I am so depressed. I am going Thursday, April 21 to tell the court which parent I would rather live with. I have made my decission, but the other found out and is putting me on a guilt trip. That's not all though. I got in some trouble over the weekend and everything is just crumbling down to nothing. The only thing I am happy with right now is the realtionship I have going with the man of my dreams......whenever I am depressed it makes me so0o0o happy to think of him. I can see me marrying this guy. I would do anything for him (including taking a bullet.). I don't understand why my life can be so good and then all this bad carma hit me at once....I just don't know what to do. Can anyone help me??