well well i'm sitting here again and waiting till roli comes back from work. My babe's working hard he gets paid today so hes happy cause now he's got money so he can waste it on Drinking. LOSER. Well i still love him. I was looking through all his old shit and i was really sad cause i saw alot of his ex- girlfriends shit in there I was gonna throw it away then i thought why throw it away when it should be him to do it so i'm just going to wait and see if he throws any of that old crap out. Waste of space i would say. Anyways i'm so awake now i can't go to sleep roli woke me up this morning and kept me up for a hour if you know what i mean hahaha it was fun. But anyways my legs falling asleep so i'm gonna go for now and walk it off tata for now ^_^

well well im sitting at roli's apt and waiting for him to come back from my sisters house cause he was acting like a complete asshole so i left and came over here and hopefully i can get some sleep cause i know when roli comes back he's going to kiss my ass but anyways im so tired but i slept all day so that doesnt make any sence to be tired I wonder what was making him act that way maybe it's his family hopefully not or maybe it's cause i maybe pregnant crazy how things so small can change someones life I'm so happy im meeting his mom in july i'm so excited i hope she likes me no i know she will everyone likes me i'm a likable person. Hey its been a month and five days since weve been together how wonderful i'm glad i met my roli poli he makes me so happy except when he does off the wall shit then i have to put him in his place Cause he shouldnt be treating me that way but I LOVE HIM My #1 babe i love you


Sooooo well i'm not in the mood right now to write in this stupied thing but i will anyways i think i have been totally inconcederate of his feelings because he has done alot for me and i'm always craming some kind of bullshit down his throat. I need to learn how to be more nice and show that i care cause it's just causing problems and i dont want to fight with him so yeah i'm going to care more about the things he cares about like his stupied guadalupe virgin mary shit and how he likes to sleep when he gets back from work and all the other bullshit he cries about when he gets back well i guess thats it i've spoken my mind and it's empty