[Cr0550utTheEyes]'s diary

521516  Link to this entry 
Written about Sunday 2005-03-13
Written: (7197 days ago)

Torchered Arms

I've Seen You In My Dreams
Held You For A second
In These Battered Arms
The Ones You
Cut
Yanked
Crushed
And Thrashed
This Body You Torchered
For Endless Nights
I Hate You For This
This Shit You Put Me Through
I Hate Myself
Because I Am "You"

521451  Link to this entry 
Written about Sunday 2005-03-13
Written: (7197 days ago)

HAVE YOU EVER
1. Smoked a cigarette?: Yep
2. Smoked a cigar?: Yep
3. Snorted coke?: Yep
4. Smoked Weed?: Yep
5. Been high?: Yep
6. Had sex?: Yep
7. Said "I hope you die" to someone?: Yep
8. Tried to kill someone?: Yes, I Was Very Drunk.
9. Tried to kill yourself?: Yep
10. Got in a fist fight?: Yep
11. Lied to your parents?: Yep
12. Given someone a bruise?: Oh Yes.
13. Ditched someone?: Yep
14. Freak danced?: Yep
15. Stole something?: Yep
16. Cut yourself?: Yep
17. Skipped school?: Yep
18. Hung up on someone?: Yep
19. Threw up at school?: Yep
20. Done someone else's make-up?: Yep
21. Put make-up on a guy?: Yep
22. Kissed someone of the same sex?: Yep
23. Had a burping contest?: Yep
24. Snuck out: Yep
25. Been to a school dance: Yep
26. Thought your teacher was hot: Yep
27. Lied:Yep
28. Run away: Yep
29. Failed a class: Yep
30. Dyed your hair: Yep
31. Gotten in a car accident: Yep
32. Been out of the country: Yep
33. Driven illegally: Yep
34. Thrown a temper tantrum: Yep
35. Been suspended: Yep
36. Been expelled: Yes, not From School But A Martial Arts Academy.
37. Given the finger: Yep
38. Been in jail: Yep (Juvi)
39. Overcharged your credit card:Wasn't Mine...:)

Well That Was Fun..

519851  Link to this entry 
Written about Saturday 2005-03-12
Written: (7199 days ago)

He says he wants to talk...Why does this frighten me a bit?

518992  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2005-03-11
Written: (7200 days ago)

_-done
X-never done
?-not telling

(_) I NEVER HAVE BEEN DRUNK
(_) I NEVER HAVE SMOKED POT
(_) I NEVER HAVE KISSED A MEMBER OF THE OPPOSITE SEX
(_) I NEVER HAVE KISSED A MEMBER OF THE SAME SEX
(X) I NEVER CRASHED A FRIEND'S CAR
(_) I Never HAVE BEEN IN LOVE
(_) I NEVER HAD SEX
(_) I NEVER HAVE HAD SEX IN PUBLIC
(X) I NEVER HAVE BEEN DUMPED
(_) I NEVER SHOPLIFTED
(_) I NEVER HAVE BEEN FIRED
(_) I NEVER BEEN IN A FIST FIGHT
(X) I NEVER HAD A THREESOME
(_) I NEVER BEEN SNUCK OUT OF MY PARENT'S HOUSE
(_) I NEVER BEEN TIED UP (SEXUALLY)
(_) I NEVER BEEN CAUGHT MASTURBATING
(X) I NEVER PISSED ON MYSELF
(_) I NEVER HAD SEX WITH A MEMBER OF THE SAME SEX
(_) I NEVER BEEN ARRESTED
(_) I NEVER MADE OUT WITH A STRANGER
(_) I NEVER STOLE SOMETHING FROM MY JOB
(_) I NEVER WENT ON A BLIND DATE
(_) I NEVER LIED TO A FRIEND
(_) I NEVER HAD A CRUSH ON A TEACHER
(_) I NEVER SKIPPED SCHOOL
(X) I NEVER SLEPT WITH A CO-WORKER
(X) I NEVER BEEN SKYDIVING
(X) I NEVER HAVE BEEN DUMPSTER DIVING
(X) I NEVER PUT MY PANTS ON MY HEAD RANDOMLY
(_) I NEVER WALKED IN ON FRIENDS HAVING SEX
(_) I NEVER WALKED IN ON MY PARENTS HAVING SEX
(_) I NEVER WALKED IN ON ONE OF MY PARENTS MASTURBATING
(_) I NEVER HAVE BEEN CAUGHT HAVING SEX
(_) I NEVER EGGED A PT CRUISER OR HONDA ELEMENT
(_) I NEVER LIED JUST TO COVER MY OWN ASS
(_) I NEVER CUT SOMEONE AND MADE THEM BLEED
(_)I NEVER TOLD SOMEONE I LOVED THEM JUST TO MAKE ME OR THEM FEEL BETTER
(_) I NEVER HAD SEX WITH TWINS
(_) I NEVER WATCHED PEOPLE HAVING SEX
(X) I NEVER BROKE A BONE

Got kinda confused...I've done the _ ... *shakes head* Blonde issues

518843  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2005-03-11
Written: (7200 days ago)

Poem - 1 2 Nothing

one is to nothing
as nothing is to all
i am to him
as he is to me
truth is to sadness
as lies are to happiness
but what is truth
what is this
what is that
who is this
where is this
is this out of reach
when was it not
nothing could stop this
but everything will
nothing could ruin this
but everything will
it changes itself
and leaves us stranded
because we are nothing
in the eye or something
but in my eyes
you are so much more

518842  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2005-03-11
Written: (7200 days ago)

Poem - Explanation?

A stranger
in my mind
searching
finding out
what no one should ever know
but this stranger
is not
he has my heart
in a noose
he has too much
but it's ok
if i could express
and not regret
everything i hope
I would
but I can't
not today
not tomorrow
not next week
all he needs to know is
I love him
in such a twisted
incredibly unimaginable way
but due to lack
or something more
i wish to be
everything
but tis a joke
i am this
always will be
he is that
always will be
one can only hope
this could be so much
but fear what is to come
for this cannot be explained enough
he cannot be explained enough
not this feeling

518424  Link to this entry 
Written about Thursday 2005-03-10
Written: (7200 days ago)

Hmm So I just Started An Account On Here And It Looks Pretty Cool. My Friend AKA Secret Lover Chels Showed Me This. Glad She Did I Think I'll Have Fun With It.

Later For Now.

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