November is the time when all families come together to say what they are thankful for and to spend time with one another. Well I will say what I am thankful for in a second, however, I am not with the family I want to be with on this holiday. I am stuck with my Dad and his new wife and her family, Now I don’t mind being with my siblings I just don’t want to spend thanksgiving meeting new people and it looks like that is what I will be doing this year. Where I really want to be is with my Mom and her family, this includes my boy friends family as well. I don’t know maybe I am just asking for too much? Ok now on to what I am thankful for, I am thankful that God has blessed me with a voice that I can worship him with, I am thankful that I have a job that keeps me in line with my faith, I am thankful for Ty and all the love that we share, I am thankful for the new life I have found my self in even though I would rather be living it in Phoenix. I am also thankful for my new relationship I have with my mother, things have never been better between her and I, I really thank God for giving her the heart to forgive and not dwell on the usual retarded things she does. I am thankful that my five year old sister Hannah is doing so well with these new developments that have been thrown into her life, I am thankful that Steve is finally happy with him self. I am thankful that my aunt and uncle had a healthy baby boy and that his is doing well. But mainly I am thankful for my progress in the whole healing process. I have had it ruff, and I am finally understanding what it is like to be a strong healthy human being. I am happy with myself and the choices I have made recently and the future choices I will be making. I am also very thankful that I met Ty this year, as everyone know I love this man very much and there are way too many things to say about him right now so I shall do that later.     ^_^
This coming Christmas I will be making a very big step and I pray that what ever happens it will turn out the way I want it to. I am doing something for Ty that could and will change everything, and I hope it works out for the best. In conclusion I must say, that I love everyone that has entered my life this year and I am truly blessed for everything they have done for me. I give all my thanks to Ty. I love you bay bee!!!!!!!