I am so excited today!! I'm going to town wit Sarah to smoke some weed.. I can't wait then were going to chill wit Carl, Ryan, Tommy, and PJ. I'm so ready i need to get stoned because alot of shit has been going on lately and it's fucking annoying. I hate ppl that are too immature to realize it, they need to get laid soon and chill!! Damn i can't wait gonna get so ripped and then Ryan, Sarah, PJ, and I are going to see a couple of movies i brought Without A Paddle, and i know were seeing Half Baked.< Favorite movie! I h8 my next class it's wit Chris, Kate, and Rob :( it suxs i can't stand it because Mr.MOran is an a$$hole.
ight
*~Peace~*
"Crazy Rap"
(Wait a minute, man. Hey, check this out, tell it. It was this blind man, right?
Man, check this out- it was this blind man, right?
He was feelin' his way down the street with this stick, right?
Hey. He walked past this fish market, you know what I'm sayin'?
He stopped, he took a deep breath, he said,
Woooooo, good morning, ladies.
You like that shit, man? Hey, man, I got a gang of that shit, man.
I tell you what- my man on the guitar, fool on the drums,
everybody just crowd around the mic, I'll tell you all these mutha-fuckin' jokes.
But first, I'ma start it off like this. Hey, help me sing it, homeboy.)
Colt 45 and two Zig Zags, baby that's all we need.
We can go to the park after dark, smoke that tumbleweed.
And as the marijuana burns we can take our turns, singing them dirty rap songs
Stop and hit the bong like Cheech and Chong, sell tapes from here to Hong Kong.
So roll, roll, roll my joint. Pick out the seeds and stems.
Feelin' high as hell flyin' through Palmdale, skatin' on Dayton rims.
So roll, roll the '83 Cadillac Coup de Ville.
If my tapes and my cds just don't sell, I bet my caddy will.
Well it was just sundown in a small white town. They call it Eastside Palmdale.
When the Afroman walked through the white land, houses went up for sale.
Well, I was standin' on the corner sellin' rap cds when I met a little girl named Jan.
I let her ride in my Caddy cause I didn't know her daddy was the leader of the Klu Klux Klan.
We fucked on the bed, fucked on the flo', fucked so long, I grew a fuckin' afro.
Then I fucked to the left, fucked to the right. She sucked my dick 'til the shit turned white.
I thought to myself, Sheba, Sheba! Got my ass lookin' like a ZEBRA!
I pulled on my clothes and I was on my way, until her daddy pulled up in a Chevrolet.
I ran. I jumped out the back window, but her daddy, he was waitin' with a 2 x 4.
Oh, he beat me to the left, he beat me to the right. The mutha-fucker whooped my ass all night.
But I ain't mad at her prejudiced dad, that's the best damn pussy I ever had.
I got a bag of weed and a bottle of wine. I'm a fuck that bitch just one more time.
Colt 45 and two Zig Zags, baby that's all we need.
We can go to the park after dark, smoke that tumbleweed.
And as the marijuana burns we can take our turns, singing them dirty rap songs
Stop and hit the bong like Cheech and Chong, sell tapes from here to Hong Kong.
So roll, roll, roll my joint. Pick out the seeds and stems.
Feelin' high as hell flyin' through Palmdale, skatin' on Dayton rims.
So roll, roll the '83 Cadillac Coup de Ville.
If my tapes and my cds just don't sell, I bet my caddy will.
I met this lady in Hollywood. She had green hair, but damn she looked good.
I took her to my house, cause she was fine, but she whipped out a dick that was bigger than mine.
I met this lady from Japan, never made love with an African.
I fucked her once, I fucked her twice. I ate that pussy like shrimp fried rice.
Don't be amazed at the stories I tell ya. I met a woman in the heart of Australia.
Had a big butt and big titties, too, so I hopped in her ass like a kangaroo.
See, I met this woman from Hawaii. Stuck it in her ass, and she said, Aiiiiieeee!
Lips was breakfast, pussy was lunch, then her titties busted open with Hawaiian Punch.
Met Colonel Sander's wife in the state of Kentucky. She said, I'll fry some chicken if you just fuck me.
I came in her mouth. It was a crisis. I gave her my secret blend of herbs and spices.
Colt 45 and two Zig Zags, baby that's all we need.
We can go to the park after dark, smoke that tumbleweed.
And as the marijuana burns we can take our turns, singing them dirty rap songs
Stop and hit the bong like Cheech and Chong, sell tapes from here to Hong Kong.
Hey, wait a minute man, check this out.
I met Dolly Parton in Tennessee. Her titties were filled with Hennesy.
That country music nearly drove me crazy, but I rode that ass and said, Yes, Miss Daisy!
Met this lady in Oklahoma; put that pussy in a coma.
Met this lady in Michigan; I can't wait 'til I fuck that bitch again.
Met a real black girl in South Carolina; fucked her 'til she turned into a white albino.
Fucked this hooker in Iowa. I fucked her on credit, so I owe her.
Fucked this girl, down in Georgia; came in her mouth. Man, I thought I told ya.
Met this beautiful sexy ho; she just ran cross the border of Mexico.
Fine young thing, said her name's Maria. I wrapped her up just like a Hot Tortilla.
I wanna get married, but I can't afford it. I know I'ma cry when she gets deported.
Colt 45 and two Zig Zags, baby that's all we need.
We can go to the park after dark, smoke that tumbleweed.
And as the marijuana burns we can take our turns, singing them dirty rap songs
Stop and hit the bong like Cheech and Chong, sell tapes from here to Hong Kong.
Have you ever went over to a girl's house to fuck, but the pussy just ain't no good? (SAY WHAT?)
And then you're getting' upset cause you can't get her wet, plus you in the wrong neighborhood?
So you try to play it off and eat the pussy, but it takes her so long to come (SAY WHAT?)
Then a dude walks in. That's her big boyfriend, and he asks you where you from? (Where you from, man?)
So you wipe your mouth, and you try to explain (I don't bang.), you start talkin' real fast.
But he's already mad, cause you fuckin' his wife, so he starts beatin' on your ass.
Now your clothes all muddy, your nose all bloody, your dick was hard but now it's soft. (WHUT?)
You thought you had a girl to rock your world, now you still gotta go jack off.
Colt 45 and two Zig Zags, baby that's all we need.
We can go to the park after dark, smoke that tumbleweed.
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My Personal Pictures, oh if you view this it's better if you have the music on. Same with the other one
This a little clip of my life my intrests, and some of my friends..
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[The aspect of my life has changed dramatically because i've found something that i haven't had for a very long time.] It has shown me a path that changed my personal and emotional pattern.. He provoked me to discover the truth of true happiness. [I never knew how to let myself go and capture the moment and realize that i wasnt' alone.] In my past expearences i never let go of my fears and kept them bottled up inside me and i never let anyone get close. I express myself to him and i tell him my darkest secrets!
[And he understands me, and knows that it's hard for me to let things go and open up to him.] I'm happy to know him and cherish the time i have with him.!
[Hey ppl, Today after school Elias took me to get my hair cut and i was soo nervous but i wanted a change, now that i got a new guy i wanted too become a new person..] And him and i chose a haircut that would look good. But it was soo funny because i was soo nervous on how it would look and he's like "It's fine baby you'll look fine".. [He's so sweet and after my haircut was done he was soo happy i asked him how i looked and he was like "you look beautiful" and kissed my hand..] He makes me feel loved and he treats me right. And i looked @ it in his van and i was surprised i'm really not used to short hair, so it feels very weird!! [But if he likes it that's all that matters!]
See My happy life
This is Elias's and my song he's my sexy boi!! muah i love you!!
Oh oh oh
Say it!
*Make Love to Me*
Oh oh oh
What!
*Fuck Me*
x2
Chorus:
Im bout' to throw some game
They both one and the same
Cupids the one to blame
Say it!
*Make love to me*
Im bout to shed some light
Cuz each and every night
You gotta do it right
What!
*fuck me*
x2
They want it nice and slow
Kiss em from head to toe
Relax and let it go
*make love to me*
They want it now an fast
Grabbin and smackin ass
You gotta make it last
*fuck me*
Together holdin hands
You out there spending grands
And makin family plans
*make love to me*
Dont have to straighten facts
Dont want no strings attached
Just scratches on you back
*fuck me*
Ex'es aint actin right
And you so glad to fight
Dinners by candelight
*make love to me*
She got a nigga' whipped
Down to ya finga tips
Tryin' that freaky shit
*fuck me*
Turn on some BabyFace
Just for ya lady's sake
Your call her babycakes
*make love to me*
Know how to mack a broad
Shes on your sack and balls
You call her jaberjaws
*fuck me*
(Chorus x2)
You bout to buy a ring
She needs the finer thangs
Gucci designer frames
*make love to me*
Purchase a nasty flick
Wrap up and tie up quik
Know how to drive a stick
*fuck me*
You both unite as one
You da moon and shes ya sun
Your hearts a beatin drum
*make love to me*
You betta notacane
She wanna feel the pain
Then hear her scream ya name
*fuck me*
Follow this dictionary
You both some visionaries
Then do it missionary
*make love to me*
I hear them call the wild
And do it all the while
Doggie and brawgie style
*fuck me*
You in between the sheets
Lickin and eatin sweets
Then what you find ya keep
*make love to me*
You do it standin up
Orgasms, hand em up
Ya'll just dont give a fuck
*fuck me*
(Chorus x2)
You wanna tell the world
Cuz shes ya favorite girl
Ya diamond and ya pearl
*make love to me*
Nobody has to know
Just keep it on the low
And meet em right and fo'
*fuck me*
Nothin but fights and fussin
Plus theres alot a cussin'
Just grab a hold a somethin'
*make love to me*
Ya'll do that bad stuff
She liked it rammed up
Ropes and hand cuffs
*fuck me*
(Chorus x2)
hey every1 i'm so excited i bought MINDLESS SELF INDULGENCE's new cd!! You'll Rebel To Anything!! It kicks azz. I love Straight to Video my favorite song!! lol ugh i'm so tired.. Oh and i have a new bf thank god and he's sooo hawt!! lol i ♥ him soooo much! but yeah i work with him so i get to see him everyday.. And he's tall, black curly hair, skinny but not too skinny, has hawt sexii muscles, he knows how to treat a girl, he doesn't cheat, he's so god damn fine!! And he's 18 he's out of high school, and i can't wait to see him again!! lol I ♥ you Elias!! Your my sexii bean. lol
Hey ppl what's up?? I signed up for a new website yesterday it's called www.vampirefre
~*lata*~
<3 Danielle
i think i've relized that this thing between and certain person and i isn't really worth my effort.. Like damn i get complaments everyday where i work and it's sad because i see my friends more then i see or talk to him... It's kinda sad because he used to call me constantly and now that he hasn't it doesn't bother me at all. Sure i want to talk to him but what's the point he won't change... I don't know anymore i love him and that's plain to see everyone knows it even the people i didn't want knowing.. I could of lost my best friend for him but it doesn't matter to him why because he doesn't care... I don't know my friend Chris is more compassionate then he is. I don't know anymore. I don't think it's worth it anymore.....
OMG yesterday was soooo much fun.. Rob, Chris, Ashley, and a few more ppl stayed after for the FFA banquet.. And *Rob* and i hung out alot that night it was soo much fun he challenged Ben to a fight and If you know Ben he's not that strong. So i was being a smart allic and said Ben would win and i walked away and Rob ran around the cornor and this was very hott in my book, pushed me towards the wall and he said " wait what did you say" and i said " I just said i bet on Ben" and he told me " what i'll show you" but my hands were holding his and then he agressively gave me a long kiss.!! It was very sexy!! I'd do that any day with him.. Then later i got my greenhand award!! Yay!! lol then he wanted me to sit with him so i did and we held hands and just talked and he kept kissing my hand and that was cute in my case. But yeah after that i was telling Kate how my boots were killing me and so i took those off and i told her my bra kept falling down. And he told me " Is that a bad thing" So i made out with him aggressivly in front of my locker.. Then we left out side trying to find mine and his parents and then we kissed goodbye.. But it was cute this morning i called him because i was going off to work and i woke him up i felt so bad.. But he sounded so cute when he's tired!! But yeah i love u rob and can't wait till Monday!!
hey ppl what's up?? I'm soo tired i'm n school rite now, i have long block of landscape design.. ugh i'm soo sick of that class. It's become soo boring!!
[ What happens when you don't know what you want anymore if the one person you truely love is not sure if he cares about you the same? If you cry everytime he's sad or depressed? Even when i talk to him on the phone my emotions conceide me to believing that he doesn't want me he's just toying with me.. But for me to let my guard down and let him get close to me and say he loves me is a step i want to take but i'm nervous because he doesn't show his emotions that well, and we've drawn so much apart that i don't know if i'm the person he wants me to be... And it makes me depressed because i want to be everything he wants and i don't think i can be that person.! And in his stories they hurt because i don't know how to express my feeling towards him without hurting him.. His poems/stories destroy me when ever i read them because their all true. I just wish i could prove to him that i love him with all my heart but i don't know if i can prove my love to him because of being alone for most of my Sophmore year i can't look straight in his eyes with out crying because i love him but i just sad that in his stories he doesn't feel the same. My life has allways crumbled from not letting myself go and love again.]
I wish he was there to catch me when i fell..
catch me as i fall
say you're here and it's all over now
speaking to the atmosphere
no one's here and i fall into myself
this truth drives me into madness
i know i can stop the pain if i will it all away
don't turn away
don't give in to the pain
don't try to hide
though they're screaming your name
don't close your eyes
God knows what lies behind them
don't turn out the light
never sleep never die
i'm frightened by what i see
but somehow i know that there's much more to come
immobilized by my fear
and soon to be blinded by tears
i can stop the pain if i will it all away
don't turn away
don't give in to the pain
don't try to hide
though they're screaming your name
don't close your eyes
God knows what lies behind them
don't turn out the light
never sleep never die
fallen angels at my feet
whispered voices at my ear
death before my eyes
lying next to me i fear
she beckons me shall i give in
upon my end shall i begin
forsaking all i've fallen for i rise to meet the end
This is for a certain someone and you know who you are!!
my immortal
i'm so tired of being here
suppressed by all of my childish fears
and if you have to leave
i wish that you would just leave
because your presence still lingers here
and it won't leave me alone
these wounds won't seem to heal
this pain is just too real
there's just too much that time cannot erase
when you cried i'd wipe away all of your tears
when you'd scream i'd fight away all of your fears
and i've held your hand through all of these years
but you still have all of me
you used to captivate me
by your resonating light
but now i'm bound by the life you left behind
your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
your voice it chased away all the sanity in me
these wounds won't seem to heal
this pain is just too real
there's just too much that time cannot erase
when you cried i'd wipe away all of your tears
when you'd scream i'd fight away all of your fears
and i've held your hand through all of these years
but you still have all of me
i've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
and though you're still with me
i've been alone all along
Damn today was soo much fun! Liz stayed at my house on Friday and Saturday and it was soo much fun!! lol in the morning we went jogging and then we got online and we chatted. It was soo much fun! Their was this guy mowing his lawn a cute guy and i was just playin around and i was given signs and i licked my lips and he was being funny he let the lawn mower just go and i took off my sweat shirt and her and i started jogging and when i looked back he was starin it was funny! lol i'm such a nerd about that... Yeah but it was soo much fun Liz took one of my condoms and blew it up and that shit got really fuckin BIG!! It got really big and it was still strechy! lol it was funny! We got pics of that!! lol we were being dumb. Then it started to rain and my dad's car the roof was down so we ran everywhere to find some keys and finally we ran outside when it was rainy we found a spare in his glove compartment it was so funny and we were just soaked. And we took a shower together that was interesting!! lol. Then today, We went jogging 3 times today it was very fun then she dyed my hair brown it looks soo cute!!! lol it's so fun having her over!!
ugh i'm so sick of CAPT ( Connecticut Aplitude Practice Test).. It sucks ass!! I hate it.. But it's also fun in some ways cause well i'm with a interesting group it's me, Liz, Hope, Robby, Tim, and Charles.. lolz it was soo much fun though.. After we finished both Capt's for today we went out to the fish tanks and it was so funny cause Charles took the sharks out of thier tanks. lolz their tiny sharks. But it was funny!! But he threw them back in b4 the shark died. It was sooooooo much fun.. To bad Capt ends soon.. Even though i hate it i'll miss the stupid things we did.. lolz
Today is no school for me!! YAY!! lolz. But yeah my kittie came back home = >!!!! I was happy about that! So yeah it snowed up here in Connecticut again.. ugh soooooo sick of snow.. oh well. sooooooo bored..
Today is a bad day....... = <
I can't find my kittie he's lost somewhere!!! I miss him sooooooooooo much now!! He's my everything.. He's my everything and i miss him right now!!! tearz
damn today was a great day!! Today i made fun of Rob and his ugly ass girlfriend Amanda.. Then lata in tha day i was still making fun of them!! Then when tha day was almost done ma friend nikki needed a shirt for gym so we asked Chad- A REALLY REALLY SEXY GUY for a shirt so he only had the one he was wearing so he took his shirt off DAMN that boi has a FINE BODY!! lol. horny.. wow.. He's very musculer it was hott!! Damn can't wait to see him tomorrow!! lol..
lata