well...i found my dress yesterday that i want to get married in. it's like...700 bucks which i have to save up for with my fiancee. it's perfect for me to be in because it makes me stand out the most. i love it. i want to get it as fast as i can so i think i'll have to get my fiancee to help me open up a savings account and get it saved up so that i can get it before the end of december. i think that i need to hurry and get the dress before it goes out of style. plus, i dont want them to run out of time or space so that i wont be able to get one. i went home for the weekend and had a blast. it's quite fun to be home except for going to see the old farm that i used to work at 3 years ago!! i cant believe they let it go and let it turn into such a waste. i cant believe it!! i also went to church on sunday...first out of like...ever!! hehe. and i think that i'll be getting my mother-in-law to buy this one dress for Brianna (sister-in-law) so that she can be my flower girl. her dress kind of looks almost exactly like mine!! it's awesome. i also want to have my brides maids to have blue gowns/seperates so that it wont be just a plain white wedding. you know? well...anyways...ttyl!!

l8r,
Diana
p.s. oh and i've been also nominated for outstanding student!!!

things are finally looking up! from my sis being prego, me being engaged and my mom actually accepting the fact that i am engaged and is happy about it, i finally got a second job and it's at Bath and Body Works!! i'm soo excited!! i actually get to go home this weekend so i might not be online for the weekend but i'm just so happy that i get to see my family again after about 4 or 5 months of not seeing them. i cant wait to see my moms new boyfriend and my bros new girlfriend. i want to see how cool they would be. my grandma is flipping out because she wants to see my engagement ring and she's acting like it's hers and she wants it now. lol. but that's okay. i havent set a date yet but soon enough...i will be.

well...i had a stalker and then he went away good thing 'cuz i dont like the guy. he was very scary in my eyes. and he really super duper liked me. um...yeah. that's pretty much about it. lol. ttyl

i'm only on probation AGAIN and guess what? BACK ON F'IN GUEST RESTRICTION!! GRRRRR!! neways...i'll talk to y'all lata

today is my hearing for housing to know whether or not i'm goin to be on probation or just kicked out of my apt.

i'm about to get on probation...again. i hate bein on probation 'cuz the family wont be able to come down to visit.

okay...get this....i get my pay checks a week behind. which means that....I'll only get 5.15 an hour for 4 hours a day for only 2 days and that's how much i'm getting tomorrow. sucks huh? yeah it does. so...yeah. ttyl pplz. bye!!!

Yesterday my bf kinda forgot that it was our 5 month anniversary! I was heart broken!! Then a guy friend called me up. He wants to go to this dance with me and I told him that I might not go since I dont know if I'm working or not. He's like.."Call off" I'm like..."I can't I'm already calling off for my birthday 'cuz my mom is makin me" and he hung up on me. i was like..."that a$$" so I called him back up and screamed at him!!!!Next thing i know....he hung up on me again! so..yeah.... i'm not talkin to him for quit awhile.

my job yesterday...all we did was watch at least 8 movies in a row!!! lol. it was all stupid and boring but at least i learned something from them.

I GOT A NEW JOB!!! yay!!! I start tomorrow and I'm nervous as all heck! so..yeah.

I GOT A JOB!!! yay!! my second job down here. AND i got it 2 weeks AFTER i got my first one. lol. how cool is that?!?! hehe. so i have to quit my old job and start this new one on friday

i'm sad 'cuz my bf got kicked out.

today was a day where you can't find yourself when you try to do something right for a change. if you know what i mean...today is where you feel bad about not paying attention or feel like crying 'cuz you did something wrong and you can't help make it right. you know...there's tons of things to see and do out there that you CAN do to make a living and to help others just to feel good about urself. but when people hate you and start callin you names means everthing in the world.....you can't help but hate the world itself. trust me, i know.