I don't have a lot to say at the moment. Had a horrible day at work, lol. It's a long story, so I won't get into it now. Maybe later. Did get to ride a few rides though for free, so that made it a bit better. Thats about it really, so, bye bye now.
ok, I know I'm still smoking, but I only had three yesterday, so I definatly cut back. I'm trying to cut back a lot. Listening to the offspring and being bored, thats about all I'm doing. Got to go to work at 3:15p.m. yay, lol. I had so many assholes yell at me yesterday at work. I work as a parker for the local fair, so I tell people where to park, and some people just don't listen. Fucking pisses me off cause I fucking get yelled at for fucking doing my god damned fucking job. It's a lot of fun, lol.
Made a little error, she is visiting me 2marrow, not today, lol. I'm so happy, one of my friends that I actually like, I don't have many, is visiting me, lol. So that should make the day better. Any other shit I missed, don't think so. Ok then, fuck everyone and have a nice day. Yes, I'm a little pissed at someone that I had to work with today. I'm pissed cause they didn't do any work, lol. Ok then, have a nice day and come again.
Getting ready to go stand in the motherfucking god damned fucking sun for six fuxking hours again to-fucking-day
ok..... I'm not pissed anymore, so I won't even go into what it was about. Lets see.... My g/f is back, so I'm probably gonna be going over to her house 2marrow. I'm so fucking bored right now. I rode 28 miles 2day on my bike in a bike-a-thon, then I went to McDonalds. I still have five bucks left over, thats all I have to my name right now, lol. Listening to Mindless Self Indulgence and Marilyn Manson right now... Not alot else to say.
I'm so fucking bored. Ahhhh, fuck, lol. There is fucking nothing to do. Ok, I'm done for now. I need a smoke, lol. It's been a while since I've had one. About 2 days now, lol. Not sure what I'm doing yet, and I'm kinda confused on a couple things and kinda pissed at a couple people, but I won't go into that now, maybe later. Let's see, whats else do I have to say, not alot. I'll talk to ya'll later. Bye Bye.
This sucks, I won't be able to see my g/f until the 21st of this month, that sucks. Seriously. But I do get to hang with her for a whole 10 days starting the 21st, and of course see her after that, but still, I don't get to see her for like 10 days and that sucks.
I deleted my last journal entry for reasons unknown even to me. Me and [Maromi] are still friends, good ones at that. So I'm happy. I might be going to Grand Rapids, if you know where that is, on tuesday with my friends and my g/f Britney. Yes, 6 teenagers and a van, it's asking for trouble, lol. I started smoking again, yes I gave up, but I'm cutting back and I don't smoke as many at once as I used to. I went to a lake today with a few people, it was fun, lol. It was an interesting day. Played truth or dare, which everyone knows is a dangerous game when played with the right people. Me and my friends bruce took our cigaretts when we were on our last hits we tried to smoke underwater. We also had a blue hawiian, which basically just tastes like a white sobe, you can't taste the alchohol in it. I'm gonna go now, bye bye.
still trying to get in shape, lol. Rode like over 20 some odd miles today from my town to a neighboring one to see my g/... I mean to get into shape for the bike-a-thon I'm going to be in. Oh well, I'm tired as fuck and I want some fucking sleep, so I'll talk to you later. I have not had a smoke in around 14 days now, and I think I'm officially going to die now *Falles over from lack of smokes* I'm ok, I have a good reason to quit, I'm doing it for [Maromi] I thik I'm gonna make it though, I have gone this long, why give up now.
writing again, lol. I want to say something but I can't, lol. But maybe later. I had the greatest day yesterday, I won't go into detail, but I got to spend a lot of time with my g/f, so I'm happy. I love spending time with her because when I'm with her, all the hurt goes away and for that short time the world seems right and nothing seems wrong. I might say more later, but for now that's enough because I don't want to bore my few readers with my personal life, even though this is a diary and thats what a diary is about, lol.Oh well, I updated my poems page again, I'm trying to write another ones, but I can't seem to get the words right.
Bored, getting ready to leave. You know, just getting all my shit around last minute, figured I'd take a break to get on the computer, lol. I FUCKING HATE PREPS, sorry, had to get that one out because last time I was at the beach there were a bunch of preps there, and if there is one thing preps hate more than anything, it's me and my friends, needless to say, I think we scare them a bit.
Bored, going to the lake 2marrow with my friends and my g/f, yay, should be fun. Hahahahaha, I haven't had a smoke in 10 days, I think I am gonna die, lol. But I gotta quit. Listening to some German metal, Rammstein to be exact. Not sure about much right now, my life has become a little more confusing and a lot less depressing. Yay, I'm finally beating back that damned depression that i hate so, *beats depression with a stick* Hey, I can joke around and have some fun 2 you know, lol. Don't ask, last year I was very close to suicide, but that was last year after a bunch of bad shit happened all in a long, confusing chain. Oh well I gtg, be back later
Just got back from my best friends house, I haven't had a smoke in 8 days, lol. I'm trying to quit so I guess thats a good thing. Anyway, I'm really bored at the moment and I am thinking about playing AA.
bored, going to a freinds house soon, getting new pants, yay, lol. There are all black, of course. Anyway, I'll be back later.
Told ya I'd be back, not to much else to say. Bored, still waiting for a friend to call, listening to the Verve Pipe and HIM. Thinking about actually getting up and going outside, who knows, maybe I won't melt, lol.
bored, waiting for m a friend to call, listening to HIM and Static-X. Found an old AC/DC live tape, I am trying to install a game, but I don't have dos anymore for some reason, so I'm trying to figure that out. It's Friday, like it really matters. I'll be back later.
It's like 1:20a.m. Finished watching a movie, After the Sunset, good movie. Like I said, it's late, I'm tired, and I'm going to bed, cya later.
Still bored, going to a lake 2marrow, fun fun, then, maybve somewhere on saturday, maybe if I feel like riding in a trunk, lol.
bored, going to go mow the lawn in a few minutes. It's fucking monday. Bored out of my mind. Gonna call a couple people today. Still listening to Static-X, I'll write more later when something actually happens
rode like 14 miles today on my bike, still trying to get in shape. Bored, like always, added a few new poems to my wiki on the front page, if your not sure which one I'm talking about, well, there are 3 seperate pages, you figure out the rest, lol. Like I said, bored as all fuck and I have nothing to do, listening to Static-X. I kind of feel like shit at the moment, have the worst head-ache. Don't exactly know what I am doing right now.
No more weirdness...fo
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(")(") awww, look at the bunny I made, lol.
Yeah, I'm quite bored.
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(^.^) I have nothing to do!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Now listening to Rage Against The Machine. I have to ride 28 miles in a bike-a-thon next month so I'm thinking about riding to portland for no good reason to get into shape, *wonders if he should call [Maromi] before he goes* not sure when I would though. I'm gonna go, talk to ya later.