i am so confused right now. i really donno who i am or who i want to be. i donno if i should be the kinda person who always does the right thing and always has good intentions and is always doing good deeds and will sometime receive good, or the kinda person who is bad but has tons of fun and is scared that if she dies then, then she'll go to hell. well, i donno what to do.

hey. tis me. i hate life. today was one of the best and one of the worst days at the same time. i hate me. well, i hate my life, not the physical me. but, oh well, who understands me. no one.