Yesterday my bf kinda forgot that it was our 5 month anniversary! I was heart broken!! Then a guy friend called me up. He wants to go to this dance with me and I told him that I might not go since I dont know if I'm working or not. He's like.."Call off" I'm like..."I can't I'm already calling off for my birthday 'cuz my mom is makin me" and he hung up on me. i was like..."that a$$" so I called him back up and screamed at him!!!!Next thing i know....he hung up on me again! so..yeah.... i'm not talkin to him for quit awhile.

my job yesterday...all we did was watch at least 8 movies in a row!!! lol. it was all stupid and boring but at least i learned something from them.

I GOT A NEW JOB!!! yay!!! I start tomorrow and I'm nervous as all heck! so..yeah.

I GOT A JOB!!! yay!! my second job down here. AND i got it 2 weeks AFTER i got my first one. lol. how cool is that?!?! hehe. so i have to quit my old job and start this new one on friday

i'm sad 'cuz my bf got kicked out.

today was a day where you can't find yourself when you try to do something right for a change. if you know what i mean...today is where you feel bad about not paying attention or feel like crying 'cuz you did something wrong and you can't help make it right. you know...there's tons of things to see and do out there that you CAN do to make a living and to help others just to feel good about urself. but when people hate you and start callin you names means everthing in the world.....you can't help but hate the world itself. trust me, i know.