life has become soo much worse i really rather feel like ending it i have a new sister and she is a pain the arse im in love with her boyfriend and my boyfriend dumped me wonder how i should top myself there are many ways i shall list them:
1.the usual slitting of the wrists but there is no guarntee that it will work
2.theres always the excessive alcohol and overdose but you spew all over yourself and if someone fit finds u your screwed arent you??
3.then you could be like a lemming and throw yourself off a cliff
4. i could always stab myself
5.or last but not least you could do all of these things in one that could be fun

hey life is such a bitch at the moment evrythiing is falling apart i need a friend i can trust i do have friends but i cant really trust them apart from one but she is busy that is so typical cos i need a friend
maddy is a really great friend but she doesent listen very weell her elfy name is [making the world a better place]
holly is bein a rite pain in the arse at the moment her name is [you kick the bucket , ill swing me legs]
and nat is cool her name is [Pler!]
thanx for reading love ya !


Beth !!! xXx