today was a day where you can't find yourself when you try to do something right for a change. if you know what i mean...today is where you feel bad about not paying attention or feel like crying 'cuz you did something wrong and you can't help make it right. you know...there's tons of things to see and do out there that you CAN do to make a living and to help others just to feel good about urself. but when people hate you and start callin you names means everthing in the world.....you can't help but hate the world itself. trust me, i know.