Hiya!!!!

whoooooooooooooooooooooooo god its good to be back. Being away for 7weeks was hard.

I really enjoyed myself in Pakistan and to be honest I got so attached i didnt really want to leave!!! but one day I will go back and stay there for months or so. Not much really happend, although the wedding was amazing and it was awsome I really enjoyed my self and had lots of fun with my cousins and all.

I'm not a big fan of dancing in front of everyone as I'm a very shy person to dance (unless on my own) but for some reason I dont really know what came over me but I started to dance for the first time in front of everyone and the camera man zoomed in on me while I was dancing lol :P I didnt even get embbarassed or shy but I guess that this was my brothers wedding so I must of been dead happy.

There were lots of picture taken and I'm tring to get them on different sites but it's not letting me place them on there, but if I try my hardest then I will be sure to get them up on Elftown

Well must go
Byeeeee
XxX

well yeah im back, big deal, the wedding was good and ive got pics too

Well this is it, I'm off for the 2 whole months. I will be back on either the 8 or 9th September'2006'
I will miss everyone and I'm sure they will miss me too. I'll be back before they know it, lol.
So take care everyone and if I'm lucky, i will try my best to get on computer while I am there.
Speak to you all soon,
Lots of Love,
Sesil
XxX

P.S. Leave Me a Message If You Love Me or If You Want To Talk To Me. When I Come Back On I Will Get Back To You!!!!! ^^

Hiya,
well 1 more day left and thats it, im going for 2 whole months!!!! its my dads birthday today but i forgot until yesterday and bought my dads birthday card this morning, i also bought a sketch book, with pencils and a sharpner because ill proberly will get bored so i can now draw stuff, also, i bought a bolloon thats says congradulations on your wedding day, ooo cant wiat,!!!
well got to go
bye
XxX

hiya,
well 2 more days left and thats it, im off to pakistan for 2 months!!!! i dotn really know if ill will get on elftown or not but i hope i do
got to go
byeeeeeeeee
XxX

hiya,
not long now,6days left till i g away for the nest 2 months *raises left eyebrow*. tommrow im off to visit my snobby cousins in london and then sunday last minute shopping, and then thats it, thinking of shopping its my dads birthday on tuesday :S forgotten his birthday through so much tension but once im in Pakistan i should enjoy myself as i will never will ever 2months off in my life. I dyed my hair today this time its wierd as its gone dark gingery red colour :S but i guess its ok but when imm in Pakistan im worried that the sun is going to change the colour to a blonde colour lol. *sighs* anyway ill try and put more in my diary later on in the week until i got so
bye
XxX

huiya,
cant beliove it ENGLAND lost omgoodness but they played well, but the fucking portugals arghhhh im not a happy bunny they fucking cheaters

hiya,

well what can i say.....ive finally finishd school hurray :D!!! i digned off along with sarah and holly. and i had to make the effort to get out of bed this morning becuase i had to go in the morning and it sucks because im soooooooo tierd but anyway got to go byeeeeeeeeeee
XxX

hiya,
well it was a really good day. i went out with my parents to do shopping for me to take with me to Pakistan and my mum bought me 2 lush England Tops from NewLook, then in Debanhams i bought and England Hat, and also from there i bought really lush earings which was on sale, and facial powder because the other day i had about half of it left and some how it fell on the floor all of it was gone i was really suprised so i bought a brand new one to day :P
well got to go
bye XxX

hiya,
omgoodness, i totally forgot about fathers day :S, i remebered last week because my mum was talking about it and said ill make dad one but some how i forgot lol nevermind, its his birthday next month.
well its confirmed that im going to Pakistan next month and i might be there for more than a month :S but atleast ill get some shopping done lol.

i saw my parents going through our cabinet today and i saw that i had my old school reports from verious schools from when i was young. lol i looked at my reports and most of them did say that ive been distracted many times in school and the best ever year ive at had school was year 9 because thats hwere i met by 2 best mates in the world sarah and holly. now schools finished im going to keep everything because it will be a really good remeberance when im older, it will be a brilliant laugh lol.

couple of days ago, i recived my school photos which i (my dad actually bought it)bought ages ago, i liked the photo at first but i look like a FREAK !!! lol i really do, i dont think im that good looking or not but i dont really care well got to go and check on the pizza before it BURNS!!!
bye
XxX

hiya,
omgoodness, ive finally hvae fished off my whole of my GCSE!!! im so happy :D, i dont really lknow what to do now,so you know.....
well better get going
bye
XxX

hiya,
ah man i broke my glasses on friday, well just 30minutes before i was goign to leave to go to sachool!!! well i wouldnt say i broke it but the spring broke or something, so i went on sunday into town and some how its not going to be fixed!! :S nevermind, on top of that my dad will not let me have contacts either but i dont care ill probelry will get some, well just maybe coloured ones for my bros wedding! he he, well got to go
bye
XxX

this soooooooooooo sucks, i was in history for my last exam of the week, i didnt even finish, well i sort of did, but i finished everything except the very last source which was D, and i only had 5minutes left *sighs* man this sooo sucks well never mind, if i do get a crappy garde then im not botherd by it
must go
bye
XxX

hiya,
had science test today! funny though, i went into the exam hall and turned to my left and i saw sarah lol bless her, it was so funny, and right towards the end (i know its gay) but when the exam finshed sarah was doing somthing lol and kinda dropped the card of which has her name and stuff on it! i saw it fall on the floor and i started to giggle lol lucly non of the teachers saw me, it was so funny, and when the teachers came round picking up the cards i looked on the floor and saw sarahs card there and i started to laugh again, omgoodness, it was soo funny lol, anyway must go
bye
XxX

hiya,
got school tommorow (sighs) got told off today by my dad for not doing any revsion over this halfterm but he was right! ive also got a migranine which sucks! got maths tommrow (sighs again), well i hope i dont panic, anyway must go
bye
XxX

Hiya,
Ive finshed school now, yipeeeeeeeeee*does groovy dance*, its was an awasome day, i didnt cry, which is a good thing but i did enjoy my self alot. well its kierions birthday tommorow so im hoping to atleast send a message to him! well got to go, i think im coming down with somthing
byeeee
XxX

hiya,
wow wat a week, monday was a rainy then tuesday was also a rainy day, wednesday was a warm day which also meant P.E. outside playing rounders which is an awsome ame, we won it! yipeeeee. anyway the last couple of days has been good, also hot. anway this time next week ill be finishing school to do my GCSE's which is in 2weeks time :S, thengo in for a induction day for 6th form and go back into school for the secound time to sign off. im counting down the days and i cannot wait :P wekll best get going.
bye
XxX

Hiya,
argghhh im so bloody pissed off! my bro is so annyoying! im such a week person i can cy at anything, this includes me bro turing off the computer!!! for no apparent reason, i walked off crying and then dugged my nails into me arm, to to get rid of the anger. i walked into the consevetry and then started cry for about 10minutes lol, then got up and ended up punching the wall! my bro is so annoying, he annoys me and calls me names and i dont like it, he thinks he's being funny but he's not and when i tell me parents what he done they just ignoure me and dont bother doing anything about it! well better got
bye

Hiya,
bloody hell, hay fevers started for me, i had water coming out of my eyes and no i was not vrying lol. not long now till my exams 'GCSE' :S lol. ive done some revision and i am hoping to get atleat some good grades! anyway it was a good day and im, hungry at the mo lol. *yawwns* im tierd.im on hotmail and listening to system of a down which are my FAV band ever! *yawwns again* my nails broken so ive got to get that sorted. well best go, incase im boring you lol
bye
XxX

Hiya,
Being on Easters holiday is fun, you get to relax and everything, however I’m meant to be doing revision although I cannot be asked my exams only next month I hope I do pass!!
Anyway I’m going to try and get Kierion out of my head because he deserves better! Not a low life like me. He needs to be in love with some his own age, someone who can treat him better and love him this same way as I did, also let me get on with my life. It’s also a good thing that I don’t have credit because it is a sign to show that Kierion is not the right one for me. It’s not the end of the world; I still have my best mates. I hope I don’t end up seeing Kierion at all, I wouldn’t know what to say, although I do fancy this guy who is a year younger than me. His name is Luke; I’ve fancied him since year 9! Lol I’m not crazy about him, oh no, unbelievable anyway better go and sort my self out and then watch Amityville horror :o lol
Byeeee/night
XxX