So maybe I am all alone in this stupid pathetic life and I know I always will be. Being alone may not be all bad, I just wish every time I went out and made a new best friend they wouldn't completly back stab me. All of them have. And I just want my life to end, I just want to quit breaking my self down, and letting every body else break me down. I just want to get up and face my fears. Ya I guess that im just a stupid little girl in a big fucked up world. Life is not as perfect as its cut out to be.