why?? yesterday my dad went into back surgery at 9 am well the surgery went well but after the surgery his heart stopped 3 times and on the forth time well..... he didnt make it. he died a 2:45 the docters dont know why he died yet but they are doing an obtopisy. he was not susposed to die, there were slim chances that he was gonna be parlized but not dieing. why did this have to happen. i was daddys girl. i'm not a mommys girl it just dont work that way in my book. plus today a year ago opa died.

grrrrr today i went to the docters and i find out i have strep throat!!! joy frecken joy!!!!!

well not much has happend today except i got up a nine oclock to bring my grandma to onamia then got home at like eleven oclock and went back to sleep tell three oclock then i talked on the phone then came on the internet. fun huh?

yay i am sooooo happy my b/f came home like 3 days ago. plus we kissed!!yay
yay i only have 2 day left of school

god i miss my boyfriend soooooooo much. i just wish he would come home. i am so sad.

Well its the day after easter. and nothin intreastion has happend. sept that my cousin and his wife are getting a divorce. i dont want them to get a divorce. cuz i love my cousins wife very much. she is just like me . she knows what teenage life is like. she is the only person i talk to bout my problems sienc my great grand father died.