^^ Im very happy today!
I sent out for a "Satanis the Devil's mass" Dvd double featured with Sinthia the Devil's Doll. ^^ now I get to see satanic, anton lavey ritual goodness ^^

I heard this quote and it was so funny I had to put it up here:

"A Bisexual, is a person who can reach down the front of someone's pants and be satisfied with whatever they touch."

someone on myspace is copying me!
I was going to through people and I saw me!
but it wasnt me
It was a complete copy of me, pictures and all my works etc.
everything from ET was on that page so one of my friends on here is copying me.
im pissed

Well where do I start...
Just alot of shit has happened recently...alot of shit.

First off:

The past couple months have been strange. Things between me and [Erishkigal] have been tough. Shes changed alot and nothing is what it used to be. We've both been having moments where we think we should break up with the other, and most of the time we dont talk about it.

anyways. I met this girl at ozzfest named Chelsea. Long story short, after a small arguement with [Erishkigal] when I was over at Chelsea's house, I ended up sleeping with Chelsea. Not sex, just sleeping in the same bed mind you.

Alot of crap was said that shouldnt have been said, both from me and [Erishkigal] and to Chelsea. I was overly infatuated with her, and just so confused about the woman I really love.

I told [Erishkigal] about everything, and I told Chelsea that It was just me being stupid, and that we cant be together.

Chelsea is crushed...
[Erishkigal] is crying...
im having endless nightmares, and now I now that my girlfriend is going to tell everyone im going to have to go through a really long story over and over again.

Yes I know, im a horrible, terrible boyfriend and I dont deserve her, and she most certainly doesnt deserve this!

Anyways me and [Erishkigal] are separated. Yup im going to be single until we get back together. Its like were breaking up, but I know we are getting together eventually.

I feel terrible, guilty...all that shit.

My mind always wants other people, because im a guy and im lustful as hell. Ive always hated the Idea of being with one person for to long, If I really think about it I come to the conclusion that ive done nothing wrong, and that society has made it so what ive done is wrong. But I cant help but think everyone is over reacting to this, even me.

Even still I cant get over how guilty I feel, and how much I have to deal with knowing I harmed more than one person, because it seems everyone is affected by this.

Yesterday sucked
Alot
Fucking work.
Seriously Ive only hung out with 1 friend, 2 times this whole fucking month because of work. Everytime im capable of seeing a friend on any given day I have work. from 4-10. So if I went anywhere I wouldnt have much time to do anything anyways. What makes it worse is since I started working there, they changed my mom's hours and she works opposite to me, so from 9 in the morning to 4 I have to babysit my sister, guess what that means?! I cant go anywhere from 9-10
What makes it worse is the fact that my sister has no friends, at least any she wants to see. So I can never get her to leave the house and go somewhere so I can leave somewhere. I have so much money, but no way to spend it because I can never go anywhere! I was supposed to go to Issaquah on saturday to see a friend...nope had work. rescheduled to monday. Nope had work. Changed to tuesday. Guess what Had fucking work!
Good thing im off friday or I would have a mental breakdown!

On top of that my boss is an annoying cunt. She sits and talks in that annoying high pitched old lady voice of hers, and she repeats herself a million fucking times, rephrasing everything over and over again, making unreasonable accusations, and asking me to do the stupidest things!

Even more....

Im constantly getting bitched at BY EVERYONE who works at the store, about my lip ring! Fuckers...
Then they tattle on me to the boss and guess what I have to go to her office the next day, just to hear her say the same thing 56,000 times that she has already said four times before.

Then my mom gets yelled at and she comes home crying.

Every fucking day I have to work with Carolyn and Tess, and they are the biggest cunts of all!
They sit and watch me all day like im doing something wrong, and Carolyn follows me around telling me how to do my job, then she goes to the boss and complains that she constantly has to tell me what to do!

Then goes the whole annoying boss thing.

And my mom also gets yelled at...and cries

Then I have to listen to the two twats at the counter gossiping about my mom, then I have all the other employees talking about my mom in earshot of me, saying the fucking rudest things.

When I complained about it, I got in trouble.
For my lip ring being in.
Its true folks. She completly ignored my complaint because I had my ring in. And the best part was I wasnt even working those hours!

Just yesterday, I got told by Nelda that Will (The co-owner, my bosses husband) said I havent done a single thing right, and everything was wrong, And that im a slacker and hes gonna fire me pretty soon.

What makes everything better is that they have cameras in the store, hooked up in their house. So they are watching me work all day! God that makes me so paranoid!

Aside from that every person mentioned in this whole rant is a redneck...

Yeah I have to put up with ugly, old annoying rednecks all day. And they play fucking the same 6 country songs on the radio on repeat all day.

So as a "Consequence" for my "Misbehavior" according to Will, I now have to follow an extremely long list that has a whole bunch of jobs that were never in the job description. And all the while I was doing them I was getting yelled at for never doing them before.

Another Consequence is now I have 2 breaks, instead of the usual 4.

and no more lunch break.

and they upped my hours to 4-10, which I mentioned earlier. They used to be 4-9.

Henceforth, I am quitting my job. effective immediately. sure having money is great. But when I have to put up with these rednecks and all their redneck shit. 7.50 an hour isnt really worth it. Since I cant go to the movies or the stores to buy anything cause I have work. And I cant go anywhere with my friends to spend it.

So im gonna quit. And work somewhere else. With more people so I have less pressure.

this just isnt worth it.

Ive been obsessed with Lordi Recently!
I love them!
They are like Gwar playing Kiss music!
Best stage performance at ozzfest (pyrotechnics wise of course, Ozzy was the best!)

Here is one of my favorite songs by them
http://youtube.com/watch?v=PqQhPcCzV60

Lyrics
Would you love a monsterman
Could you understand beauty of the beast

Fire at will - yeah I would kill
Yeah I would freeze all hell over just to get a chill
Yeah I would slay - Yeah I would maim
Yeah I would in thin air and reappear again
Be right in the squares, yeah I would be sincere
Yeah I would lie, Yeah I would lie
Yeah I would be there waking up the dead to get a thrill
I say yeah - I say yeah

Would you love a monsterman
Could you understand beauty of beast
I would do it all for you, would you do it all
Do it all for me

Take your time - you'll be fine
Yeah there is nothing wrong with this
you ain't committing crime
You don't know why we passed you by
You search for something never found
Along these lines
Someday you may turn aruond and terrify
You can't deny - You crucify
Would you get down in the gutter
Swallowing your pride
I say yeah - I say yeah

[chorus]

All that you get is much less
you deserve
Leaving for now
Someday I may return

ANyways
Not sore anymore
And I dont have work all this week ^^ yay

Just a few nights ago my mom was watching this documentary on Satanism on the History Channel. I normally dont watch TV with my mom but that was a really cool documentary.
Afterward we got to talking and she wondered how I knew so much about satanism. I told her I studied it.
Later she asked me if I still believed and worshipped god.
Im tired of lying to her about it
So I told her
Yup my mom now knows I am a satanist and have been for along time.

Best part is: Shes fine with it
yup shes not mad or anything.
She knows its a harmless religion and shes glad I dont do human sacrafices etc. So she is perfectly fine with it ^^

Went to ozzfest...again
But this time I moshed more
there were more people
and I went front center of the pit and I was so close to the stage I had to look up to see ozzy!
Fucking best concert ever!!

also: Me and [Neferoth, the lethargic stigmata] and some other people went around holding up signs that said "free hugs". Yup we were trying to spread the love at ozzfest, one metal head to the next ^^ Our love spreading got so popular, the ozzfest stage manager wanted us to be on the website!
Yup we got recorded and now were gonna be on the fucking website! And after alot of hugs it turns out alot of female metalheads wanted to show us their tits...how could that have been any better?!
anyway im still sore, even more than before but it was all worth it.

I went to ozzfest
I saw Lordi, Behemoth, Nile, Lamb of God, Cthonic, Three inches of blood, static X, Hatebreed, and most importantly OZZY
I shook Ozzy's hand
once again: I SHOOK OZZY'S FUCKING HAND!!!

head hurts
neck hurts
back hurts
cant talk
cant move

going to see them AGAIN tommorrow
all over again

yup...10 more hours of pure fucking mosh pitting ^^
Im gonna die!
with a smile
at an ozzy concert ^^

I am in the best mood ^^
My friends have all been getting their report cards, and most of them are getting grounded off their asses ><
ANYWAYS, I knew mine was coming in the mail today so.... Ive been worried all day. but just about 6 mins ago I stole the mailbox key from my mom's room, and walked down the street, and burned it! hahahahah
I thought I had 3 F's, but I only had one. So I wouldnt have been in to much trouble, but its better this way ^^

GO here now...

seriously

most pointless wiki ever



if you dont I will mangle you with a shoehorn

im just saying...
shoehorn

ok while im working on the rest of the Rp you are allowed to veiw the storyline. Its rather long and imaginative so You may want to read it

The Storyline of Terra Veneficus B.C.C

Ok ive decided to make a new rp
But I changed the name...well just added another C at the end. So here it is

Terra Veneficus B.C.C

I LOVE THIS VIDEO!
For all you who wish to disprove the bible, here is the greatest evidence ^^
Pair it with my wikis and see if you still believe the bible now!
http://youtube.com/watch?v=qKb1LXxKNHY&;mode=related&amp;search=

Wow people must thrive on stupidity
I swear some people get so paranoid about satan its almost insulting

Example:

"Look carefully at the two images. The one on the left is the Satanic Symbol "Baphomet" or the goats head. It can be found on the cover of the "Satanic Bible". Now look at the one on the right. Looking at the center of the star, and the two vertical "wings" you will find your old buddy "Yoda" staring you right in the face. How many young people and adults have had that image subliminally planted in their heads is beyond estimation. Going to the movies? Think again!!

"

(Quote taken from some over zealous religions theist rant)

....*owl noise*
Ill let you come to your conclusions about that...

Ok if I ever have kids, Im playing this song for them when they are infants! XD
Not really, ill let them make their own descisions. But this has got to be the funniest song ever!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X-cbpQqqRBo&mode=related&search=

Ok...good news and bad news

Good news:
Computer is running like new. My comp is at full speed and its all better ^^ I know have a full working computer with no problems ^^

Bad news:
The reason its like that is because my computer stopped working at all. I called tech support, the only option that worked was a full destructive system restore. Which means...I now have no music, documents, programs, anything that I installed or made on my computer.

Semi good news:
[Erishkigal] has most of my stuff on her computer ^^ so I can get alot back.

Im might make a new rp soon
keyword there is: MIGHT

Anyways if I do it will be called:
terra veneficus BC

Check back for any further diary entries.

OH THE SHAME!
THE DEED HAS BEEN DONE!!

In memory: Nazarath's nails

I cant type, I cant scratch, my fingers look fat, and I feel like shit...

In other news I got a job. I will be working at a convinience store as a stocker/ janitor for $8.00 an hour. I will be working 5 hour days (4 to 9) unless fridays or weekends to which I will be working 6 to 7 hour days (4 to 11). So Obviously I wont have time for ET during those hours so dont expect to see me.
Also I will be working about 5-6 days a week. Sooooo people who are madly in love with me and cant live without me, will have to for certain periods of time.
Ill be making about 700-800 a month, ^^ that makes nazarath a very happy nazarath ^^

Also
I have IMVU now. Please add me
My name is LordNazarath.
add me...
and talk to me...
or else.