ok so last night i had a dream. yes i admit it was a little weird but it was longer than what i will explain.

There were two Gods who were infact brothers. Their names were Damion and Gabriel(Or Nemamiah)._{Side note: I did research on Angelic names and Nemamiah is the Angel of Just Causes which is the best fit for this story but Gabriel is much easier to remember and just as Angelic.}

Damion and Gabriel(Nemamiah) were twins who were always competing against eachother. One day, Damion came up with a game. It was a competition on who could kill the human first. Two small humans came around one day falling part of Damion's game. Gabriel(Nemamiah) at first seemed into it but was really holding back so he would not kill these innocent mortals. Damion killed the human and became angered with his brother for not truly playing the game. The twins dueled in an epic battle. Gabriel threw Damion to the ground. Damion looked at his twin and said "Why my dear brother, do you hate me so?" in which Gabriel(Nemamiah) replied, "Because, brother, you kill for joy and fun. I vow that from here forward you will be silenced and mortal until a mortal woman admits her love for you." With that said, Gabriel(Nemamiah) waved his hand muting his brother and taking away his immortality.
Damion was now to roam the earth searching for the ONE and only ONE mortal that would confess their love for him. His main task was to do it with no words.

HAVE YOU?¿
1. Smoked a cigarette: yes
2. Smoked a cigar: yes
3. Snorted coke: no
4. Smoked Weed: yes
5. Been high: yes
6. Had sex: yes
7. Said "I hope you die" to someone: yes
8. Tried to kill someone: no
9. Tried to kill yourself: yes
10. Got in a fist fight: yes
11. Lied to your parents: yes
12. Given someone a bruise: yes
13. Ditched someone: yes
14. Freak danced: yes
15. Stole something: yes
16. Cut yourself: yes
17. Skipped school: yes
18. Hung up on someone: yes
19. Threw up at school: yes
20. Done someone elses make-up: yes
21. Kissed someone of the same sex: yes
22. Had a burping contest: yes
23. Snuck out: yes
24. Been to a school dance: yes
25. Thought your teacher was hot: yes



WOW! THATS SAD! :(

Went and saw KISS last night. Entirely FREE! I got a call around 6 from my brother's navy buddy who i talk to who invited me to KISS and i said yea...and than he invited my bf which is good cuz i wouldn't go without him. So i found out the concert started at 7:30 and it was 6:15. Yea....me...a women....i run around frantic like a chicken with it's head cut off. ha. Well James and I finally get picked up at around 6:30/6:45 and we go to his house so he can get changed(What a priss. jk) he was wearing 'nice' clothes and there WOULD be alcohol everywhere soo...yea so finally he is ready at almost 7:00 and we have to drive 20 or so min to the spectrum. We get there and luckily Nick(The guy with the tix) saw us before he went in or else we would have to find Willcall and pick them up. *shrugs* we originally had NOSEBLEED seats....literally at the top. It was terrible. view was good still and all that but i couldn't get into it and i was terrified to stand up. well then....somehow just after BUCKCHERRY my friends friend got free tickets for another area somehow. we figured anything was better than what we had. we ended up right against the stage on the right side(if you are facing towords the stage) Gene Simmons ended up sticking his tongue out at me when i did it to him, I got a guitar pick from the drummer(My fave) and the lead singer pointed at me and stared at me....which most people were since i was wearing a VERY low cut shirt that i LITERALLY popped out of. Oh well......in the end...IT WAS AMAZINGGGGGGGGG! ill have a wiki page of the pics from the concert soon. BYE ALL! TIME FOR CLASS......

~Toshi-Chan~
♥Rachel♥

Hey everyone sorry im not on much. Thats what happens when little ol' me gets a bf. well yea....if you couldn't tell by my pics and new pic wiki...im sooooo unbelievable happy with him that im like...never on much. SORRY! i promise that when i finally get the time i will be back on. Ill check in every once and awhile to check messages and maybe post in an RP or two but....sorry i wont be here much. I love you all dearly and i will be back soon.

<3333333
Love
Toshi-chan
aka
♥Rachel♥

NEWWWWWWWWWWW RRRRRROOOOLLLLLLLLLLLLEEEEEEEEEEEEPPPPPPPPPPPPLLLLLLLLLLLLAAAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ok sorry. Just excited. I have been reading the Amelia Atwater-Rhoades series Den Of Shadows again and i'm on the fourth book called Midnight Predator. I'm like super in love with it. I have started an RP based off of it. it is Midnight RP check it out PLEASE!!?? You don't have to have read to the book to understand. You will catch on REALLLYYYY quick. It's not much of a hard concept.

Im sooooooo sorry ive been gone most of the week my dear friends. I'm sorry to say i will also be gone ALL weekend! But i will be on next week(Hopefully) i have just had so much going on lately. I start my self operated job tonight. I go to a campground in New Jersey and i started a dog walking service(There are so many dogs there, it's scary) and i will be getting paid $5 for each dog i walk. Its SOOOOOO exciting! well my friends....i'm off. Getting ready for my brothers reenlistment service into the Navy....its like his 3rd or 4th time he is reenlisting. Well TOOTALS!

LOVE YOU ALLLLLLLLL
Rachel aka TOSHI-CHAN ;)

ok once again guys...i am heading to the shore for the weekend.(Get used to it...it happens EVERRRYYYYY weekend). So i will not be on AT ALL until Sunday night. And than Monday I am going to visit my ex an hour or so away. He is having MAJOR problems and as he says...im the only one who can help him. *sigh* of course i have to help a man i love with his love problems. He hates that he does this to me but he needs someone and i offer my help. i cant help it. i want him to be happy. but anyways...back to the point. Ill be gone from 2:00 today(EST) till late sunday. I'll be on at night but i hope to get some sleep sunday night so im ready for my UBER long train ride monday. I'll be leaving early on monday so i can get there early and spend longer with him.
Wish my luck guys....maybe now i can finally be with the man ive loved for so long. :/
Don't miss me too much!
^.^

I got bored and I stole this from [~Crimson Angel~].

1. If you had a cat, what would you name it? If you already have a cat, what is its name?
I already have 1 cat. His name is Raven but every else calls him Teddy.

2. Are you easily controlled or influenced by those around you?
Not really easily but if i am around them enough mostly i will act like them.

3. Do you have a cell phone?
yep indeed i do....an Iphone....(Stupid piece of shit....)

4. Have you ever hand-written a letter to someone other than Santa Claus?
Yes, several times. And i don't remember a time writting to Santa. LMAO

5. Have you ever drawn a picture of a tree?
Yep! Used to be my fave thing to draw....until I found out what anime was. ^.^

6. Have you ever visited a foreign country?
HA! I do wish tho!

7. Is there someone very dear to your heart?
Many people. Far too many to name.

8. What is your favorite sound?
Nature....and my cats meow.

9. What is your favorite hair color on other people? On yourself?
I tend to go for brunettes. SOOOOO gorgeous(On men.) and it never really mattered the color on females. and MY fave color on myself is....well...hmmm Black. LMAO

10. Marry, shag, throw off a cliff?
uhhhhh WHAT?!

11. Do you believe in the fair folk of the hills, mountains, and woods? (faeries and elves)
Yea sure why not? :P

12. Have you ever kept a real diary, on paper and everything?
Still have one. ^.^ it helps!

13. Can you draw?
I'd liek to think so. Lmao

14. What is your star sign?
CANCERRRR well a mix of Cancer and Gemini. (Born on the division day)

15. What's your favorite foreign language to hear spoken?
Japanese, German, and Korean.

16. What is the strangest thing you have ever put in your mouth?
Not really sure.....

17. Do you act your age?
sometimes.....i can act immature sometimes tho. all out of fun.

18. This is a timeless classic. What's your favorite color? Why?
LIME GREEN! And idk why.....its just pretty and obnoxious.....LIKE ME! *Squee*

19. Do you wear belts as accessories, or to hold your pants up?
BOTTHHHHH. Belts can look AMAZING while doing their purpose. And sometimes ill wear a belt just cause it looks awesome with the outfit.

20. Would you want your dresses to have pockets?
Not really. That would just be awkward. And, trust me when i say, very hard to make.

21. Does your stuff actually fit in your purse? (Guys, feel free to answer sarcastically)
yep! I have a HUGGGGEEEE purse. It's not even techincally a purse.

22. Ti tallb orch!
What the fuck?!

23. Favorite musical artist?
Hmmmmmm Good Charlotte, Gackt, and SLIPKNOT!

24. Can you rollerskate?
YESSS!!!!!

25. This is the last question. Do you generally attire yourself in the fashion of the masses, or do you create your own style?
eh....i used to flow on my own but lately i kinda fell back and am slowly starting to like....fit in...but everynow and than i stray quite a ways off course.

OrHSHC RP
Please join it! it is based off of an AMAZING anime and manga called Ouran High School Host Club. If you never saw it....you should watch it!

http://z3.invisionfree.com/Requiem_of_Soul

Listen a GREAT friend of nearly EVERYONE on this site created this. I would like EVERYONE to take a look and join it....NOW! *cute little kitten eyes* please? *begs*

Ok so im totally getting my hair done soon. Im debating on what to do with it. Im either guna do the two tone colors(Black on top, blonde on bottom), ny normal style(fire red peekaboo highlights and red streaks in my bangs), or just dye it all blonde. What's your opinion? PLLEEEAAASSSSEEEE help me out here. How would you like to see my hair?

ADOPT ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

S to Z Pets

I am a cute little kitten. Ya no u wana!

PLEASE CHECK OUT MY NEW POLL WIKI! WHO'S BETTER? IF YOU HAVE A PASSION FOR ONE CHARACTER HAVE YOUR VOICE HEARD AND PUT YOUR VOTES IN! CHECK IT OUT.

Whoever wishes to start a Roleplay with me send in ideas. I want it to be HUGE! I want it to be a BIG DEAL! haha send in the ideas and i'll tell ya what I think. ^.^

A follow up from a few diaries back. Back ALLLLLLL the way from February.

I met the man named Bill Fry. I had LOADS of fun with him. Life was perfect. And than.....he left. He had to go to basic training for the Air Force all the way down in Texas....please note i live in pennsylvania. He left April 27th. He started training on the 28th. His basic is 2 months long. Well seeing as though today is the 11th of June, it means he left a month and a half ago. He called me last weekend. It was a TOTAL suprise. I figured that when he left for the Air Force he would drop me entirely. It was a painful thought seeing as though I love him madly. Well he called. It was a strange number. I was with a friend i havnt seen in a whole year and i talked about him to her ironically a few hours earlier. I answered the second time he called. My moto with unknown numbers is that if they dont leave a message or call again...than it aint important. With the second call i answered. He spoke only one word that got my heart to throb irratically. Yea the word is silly but it means alot. "Punk." hahahaha its what the first word he texted me when he got my number. He said it to me all the time. Its his favorite word of course. I wanted to cry. He had a 2 minute calling card for the good work they had done the week before. It was like magic. he used a 2 minute calling card on ME! A girl he only knew for 2 months before he left. A girl that was more of a neicense(sp?) than anything since i spent every night and most of my days in his bedroom/apartment with him and his mom and his little brother. I would have thought he would be happy to get rid of me....NO! He CALLED me. He made a promise the write me. He also made a promise to call me again. I realized that I love him more than anything EVER and it's possible that he loves me.
He graduates from basic on the 26th of June. Thats 4 days after I turn 19 so we wont have to hide our relationship any longer. See...he's going to be 24 this year. Being 18 and being with him when he is 23 sounds....bad. But im 19....im old enough to know responsibilities. I have had a chance to be considered an adult and to know sort of what life is about.

Im excited for him to graduated...the only problem is...i wont see him than. He will be going to mississippi for Tech School so he can follow his profession in the Air Force. I think he will be there for 6 months. At least then he will have a cell phone and a laptop and all that so i can stay in contact with him...and when i get the money...I'll fly down to see him. Life is nearly set for me. For the first time....I'm happy.

^.^