hey... well what do ya know... gosh i cant believe my friend... she begged him to come back... well thatz kinda funny... anyways, im happy for a reason... spring vacation is here... but im mad for a million of other things... i mean, isnt spring supposed to be warm and with a happy feeling? well, it isnt. besides, i think id be better off at skwl, im living a hell of a time at home... chores and bad news and shitz... but yeah... what can i do about it...

why are some people so dumb these days??? i mean, gosh! i just cant believe it... anyways, im sooo HAPPY! 1 more day of skwl and im off to spring vacation! YAAAY!

well, today has bin an ok day... i just talked to my biggie bro on da phone... hez kwl... hes funny too... well, he woke me up though... i was takin a nap... i also got the WORST cramp ever on my leg... it hurt sooo bad...

anyways, to da important stuff... well, Shadow_Prince kind of got me mad today, he just rote to ask me stuff about people... and i think he just used me to know the stuff... he never rites to me to really talk to me, just to ask me stuff about my friend... but oh well, anyways, yeah...

i am so confused right now. i really donno who i am or who i want to be. i donno if i should be the kinda person who always does the right thing and always has good intentions and is always doing good deeds and will sometime receive good, or the kinda person who is bad but has tons of fun and is scared that if she dies then, then she'll go to hell. well, i donno what to do.

hey. tis me. i hate life. today was one of the best and one of the worst days at the same time. i hate me. well, i hate my life, not the physical me. but, oh well, who understands me. no one.