erin just blew me off today, so screw her. i'm just gonna ignore her and be a complete asshole. Maybe then those rumors will come true. Darn it sucked, i couldnt get a hold of Jessica, i hope shes there tomarrow. I want to ask her to hang out. shes a really awesome person to talk to, talked to her last night for about like 1 hour and a half. well trina never called me back either. O that reminds me, Me, Chris boyd, and Shawn did our project for history today, its soooo funny. I cant wait till the other ppl see it, were first up tomarrow and its first period! well ~~peace~~
HEllo, i like chicken. Well school good yes yes. i'm talking to Trina and Tasha on the phone the current time, which is aproxamintly 5:38 pm on March 30th, 2005. Interesting, they smell, with their noses. I'm reading what i type to them and they are extremely i dunno. but they say happy. They are really gigagly. Sometimes i dream of being dipped a thing full of rising dough. Ok well nothing really else to say so ~~peace~~
thanks Trina and Gia, pinky! lol. I feel really good right now, i stayed home, got a new bike, and 3 new xbox games! i love chocolate. Well i'm for sure getting Braces, but it wont be for a couple of months. and when i get them i only need them for like 14 - 16 months. then ill have retainers, well gotta go so ~~peace~~
well theres been some confusion and me and Jessica arent really going "out". She thought i ment like to hang out or something like that. Well ill just have to go along with it and hope for the best. i hope Trina is right. well gotta go, ~~peace~~
Easter was good, and i like chocolate, got lots of it. Well my family fought up at my grannys house, kinda sucked. I flew a kyte! it was so totally awesome. Got a bit wet. I love the cold. Well i got some music to get listening too, so ~~peace~~
well i am way over Erin, got over her Thursday morning. Friday i asked out Jessica, she said yes! i love life. well i'm drinking a Rockstar Enegry drink so i'm hyper. OO i cant wait till monday, ill get to see Jessica, and get her number. I just got back from like 2 hours at bumbers. it was fun. well so many ppl to chat to, ~~peace~~
well it happened, the end finally came. Erin broke up with me. She just sees me as a friend now. It hurts so bad, but i can manage, going to youth group really helped. I know Jesus will always be their for me if i believe in him, which i so do very much. I miss Erin but i wont take her back.
wow, No one knows how much i miss Erin, i just seen her today like 7 hours ago and i miss her sooo much. We havent hung out , just us, for a long time. I hope we can hangout sometime soon, i feel distant from her again. Sometimes i wish i could get more attention from her but i never tell anyone becuase that makes me seem like a baby for wanting attention. Well i guess ill just put on my happy face and hope for the best. thanks box~~peace~~
well ofcourse i've been bored. I just made fudge for my girl. And gonna share some of it to my Friend Jen, she is really down right now, i hope she gets better. I'm trying to help her out as much as i can. I hate to see people down, i hate being down. well ~~peace~~
boredism, i made a smoothie like milkshake thingy, gonna make fugde sometime this week for my girl, well busy so ~~peace~~
well its been a good while. I'm not depressed anymore, i was from friday untill this morning. my blender broke, sucky deal. yea well i'm bored so i'm out, thanks for listening box ~~peace~~
boredism , nothing new today, ~~peace~~
well my mom paid my brothers debts, i went and bought Halo 2 finally. things are good, i was gonna go in early to make up days i missed in GYM but i decided to lie and go in on Friday after school instead. right now my left buttcheck hurts....reall
my brother owes me like 30 more bucks, hes already paid me 20. I think erin might have gotten grounded from me but i dunno. i have had this terrible stuffy nose, it sucks. i havent been able to talk to erin on the phone for the past week, its kinda relieving becuase i really was getting tired of talking on the phone. friday i was hanging with devon, we rented a few movies, the excorcist, and that last samurai, both good movies. we ate twinkies and cup-cakes and drank lots of soda, we played halo 2 and he started to go out with Trina. well not really anything else so ~~peace~~
well its been awhile since i wrote in here again, on saterday i spent pretty much the whole day with erin. we wrestled with some little kids. sunday i rearanged my room. monday i was sick but went to school. got a new t.v. on monday as well, 20". Tuesday, today, i stayed home sick, i slept about most the day, got up at lunch time, at which i had made myself some ramon and watched "Con Air". Great movie. well off to rest some more ~~peace~~
yesterday was a great day. i spent the time from about 2:32 untill 10:10 with my g/f. it was great. alot of kissing went on their. It was great , well from about 3:00 till 6:00 we were sitting next to the clock tower down in river front park. i would say of that 3 hr span atleast 2 hours of kissing went on:D then we rode the bus to her house. We got their and we had to do some work, we rearranged her living room with her father helping. It was pretty ok, but her dogs got annoying, she has like 4 at her house, and there big dogs. There were also some little kids, one was like 10 and then there was like 2 3 yr olds and a little baby, she made me hold the baby, it wasnt bad, not the first baby i've held. Then i got home, and i made myself a great dinner. There was beans, rice, and cheesy potatos, and corn. well not much else to say so ~~peace~~
well today was another good day, i was better after erin talked to me that night, well nothing to say worth writing so ~~peace~~
well its been awhile since i wrote here. ummm, not much . I surprised my g/f with ballons and a card when she was away , her sis let me in and i put them on her bed :D. I feel a bit upset right now but i dont feel like writing them, just remember rocky, going to arbys and seeing Erin.
damn i feel like shit, i have a ear infection, this sucks nuts. i wonder who actually reads what i write here? hmmmm..... I wonder wonder wonder whats in a wonderball...w
well, so far yesterday and today have been pretty good. Cept for that i was sick both days. well my best friend's Ex g/f is a freshmen and was dating a senior, well while they were dating the guy cheated on her with one of my friends, both the chicks hate eachother, so its very quite interesting to be in the middle of, becuase i'm friends with both so messages seem to come and go between me, cept for the phone calling, but i get to hear both stories from each side. well gonna go out for dinner so ~~peace~~