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Your the air that I breath
The Thoughts that cross my mind
You're my beating heart
And my always taking steps
I am the flea
And you are the dog
I am the cell
And you are the human
I am the flower
And you are my sun




Serious roughdraft. will be improved overtime. i just needed somewhere to write it down.

YAYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!! A NEW RP!

The New RP

im heading out to the hookah bar with my friends for my friend Maria's 19th birthday. YAY! Hookah ish gooooooooodddddd. ok so i will edit every wiki tomorrow....that is if James hasn't confiscated me. lol

feeling depressed. I didn't see James yesterday and i wont see him tonight because he is being a dick. im sorry im just not in the mood for roleplaying.

ok so life has been REALLLLYYYYYY hectic. james and i broke up for about like 2 or 3 hours. it tore me apart so much that i seriously contimplated suicide. that was the reason or our next fight. He's aloud to punch walls, walk and hour to my house in cold weather and punch car mirrors getting SEVERAL cuts on his knuckles... but im not allowed to take a pair of scissors and make the tiniest scrap on my foot(Didn't even break the skin). But than he's allowed to take his pocket knife(Really big and sharp) and press it against his wrist finding the vein trying to die. Uhg. but we fixed that and a few days later we celebrated 5 months. it's now been 5 months and 4 days. i love him! I decided that i WILL give him the promise ring for 6 months/valentines day. Yea...him n i have been fighting a lot but we have also seen that we love eachother a lot more. at least i have. He is beginning to lost his trust for me and faith for us. how will it work if he doesn't have trust and faith. idk. i do love him tho. way too much.

everyone i promise i will be on tomorrow and i will update all of the pages once i get on. and An Immortal's Quest i will start up tomorrow so everyone be ready.

Been trying to finish up the Taiwanese version of Boys Over Flowers. (Hana Yori Dango in Japanese) Guna be a bit before i finish the series so i wont be on much until its done. Sorry everyone.

Sorry I've been gone everyone. I've been so busy with the holidays. I've spent every day of the holiday vacation with my boyfriend. I havn't had a day without him yet therefore was unable to get onto ET. I'm only on for a few minutes now to check up on what i can quickly. i will be on more tomorrow when James starts school again and I will be stuck at home...that is after i apply for jobs and finish watching all of "The Crow" movies. *shrugs* send me messages. I miss you all dearly.

GOT A LAPTOP! SITTING ON IT NOW!

Ok so christmas is coming up in just a few more days. I have no gifts for anyone except James. I still need to get something for my brother, his girlfriend, their two kids, and my mother. Oh fuck. Ok so i have NO money. I owe my mom $60.00 for my boyfriend's gift. I'm planning on just painting my mom her favorite football team logo.


I have all the supplies needed...i just need the time to do it. And every time i attempt drawing that i fail. Uhg. it's frustrating since i only have today and tomorrow to be able to do it. So don't expect to find me on much. and than on top of that i cant buy my brother or his gf anything. they both know i have no money so they may understand that i cant buy them anything but than it makes me feel like shit cuz i bought my boyfriend a $65 gift and them nothing. I just don't know what to do. *sigh* don't expect me on too much. i need to find out what to wear to James's family dinner on Christmas day(they are also a diff religion than i am) and what to wear to my own family gathering on Christmas Eve and help James pick out something for both days for the same gatherings....uhg...and than the gifts. Fuck procrastinating.

also....im massively cleaning since the Eve Party is at my house. FUCKING A! Wish me luck all....be on when I can.

LOVE YOU ALL!
LOVE YOU JAMES S.!
<3 Kittie <3
♥Rachel♥

HAPPY FOUR MONTHS MY LOVE JAMES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

DONE SCHOOOOOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ok so as far as i know, i am done Computers and i failed that class. :( it was actually quite difficult. and than Painting class is also done and from what i know, i passed that. ^.^ Also my teacher took 4 of my paintings to submit them in the art gallery. It's so exciting. The Gallery will be from September-around thanksgiving. So about a year from now i will get them back. That is if all of them are put into the gallery which is kinda unlikely....hence why she took the 4 best(in her opinion) in my opinion i liked 2 of them she gave back to me. *shrugs* oh well.....whatever. At least i got my favorite ones back.

ok enough of that class. Today I have Government(I'm pretty sure i do) and I will be taking the last test in that class which isn't a final, instead it's just a chapter test. Thank god. I didn't do any of the essays but i will talk to my teacher and see if i can email them to him either tonight or tomorrow.

And than tonight i take the final for Western Civilization II. That may actually be tough. I have to write 2 quick paragraphs on two of the 8 topics she gave us, memorize those 2 and than rewrite them for the final. UHGGGGG. I may be slick and type them onto my Iphone and copy that......:/ i'm not very good at memorizing things.

well wish me luck. after today i am fully done classes until next fall. I'm taking a little while off. well......cheerio!

♥Rachel♥
<3 Toshi-chan <3

Apparently I'm a masochist........
and a Nympho.......
O.o
Stupid Boys

the rest of this week is going to be shit
Its Wednesday so i dont get to see James till friday. and on top of that my mom is telling my brothers(billy) gf(Suzy) that she needs to get out by friday since they both have lived with my mom and i for over 2 years. they had a baby together who is going to be a year on new years eve and she has a 4 year old son as well. So my house is a mess. everyone there mentioned lives here with us. now my brother is not agreeing on kicking Suzy out obviously so he is pitching a bitch about it. So basically I am not trying to be home Friday but i have nowhere to go. I'm trying to spend Friday night at James's house but he doesn't get home from school till three and i'd leave my house around 2 to take the bus and get there. so thats from 2 on friday till saturday gone but what about in the morning. ill have to be around for the war and thats not something i want to be involved in cause for once i am not apart of this. Uhgggggg idk. im getting stressed out about it.

whatever. hopefully all goes well. i have way too much on my plate. finals for college and home-life and Christmas coming up and i have NO money. UHGGGGGGG so frustrating so if you see my posting slowing down or changing slightly....youll know.

thanks all