hmm... hva ska en jente som meg gjøre? hmmm er litt smårar når det gjelder n venn av meg, selvom jeg vet svaret hvorfor blir endel av meg ikke fornøyd da? dumme meg...

give me a sword, to start a fight.
give me a rose to end it.
give me a kiss, and say goodbye.
because my life was never ending....

i wish that someone could tell me that i should not do bad things, i like a boy that don't like me, and i don't know what i should do?.. -.- i really need some help... or some words, from a stranger or friend...

i hate myself, i wish to end all this bad things i have done to people i love..... why can i not stop hurting them... why can i not even hold my own promise? i just don't know, what i should do...