hey there... im feelin shitty... i got an unxpected period during skwl and it suked ass badly... that was the worst...

i hat3 school!!! and i hate homework and i hate the rule of "no dating for six months" from my parents... (stupid rule cuz i do it anyways) and yeah thatz all i can think of for now...

why am i here? why do i live? what is the purpose? why??? why has life given me so much pain? why???

[party boi] , thank you so much for understanding me and not thinking im crazy. i really love you! if you ever need sumthin from me plz tell me and i'll be sure to do what i can... you really dont know how much you helped me with those simple words... LOVE, Jazzy...

i am so confused right now. i really donno who i am or who i want to be. i donno if i should be the kinda person who always does the right thing and always has good intentions and is always doing good deeds and will sometime receive good, or the kinda person who is bad but has tons of fun and is scared that if she dies then, then she'll go to hell. well, i donno what to do.
will anyone please please help me out and tell me what to do???

hey... well what do ya know... gosh i cant believe my friend... she begged him to come back... well thatz kinda funny... anyways, im happy for a reason... spring vacation is here... but im mad for a million of other things... i mean, isnt spring supposed to be warm and with a happy feeling? well, it isnt. besides, i think id be better off at skwl, im living a hell of a time at home... chores and bad news and shitz... but yeah... what can i do about it...

why are some people so dumb these days??? i mean, gosh! i just cant believe it... anyways, im sooo HAPPY! 1 more day of skwl and im off to spring vacation! YAAAY!

well, today has bin an ok day... i just talked to my biggie bro on da phone... hez kwl... hes funny too... well, he woke me up though... i was takin a nap... i also got the WORST cramp ever on my leg... it hurt sooo bad...

anyways, to da important stuff... well, Shadow_Prince kind of got me mad today, he just rote to ask me stuff about people... and i think he just used me to know the stuff... he never rites to me to really talk to me, just to ask me stuff about my friend... but oh well, anyways, yeah...

i am so confused right now. i really donno who i am or who i want to be. i donno if i should be the kinda person who always does the right thing and always has good intentions and is always doing good deeds and will sometime receive good, or the kinda person who is bad but has tons of fun and is scared that if she dies then, then she'll go to hell. well, i donno what to do.

hey. tis me. i hate life. today was one of the best and one of the worst days at the same time. i hate me. well, i hate my life, not the physical me. but, oh well, who understands me. no one.