite TV-series:any
032: Favorite Writer:Micheal Chricton and stephen king
033: Favorite Nickname:Xiao
034: What is on your mousepad: blueness...for now...WESKER SHALL COME SOON!!!
035: What is under your bed: treasures...unknown
036: Favorite color(s):black
037: Favorite Song ever: Metal Gear May cry
038: Favorite song at this moment: same as above..or weskers theme song
039: Favorite food: sushi!!!!!
040: Favorite class in school:art
041: Favorite drink: sobe or root beer
044: What deodorant do you use: Xtreme
045: Favorite shoes:ummm...what are shoes?
046: What time do you go to bed on weekdays: I never go to sleep
047: What word do you use most:mew and random
048: Most romantic moment in your life: lol as if thatll happen
049: Most embarassing moment in your life:umm...
050: You spend your time rather inside or outside:inside sadly...
051: What do you do on the weekends: no idea normally
052: What class in school do/did you dislike most:I love school
053: Your Breakfast:fruit loops!!!!
054: What do you really really dislike to eat: any food but fruit loops or sushi..or asian food
055: Pets:WAY too many
057: Serious or funny: Both
058: Fast or slow: you diside
059: You prefer being alone or have relation: as in sexual? Im alone except Wesker and Zhou Yu..and I prefure it that way...
060: Simple or complicated?: both
061: Cremate or Buried when dead:forgotten and cremated
063: Stay up late or go to bed early: I NEVER GO TO SLEEP ALREADY
064: Light or dark?:both
065: Speak or Silence: both.
066: Tall or small man/woman: Guy: tall
067: News paper: None
068: Hug or kiss: Both
069: Happy or Sad: Both
070: Life or Death: I enjoy life
071: Gig or Disco: lol I like all noises
072: Left or Right: right
073: Sausages on top, or on the side:EEP
074: Dark/ red/ Blonde:dark
075: What would you ask God if you could ask him 1 single question: why do we even excist?
076: You believe in reincarnation: yes
077: You believe in Aliens: sometimes
078: When you die, what will be your last words?: something dramatic or sad
079: Does true love exist:yes
080: How many kids would you like to have: none
081: What is the one thing you can't stand:spiders...anything else is confidencial
082: Best feeling:happyness..which is usually quickly crushed
083: Worst feeling in the world: fear
084: What are you afraid of: death of friends...mainly spiders though
085: Are you an emotional person: sometimes
086: Do you ever cry during a movie:noppers^^
087: Your goal in life:^^ wouldnt you like to know...
088: What was the promise you made to yourself at new years eve: try harder to remain happy and healthy
089: Favorite art-artist: ^^ tako Hanakos of course
090: As what animal would you like to reincarnate: parrot
091: What is the most beautifull part on the male body: nose
092: Most original place to ask your love to marry you: at a church!!!
093:What do you think of Elftown: Its awsome
094: Is there something you miss about elftown:ummm...
095: Where did you get this question list: friend gave it to me
096: Besides elftown, what do you do most on your PC: find piccys of wesker, and music
097: What weapons do you hold in yer pockets: for now...pocket knives...
098: Whats yer hybrid mix: huh?
099: How old ya wanna be when u die: young...beofre 30
100: Is this the last question?: lol I hope so...

time to post what my results were on quizilla quizzes ^^ fun fun fun!


Question:what kind of angel are you?

You are the Angel of Lonliness.
Good Traits:
You are another one of God's beautiful creatures. You hold dear to you all that you have because you feel if you let them leave, you have no one else to hold onto. You do have a wonderful family, whether or not they may be divorced, because the family you have is able to suffer that same feeling of lonliness with you. The reason for that is because you lost your best friend, be it your actual best friend, a pet, or a family member. Either way, you do try hard to love what you still have, though it may not be enough, because you are one of the most depressed people you or anyone else knows, ever since that fateful news.
Bad Traits:
Though you do appreciate what you have, you are always finding yourself alone and away from family. You're not quite sure why, but even though they are going through everything you are, you feel they will never understand YOUR emotions. You believe there is now a permenant brick wall between you and everyone else that was once so close to you. All you want back is what you lost, but knowing that this can never be, you tend to isolate yourself more than you really want to.
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you are a sweet person you are calm and you know what you want in life
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Question: How are you sexy? (friend made me take this)

smart sexy (turns most guys off)
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Question: how much do you know about resident evil?

YOU know everything MAN!!!!! your cool like wesker
(imagion that *rolls eyes)
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what resident evil 4 character are you?
Ada-You are the sexy and simple type.You don't care how you do your job,as long as you get it right.You like things your way.Your a good liar and people don't suspect you.Because of your looks,people think you should be a model,but they don't know that you can kick some zombie butt.You totally rock.
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What kind of anime girl would you be?
you are a calm anime girl. you know whats right and intend to do it. you are very polite and kind to others but often drift out of conversations and tone others out.
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what anime spirit am I?

You're a dark, tomboy spirit! You like to be alone and hate weakling humans. You'd die of joy if you're a demon, and being in a dark alley. You also love to kick butts and most guys respects you highly! You're a tough and unbeatable person.
Eye Color: Dark green. Hair Physique: Elbow-length, dark brown straight hair. Element: Fire, Dark. Animal: Raven. Expression: O_o
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What type of angel are u
Happy angel: Your a happy angel and may have done something wrong b4 but u've fixed itand now ur happyt^
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You are the loner/sad and depressed angel> maybe you just didnt ever have many friends or maybe your depressed because someone broke your heart or something is totally screwed up in your life.TIME TO SEE A THEREPIST!
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What r u
You are a person who feels misunderstood. You have friends yet it seems they dont know the true u.You bury yourself with stuff so no one can get close enough to know you.You tend to feel alone all the time
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Which element are you? 
Your element is Sorcery!
Your the biggest wierdo who can do the strangest of things. You are sometimes called "Wierd" or other names. This is who you are and you can use your power for amazing things
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You cry with warmth and beauty. Not for selfishness
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Which Beautiful Princess Anime Are You
You are quite mysterious yet pretty.Many people may not know that inside the shyness is a very very outgoing fun person.If you let your true personality show,you will know many people!Losen up a bit!^_^You are not yet a princess for you are a bit lonely,but someday you will be.You are also very helpful!
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You're personality is clumsy and nervous. You are typically clutzy so sometimes you don't want to be around people.
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What Is Your Inner Element

Sky
You have one obsession on life: flying. Youd do anything to be able to fly, and you often daydream about it. You are very interested in athletics, probably, and arent very artsy. However, it is likely that you are clumsy. Dont worry! Thatll get better! And dont lose your wings. Keep on dreaming, and youll get to touch the sky.
Elements youre compatible with (As in people): Fire, Light, Earth
Animal youre compatible with: Falcon
Job youd be suited to: Airplane pilot, Athlete
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*frowns* I do seem to end up with depressing things, dont I...*eats muffin*

Goth, you're like me! Sad, lonley, drepressed, broken. Or maybe you're any of those! No matter what happens to you in life...be yourself
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What color is your soul

blue~ lonely, pensive, reserved
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what kinda witch am I?

You are a Snow witch. You are respectfull, calm, intelligent and wise. You love the calm and serene snow.
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goddess?
You are Persephone- goddess of transformation! You are an arist,musician, and writer. Also, a dreamer,a visionary, and a healer. You have many moods- and can even be kind of cranky sometimes. You enjoy spending time alone- whether it's to work on an art project,write a poem,compose a song, or just think about life. You have an inner calm and can be hard to get to know. Plus, you're super sensitive, sympathetic, and a great listener. That's probably why friends would come to you for advice. While some people may think you are a space case, you may just be deep in thought. Because you think about everything.
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whats my guardian

you're protected by a vampire.If your protector is a vampire then you're a night-hawk, loner and secretive, you like keeping to yourself. Your awake at night and tired during the day, this is your cycle.
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what is my personality?
You are lonely
instoment:bells
color:dark blue
fav. time of day: night
You don't like to be alone, but many people abandon you.
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yet another what kinda girl am I
You are the sad and depressed anime girl..... You need to lightnen your day up with sunshine and happiness~!
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(finaly a happier one!!!) another what angel are you

You are the angel of dreams! all you dreams come true and you couldnt be happier! but underneath you bubbly complextion there is a dark puppy pining for reality, for most of you dreams and wishes could NEVER come true...
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and heres what I look like in an anime world!
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^*~;._(`.♥*wat anime creature r u with pretty pics*♥.)_.;~*^

moon princess
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some random quiz
You are a dreamer....you are often seen staring off in space....or doing something artistic...you like escaping to your own little reality
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I think that should do for the month, at least for a little while ^^ by doing these, you get to learn more about me, but some of the facts are not accurate unfortunatly^^ but feel free to ask me on what ones are true or not ^^

pourquoi sur terre peuplez soudainement inquiétez-vous si j'ai la capacité d'aimer ou pas, les dieux ne changeront pas soudainement d'avis dessus si j'aurai la liberté à aimer encore, vous pouvez sourire avec votre lumière brillant sur moi mais l'obscurité s'accroche toujours à mon coeur, peu disposé laissez sa poignée se desserrer. Je ne sens aucune tant d'émotion comme pitoyable en tant que cet "amour" il prend plus qu'une rose idiote et des mots de meer pour me capturer. fort et capable de ses propres émotions avec la capacité de me protéger, mais pourtant futé

a kinda spoof of resident evil, after I played the original tonight, I just had to write this, for the record this is BEFORE the spencer mansion incident

Barry: MY GOD ITS BLOOD!!!!!!
Wesker: for the last time its the bloody cranberry you spilt 30 seconds ago....
Barry:............so it is blood?
Wesker:*shakes head and looks at jill* jill get of the....tra..pieze.....where did you get that shirt?
Jill: off of the zombie over there ^^
Wesker*shoots zombie*.........wheres chris now?
Barry:.....he disappeared at the gate......MY GOD WHAT IF THIS IS HIS BLOOD!!!!!!!
Wesker *shakes head* lets go find him.....

*all go to find chris, find him laying there crying*
Barry: my god hes DEAD!!!!!
Wesker:*wishing he could kill them now* hes not dead
Chris *looks up, all of a sudden happy* thank god you found me!!!I got lost here, I saw a pretty squirrel and looked at it and then you were gone
Wesker: we were standing here for over 30 min., and weve been over there the whole time *points only 20 feet ahead of them*....now HOW THE HECK DID YOU GET LOST, WHEN WE ALL ENTERED THE SAME GATE AT THE SAME TIME?!
Barry:huh? *wonders off aimlessly*
.....................
Wesker: urgh....for the love of god, wheres barry?!
Jill*dramatic point* there he is!!!
Wesker: Barry stop dancing with the zombie and shoot it!!!
Barry: awww but its trying to give me a hicky!!!
Weker: *quite annoyed* you have a family, remember?
Barry: wait.......my god that wasnt blood over there *wonders off to clean up spill*
Wesker:!!!*shoots zombie thats following Barry* dear god.....
Barry:*sees the cranberry spill again* MY GOD BLOOD!!!!!!
Wesker: gurrr.... that it tommorrow you get to meet mr. tyrant
Jill: reeeeeeeeaaaaaally?!I always wanted his autograph *weskers gives odd look* wait.....this isnt like the time you said there was a cupcake inthe self locking cabinet is it *wesker smirks*
Wesker: aw good memories, if only youd of stayed in there...
Jill:what?
Wesker:nothing
chris:*randomly burst into tears*
Wesker*grinds teeth* WHAT NOW?!
Chris:..........oh thank god you found me!!!I got lost again ^^
Wesker: just eat your sandwich....
chris:sandwich...oo oo gimme gimme!!!

the following day inside them mansion, they all completely forgot about the info that was leaked by wesker the day before............

Xiao- mam!!the mice!!!they took over!!!
Falcony-xiao what on earth are you talking about?
xiao-they destroyed our crops already!!!
Falcony-eh blow them up
Xiao-but mam, thatll de-
Falcony- just do it

later farmers watch pale faced as their 10 years of work just blew up

evidently I made my diary a little thing for Falcony, the occasional feelings will pop up (you can tell my mood if you look at the writing long and hard enough) heres something I thought up of doing.......I think laundy *confuseled*

Falcony-why arent we attacking?
Xiao- *cough* our men are afraid
Falcony- of what? a few knights?
Xiao-*cough* ummm......no..........mice
Falcony-what?! mice just go over them
Xiao-they have bombs on them
Falcony-then use the sniper!
Xiao-thats the other thing *cough* ummm....he had a .......heart attack
Falcony-...............WHAT?!
Xiao-sorry my lady
Falcony-*shakes head* use the bow men
Xiao-thats another thing..........they used all of their arrows as roasting sticks............
Falcony-*throws random item at one of the men*

later that day the enemy was shocked to find Falcony attacking................her own men

Falcony-"I often wondered where the real heaven was, or if it actually exsisted.the doves cry softely about it day and night, forever weeping, waiting to go there. I wish to know what its like, to go there and leave this treturase world behind. hmm. a priest once said Id never get to see the pearly gates of heaven,Id only know chaos of hell........aw....and they didnt even give a greeting......................."