Ok so, here's a random poem I just wrote. Bejebus it makes me sound like a depressed person.
It's called 'Just Once'.
Just once, I'd like to be the one who can hold her head up high and say "I'm not wrong" when I'm right.
But they make me feel so guilty and I feel ashamed.
Just once, I'd like to do something without being considered that I'm being stubborn.
But they tell me to stop and then I do feel stubborn.
Just once, I'd like to be happy for the day.
But then something crap happens and Im not so happy anymore.
Just once, I'd like to be who I am.
But they criticise me or accuse me of copying them.
Just once, I'd like people to not stare at the scars upon my face.
But they have to know what happened and lose interest half way through my story.
Just once, I'd like to voice my opinion and it be heard, like they encourage me to.
But they ignore me and shunt me aside as if I don't matter.
Just once, I'd like my plans to go the way I planned them to.
But they never do.
Just once, I'd like to be able to tell people how I'm feeling.
But as I walk towards them, I feel my knees going weak and my throat go dry. I can barely hear my stuttered voice before I carry on walking.
Just once, I'd like them to care.
But they don't.
Guess just once is too much to ask for.
Lara Grace
Ok so, being very hypocritical here as I used to believe fame was over rated but here I am, on the verge of being famous.
Ok so first there was the famous bracelet incident (prev bloggage), which seemed to impress many people (including moi, herself).
I have a now made a replica of that bracelet.
Not because it is the same as a famous bracelet.
But because I love that bracelet.
Ok I miss it! The new one isn't the same (technically tis).
I saw Mischeif Night earlier today after college, with Heena.
I heard it had been filmed in Leeds, so I went for a lookskies.
Never expected to see my local fish and chip shop on it.
I was sat there pratically shouting OH MY GOD!!! I was like I freaking live near there.
Heena's aunty is in it too.
Ok, I am still amazed by my now famous fish and chip shop.
Even though I haven't set foot in that place for about three years.
Lastly (not so much fame, but it has got people looking at my Lunarstorm profile), I am on the news page of Lunarstorm (www.lunarstorm
Saw it when I logged on and nearly fell from my chair with shock.
I don't know why, but I couldn't stop laughing either. Maybe it was because I didn't think anyone would read my crap.
Or maybe cause I happen to look funny on that picture.
Ah well, I'm out.
Laters
Lara Grace
Here's my Spetember in a nutshell for ya'll.
Firstly, I started school again without my Mini!! In case your wondering, my Mini is not an object, she is one of my two best friends and I think I may have to call her something else to stop the confusion ... hmmmm... I know, Minnie! Yeah, so anyhoo, she's been away for 3 weeks (lucky Minnie) but she's back now so welcome back Emma The Minnie. I've been veeeery busy with coursework too, which I feel like setting on fire. And talk about work overload, Im getting knackered from all this work already and we're only on week four.
It was also my other best friend Jordan's birthday, which was awsome. Me, him, Sarah and Richard went to the Hard Rock Cafe in Leeds and had sooo much fun! We was there for about 3 hours with all the free refills lmso!! At one point, they put the sweetners on the ice cubes and found it disgusting. And they thought I was disgusting for eating a packet of sweetner and liking it. Well they did dare me to in the first place!! We also went to the cinema and saw You, Me and Dupree which was hilarious! Especially at the end when Sarah annoyed Richard cause she kept saying "headbutt him!" when the couple was making up lol and when me and Sarah was dancing in the cinema. I bet people thought we was mad, can't think why though...
Last of all, I saved the best while last, I went to The All-American Rejects gig at Leeds Uni on the 24th, which was awsome!!!!
It was my first gig, and all though I thought I was gonna die at one point, it rocked soooo much! I went with Jordan, my other friend Sophie and my cousin Jamie then me and Jordan lost them during the support acts cause they went for drinks lol. I bought a top but I dont think it was such a good idea to put it over the top of the top I was already wearing though, I got soooooo hot!!! It was pretty rowdy and crazy too even the band said how Leeds was the rowdiest city they'd played in England so far!
Well, I'm going to go do some last minute homework
Laters
Lara Grace