Is there anything you regret not doing in life: erm. i'm not sure...
What is the most important lesson you've learned from life: it can be harsh. Live it to the full.
Do you live in the moment: pretty much
Do you have any secrets: no...*looks about warily*
Do you hate yourself: sometimes
Do you have any bad habits: biting my nails. I've tried everything...
Can you sing: I can, i suppose. 
Slept together with the opposite sex
without actually having sex?: yep.
Slept all day: not sure about all day. i can sleep for 15 hours straight though. 
Do you think you are emotionally strong: Fairly. Though i can't take everyones problems and deal wiht my own. Like at the moment, everything is so fucked up....
Are you confident: no.
Are you perceived wrongly:pretty much.
Do drugs: Nope
sleep with stuffed animals: i prefer guys, thanks.
Been out of the country: Yes , several times.
Been unfaithful: Never. That's not fair on the other person.
been in love: no, thankfully. 
had surgery: no, thankfully. Lets hope it stays that way, shall we?
played strip poker:I must be the only 16 year old that hasn't, but hey! Non-Conformist here...
Slept outdoors: yes-and it was bloody freeezing too. 
Pulled an all-nighter: yes-gods i regretted it.
if yes, what is your record: the person who wrote these questions clearly didn't look at the one they just wrote.
Gone one day without food: nope. i love my grub.
Talked on the phone all night:no. I get too tired.
Killed someone: No, yet. I have a hitlist....(charv's, beware...)
Made out with a stranger: once. On a beach. In the middle of nowhere. Regret it? No.
Had sex with a stranger: No. 
Kissed the same sex: No. Oh wait..! No. 
Done anything sexual with the same sex: Don't think so.
Been betrayed: oh hell yes.
Had a dream that came true: scarily, all the time. 
Broken the law: yes. But nothing big.

Met a famous person: uhuh. I am famous, daaaaaaarling! *giggles*
Have you ever killed an animal by accident: no. 
Stolen anything: nope, i'm not saaaaaaaad!
Been on radio/TV: yep, did a radio interview and a tV one too.
Had a dream that kept coming back: When i'm ill, i have the same dream. The same dream for every time i'm ill. It's not like it changes either.
Believe it's possible to remain faithful
forever: i hope so. 
Believe there's a pot of gold at the end of
the rainbow: Yes! all we have to do is find the end of the bloody thing.
What's the last present someone gave
you: a necklace.
Favorite weather: light, warm rain.
Astrological sign: Aquarian. 

LAYER ONE:
-- Name: Louise
-- Nickname: Lou, LouLou, Tink, Tinkers, Ainsworth, BogBog, Persil, Shortarse, Midget and many, many more!
-- Birth date: 30/01/89
-- Birthplace: Northumberland
--Current location: England
-- Eye color: grey/blue/green
-- Hair color: red
-- Height: 5"4
-- Righty or lefty:write with the left, everything else with the right.


LAYER TWO
-- Your heritage: Norwegian, Irish, Gypsy and Scottish.
-- Your weakness: a nice smile.
-- Your fears: Large Crowds. don't like it at school for gods sake.
-- Your perfect pizza:margehrita
-- Goal you'd like to achieve: write a novel.



LAYER THREE
-- Your most overused phrase:"right, ok."
-- Your thoughts first waking up: what time is it?!?! how late am i today?!
-- Your best physical feature: it's not my place to say, That would be boasting.
-- Your bedtime: When i get tired. 
-- Your most missed memory: Grandad.



LAYER FOUR
-- Soda: erm.....
-- Fast food joint:McDonalds. sadly. 
-- Single or group dates: not gonna happen, so why say?
-- Adidas or Nike: neither. They're both shite.
-- Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Liptons.
-- Chocolate or vanilla: Chocolate
-- Cappuccino or coffee: Neither-both mank.



LAYER FIVE
-- Smoke: No
-- Cuss: I do infuckingdeed.
-- Sing: yeah, in a band...
-- Take a shower every day: yeah
-- Have a crush(es): Yes. No. Sort of....
-- Do you think you've been in love: no.
-- Want to go to collage: Yes
-- Like high school: it could be worse i suppose...
-- Want to get married: no. no. no.
-- Believe in yourself: No
-- Get motion sickness: *laughs* oh yeah!
-- Think you're attractive: NO.
-- Think you're a health freak: Thankfully not. Though me damn figure could use it.
-- Get along with your parents: Most of the time.
-- Like thunderstorms: I love them
-- Play an instrument: Does my voice count? if not, no.



LAYER SIX
In the past month...
-- Drank alcohol: Yep.
-- Smoked: No
-- Done a drug: No
-- Had sex: No
-- Made out: erm..
-- Gone on a date: don't be stupid.
-- Gone to the mall: we don't have malls. i've been shopping, if it's all the same to you.
-- Eaten an entire box of Oreos: No
-- Eaten sushi: Yuck and no
-- Been on stage: Yes
-- Gone skating: nope.
-- Made homemade cookies: i made brownies...
--Gone skinny-dipping: No! *laughs*
-- Dyed your hair: no-but it needs is! (DENIAL!)
-- Stolen anything: No!



LAYER SEVEN
Ever...
-- Played a game that required removal of clothing:Thankfully not, knowing me i'd be starkers in the first five minutes....
-- Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: yeah...soooo not proud of that....
-- Been caught doing something: nope.
-- Been called a tease: erm...i'm not sure..i think so.
-- Gotten beaten up: yeah
-- Shoplifted: No. i'm not a thief.
-- Changed who you were to fit in: why? do i look like a sheep? baa?



LAYER EIGHT
-- Age you hope to be married: i'm not getting married.
-- Numbers and names of children: i'm not having children.
-- Describe your dream wedding: I'm not getting married.
-- How do you want to die:quietly. no fuss please.
-- Where do you want to go to college: Huddersfield, or maybe York.
-- What do you want to be when you grow up:Journalist i think.
-- What country would you most like to visit:New Zealand.



LAYER NINE
In a guy/girl...
-- Best eye color: Green
-- Best hair color: brown
-- Short or long hair: Long hair, curly. (not long long, just...nice long...)
-- Height: a little taller than me....or a lot. I'm not exactly tall....
-- Best weight: is everything on looks? if so, i'm fucked.
-- Best articles of clothing: erm? rather odd to ask, don't you think?
-- Best first date location:i have no idea...probably a gig.
-- Best first kiss location: pah...i don't know! I'm no good at these things!


LAYER TEN
--Number of drugs taken illegally: none
--Number of people you can trust:dunno.
--Number of CDs that I own: i'm not counting them all. Over 100. i think.
--Number of piercing:0
-- Number of tattoos: 0
--Number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper: a few
--Number of scars on my body: Too many
--Number of things in my past that I regret: Lots.

( Name ) Louise
( Nicknames, including from family ) gods...here we go:LouLou, Lou, BogBog, Persil, Nutcase, Wheezy, Spud, you there, Ainsworth and more that do not come to mind at the mo.
( Birthday ) January 30th
( Age ) 15
( Astrological sign? ) Aquarius
( Chinese zodiac sign? ) Born in the year of the snake.
( Location ) Northern England. Also known as The Wilderness.
( Sexual Preference ) opposite sex.
( Marital Status ) single
( Current Haircolor ) red
( Eyecolor ) green/blue/grey
( Height ) 5"4
( Weight ) i'm not telling you. It's embarrassing.
( Parents still together? ) yeah.
( Siblings? ) yes-sadly
( Nieces/Nephews? ) nope, though maybe soon!!
( Kids of your own? ) No-and i don't plan on any i'm enough!
( Grandkids? ) I'm fifteen.....
( Pets? ) ha! yes! a mad Yorkshire Terrier named Benjie AKA "Meeshter Tinkles!"
( In school/graduated? ) school-doing GCSE's
( Rent, lease, or own your home? ) i live with my parents
( What do you do for work? ) i work in a Fairtrade Shop, it's great!
( How much do you make? ) not saying
( Have any credit cards? ) if i did, i'd be in debt...
( AmEx? ) no. again with the debt.
( Can I use em for a few days? ) I don't have any, moron.
( What do you drive? ) a heart. i walk everywhere.... (anywhere thats not over three miles away lazy, i know!)
( Black and White/Color ) both
( Black/White ) black
( Red/Blue ) blue
( Dogs/Cats ) dog-cat's are too haughty.
( Roses/Daisies ) roses
( Beer/Liquor ) Liquor
( Boxers/Briefs ) boxers.
( Hair: Short/Long ) long on me, and longish on guys...(preferably curly)
( Boots/Shoes ) boots
( Food: Mexican/Italian ) Italian
( Dark/Light ) dark.
( Day/Night ) night.
( City/Country ) country- cities are horrible....
( Sheets: Solid/Animal Prints ) solid.
( Sub/Dom ) bless you.
Favorites
( Color ) Green
( Animal ) [1.618]....JK! no, meerkat
( Vehicle ) motorbike
( Flower ) rose
( Beer ) i don't really like beer......
( Liquor ) Red Square Reloaded
( Soda ) eew
( Food ) tuna on wholemeal bread
( Book ) The Redemption of Althalus/Abhorsen Series
( Author ) J.R.R. Tolkien
( Band ) There are too many!
( CD ) erm.....the one i listen to the most is Radio Sunnydale.
( Song ) Kissing You-Des'ree.
( Movie ) too many i love
( Director ) Peter Jackson
( Country ) England, you fool
( City ) Venice (i don't like cities in general. so i said there.)
( School Subject ) arts
( Movie genre ) horrors and thrillers
( Extracurricular Activity ) Rugby for my home town
( Color your hair? ) ALWAYS! (i hate my natural colour)
(Have tattoos? ) i'd love one
( Piercings? ) nah...can't be arsed.
( Have a boyfriend/girlfriend/both? ) you already asked this.
( Floss daily? ) i keep a regime, then forget. Does that count?
( Own a webcam? ) i do not, no.
( Ever get off the damn computer? ) no. i sit here and wither because i can't see anything but the screen. OF COURSE I BLOODY DO!
( Sprechen Sie Deutsch? ) nien
( Hablar Espanol? ) nope
( Quack? Quack quack? ) Quack quack quack quack, quack quack
( Gotten a speeding ticket? ) well if i'm fifteen, what do you think?
( DUI? ) NOHAVEYOU?
( Been in a wreck? ) yeah
( Been arrested? )I'm too clever to be caught.
( Stolen a car? ) nope, don't need one
( Stolen anything? ) no. What is the point?
( Smoke? ) no, and the people who do are going to die early.
( Drink? ) yes
( Been so drunk you couldn't remember your name? ) sadly, yes. Not ever wising to repeat the experience.
( Been so drunk you didn't care that you couldn't remember your name? ) yes
( Posed for nude pics? ) i am not a slut. Are you a pervert?
( Considered a life of crime? ) no
( Considered being a hooker? ) shut. up.
( Maybe a pimp? )fuck.off.
( Cheated on someone? ) Are these questions designed to be offensive? NO!
( Been married? ) 15! AGE 15!!!
( Been divorced? ) oh for fucks sake...
( Are you psycho? ) probably, after answering these.
( Split personalities? ) apart from the voices in my head, i don't think so.
( Schizophrenic? ) thankfully not.
( Obsessive? ) erm....over what?
( Compulsive? ) erm.....
( Obsessive Compulsive? ) not good....
( Panic? ) in large crowds. I feel trapped.
( Anxiety? ) sometimes. ok, alot of the time.
( Depressed? ) nope, little ray of sunshine me.
( Suicidal? ) never
( Homicidal? ) HA!
( Genocidal? ) sicko....
( Obsessed with hate? ) yes. i want to murder everyone...gods these questions are stupid.
( Mutilate animals? ) that is a disgusting thing to ask
( Idolize infamous criminals? ) v
( Dream of mutilated bodies, blood, death, and gore? ) if i've been eating paiella
( Dream of doing those things instead of just seeing them? ) you arsehole.

Hmm. first entry since i changed my name. Well, i got a new job, a great place called World of Difference took me in, and now i'm happily working with the matereials of the world!

Hmm. yes, well, we recorded our first single the other day, Leave, and you can check us out at www.thecones.co.uk so i hope you do so! *Grin* I think it's ok, although we could have made a couple of changes, ourguitarists were snatched away from us.
I THINK I SHALL GO AND ATTEND TO THE CABBAGES NOW, MY SWEET...

Remember our old days
we used to be friends
what happened to those days
where are the happy endings?

Remember the good times
when we used to talk
what happened to the good times
where are the happy endings?

Remember the changes
too big for us
the too many big changes
where are the happy endings?


please message me and tell me what you think?

hmm. what to write? well, i've had a good couple of days!
went to the beach with a load of friends and camped out! great fun, and i quit my crappy job! soooooo much happier now. so i can concentrate on my other job without having to worry about the other one. that is my weird little entry for today. *bows*

Meri'lahn

So if you don’t think that I’m the one
Lets finish it now, it’s over and done
And if you don’t think that we’re right
Just give it up, don’t start a fight
Go home, go away, I didn’t want you here anyway
It’s fine, it’s done , cos now I know you’re not the one

So leave me now
Yeah
So leave me now
Yeah
Don’t want no phony love of yours
I don’t need it I don’t care
So leave me now
yeah


(This is what [1.618] and i came up with...for our new song, Leave. ([1.618] is the lead guitarist in our band)

Ok, so im now a member of elftown. I'm pleased. I'm a little annoyed with the searcher, as it go boooommm! And it doesnt work. Humph. Bye, gotta eat the rest of my breadstik as most of it's on the keyboard. ah well, i'll pick it off.

Ok, so im now a member of elftown. I'm pleased. I'm a little annoyed with the searcher, as it go boooommm! And it doesnt work. Humph. Bye, gotta eat the rest of my breadstik as most of it's on the keyboard. ah well, i'll pick it off.