This one's for the girls
Who've ever had a broken heart
Who wished upon a shooting star
You're beautiful the way you are
This one's for the girls
Wholoved without holding back
Who dreamed with everything they had
All around the world
This one's for the girls

-Martina McBride

I think that this song fits today perfectly, because I can honestly say, that this entry is for my girls. P.O.L. you are my best and greatest friends. No matter where we go or who we become, what was said tonight will always ring true. Like Katie said, each of us is one point of the star, surrounded by an unbreakable shield of friendship and love. However far we travel from each other, that shield will only expand to keep us together. So you better not forget that!!!! We were led to each other, because we each had something to learn and grow from in being friends, and we will be with each other forever, even if we can only talk occasionally. I know I'm repeating myself, but so that you always have written proof that I mean what I say, here it is in black and white. Friends into Eternity. But even Eternity won't last as long as our friendship.

I've heard it said
That people come into our lives for a reason
Bringing something we must learn
And we are lead
To those who help us most to grow
If we let them
And we help them in return
Well, I don't know if I believe that's true
But I know I'm who I am today
Because I knew you

Like a comet pulled from orbit
As it passes a sun
Like a stream that meets a boulder
Halfway through the woods
Who can say if I've been changed for the better?
Becasue I knew you
I have been changed for good

It well may be
Tht we will never meet again
In this lifetime
So let me say before we part
So much of me
Is made from what I learned from you
And you'll be with me
Like a handprint on my heart
And now whatever way our stories end
I know you have re-written mine
By being my friend

Like a ship pulled from it's mooring
By a wind off the sea
By a seed dropped by a skybird
In a distant wood
Who can say if I've been changed for the better?
But because I knew you

Because I knew you

I have been changed for good

And just to clear the air
I ask forgiveness
For the things I've done you blame me for

But then I guess we know there's blame to share

And none of it seems to matter anymore

Who can say if I've been changed for the better?
I do believe I have been changed for the better.

Because I knewyou

Because I knew you

I have been changed

For Good

-Wicked "For Good"

My Freakin brother is an ass with a capital A. I have determined that he pms's worse than any female, not to mention is ten times more vain than either my mom or myself, although i must admit he is just as bad, if not owrse than my dad in that category. I have also come to the conclusion that if he can't deal with this mood swing issue and extreme paranoia/self centeredness, then i'm just not going to deal with him. I'm only home for a little time, and I'd ratherspendthat time with people who aren't going to suddenly hate my guts for no real reason, than my brother whose goal in life is obviously to be as big a bastard as he possibly can to off set his apparent sweetness.

WTF!!!!!!!!! They had to kill him didn't they? They couldn't just leave him in a coma and make it all be nice and good...noooooooo they had to go and bring him in for one episode and then KILL HIM!!!!!! I'm very upset.

Well, last night was interesting to say the least. First, my residence hall community gathered at the fire pit and was told the rules and regulations, while the RA's randomly would say EAST! (our dorm) and we would all reply, Halla! Then, we chanted east to eye of the tiger to show up williams the other frosh dorm. then we went and took our class picture at the admin building, after which we were taught by the cheer leaders the och tamale yell which you can read on my profile. apparently we must say this cheer whenever the football team scores a touch down... then, two streakers went by, which distracted us for a moment. yes, streakers. finally, we ended the night with echoes. basically, if you have enough people, 20 will do, and you yell loud enough from the admin steps, your yell will echo off the chapel and the mountains and you can hear it. first we did 09 then redlands, and then 09 a couple more times, then the sophmores, juniors and seniors all did it too with their years. ttyl!

I finished HBP and I must say, wow. That's it. Just wow. And that is both in a good and a bad way. Yep. Wow

I'm sooooo frustrated!!! I was soooo careful about avoiding any messages from the two Harry Potter groups i belong to that would contain spoilers to the newest book, and then, some idiot had to title their message with the ultimate spoiler, the person who dies!!! What is wrong with people? Don't they get that not everyone has read the book yet? Arg!!!

the smell of the road...road signs...ipod blaring...i'm soooooooo sad!!!! tonight my friends are getting their harry potter books, and i have to wait till tomorrow(if not longer depending on if i can get to redding before they sell out...) to get mine because i'm in burney, ca. which is 1 hour away from oregon!!! not that that is a bad thing, but i want my book!!!!! it's killing me knowing that i'm sooooo close to the long awaited sequl, and yet sooooo soooooo sooooo far away...

Happy days, Happy Days!!!!!! Yesterday was my birthday and it was a lot of fun, except for the stupid senior award cermony that was like a couple *hours* long!!!! And if you really want to know, everything i just wrote is being said in my head in a really annoying valley girl voice...i'm not exactly sure why, except that maybe it's due to the fact that i'm exhuasted and happy...By the by, i got a major suprise yesterday...eddy called me to wish me a happy birthday, and when he didn't reach me, he left me a message. wasn't that sweet? anyways, i'm tired of trying to focus, so ttyl!

I just got in a huge fight with my brother...he just never understands, and I guess i don't expect him to anymore. But hey, soon it'll all be over anyways. 7 more days of school, and a short three months,and before he knows it, i'll be gone and he won't ever have to talk to me again...

well...i'm calm today...kind of...the big question still on my mind, is WHAT THE HELL DID THEY DO?!?!?!?!?!? i guess i'm not as calm as i thought.*mumble stupid producers and stupid cliff hangers...*

OMG!!!! I just finished watching the season finale of Alias,and WTF mate? I have no idea what is going on...arg! They just had to leave it on a cliff hanger. Not that i expected anything different, but what a cliff hanger it was...anyways, I'm through ranting...for tonight...urg!!!!

Hello! I'm back! For the longest time i COULDN'T FIGURE OUT WHAT MY PASSWORD WAS but that's another story. Anyways, i'm working on a graduation cd, so any help would be well, helpful!

Pulling an allnighter is fun. Really it is. All you have to do is be willing to stare at a computer screen for hours and until your eyes start to make the words squiggle and move everywhere, and have tons and tons of work to get done before the next morning. That and be okay wth passing out in all your classes the next day...Lucky for me, i was able to get in at least three hours of sleep before i had to get to school. Unlike some people i know. Alls well that ends well though. About 50% of the Senior class didn't come to school anyways, so it was a fairly easy day. And today, tomorrow and the next day, senior defense is going on, so no school for seniors!!!! Yay!!!!

Just so everyone knows...I HATE SENIOR PORTFOLIOS AND PROJECTS AND EVERYTHING TO DO WITH TRYING TO GRADUATE FROM HELIX!!!!! Well, not really but you get the picture...my eyes hurt from looking at the computer screen, but right now i have to wait for my project to finish printing...blah urg!

blah urg....i'm getting incredibly frustrated with this keyboard. i have to keep going back and fixing everything, cuz the spacebar is sticky and doesn't always respond. that and it really frustrates me that my mom has gone on this whole eating healthy jag. i mean don't get me wrong,i don't mind eating healthy. i just mind having to eat portions so small my stomach is growling all the time! it's so freakin stupid! anyways, i have to get to bed. so sayanara!

i'm soooooooooooooooooooooo bored. i can't even read. and for those of you who know me, if i can't find interest in a book, then something is seriously wrong. i just want to talk to a certain someone. is that so wrong? but no! he's not there and it's driving me insane. he should have been back yesterday! i hope they didn't decide to give him double duty, cuz then that would suck. oh well, done ranting now. i'm just so bored right now....i got back from seeing Ice Princess and eating dinner and i can't find one single thing to hold my interest until i can let myself sleep. that is just cruel and unusual punishment. and on top of that, all my friends are seemingly unavailable. how unfair. spring break and no one to share it with...

Don't cry for me
I'm not worth your tears
When I'm no longer here
You will have nothing left to fear

So don't cry for me
Just let me go
Forgive or forget
I don't really want to know

Just don't cry for me
Let me say goodbye
It's hard enough to leave you
Without seeing tears in your eyes

So please don't cry

Just a little song/poem that i felt like putting out there. Don't know why I thought of it...