Dood I am sooo losing it. I wanna have fun and party with my friends but noooooo I have to stay striaght edge until I get back to Phoenix. But once I get home I am sooooooooooooo
Oh yay!!! I get to go home soon well ot permentally but just from december 20th to January 7th boo ya! But anyways, I cant wait to go home and see Ty and my family. I really want to be home for good but I have to finish taking my GED coarses so I can bounce out of this hell hole here in Cali.But anywho I love you all I will be back soon and I will tell you all how my christmas went. Peace
God Bless
Amber
I am so happy that I met Ty this year, He is everything I have been looking for all my life. I have never loved anyone as much as I love him. Almost everything I do is done for him. Even though we are apart, I am always trying to show him how much I love him and how much I want us to be together for ever. I seriously cannot imagine growing old with anyone but him. I also have never had anyone treat me as well as he does. My grandma told me once, she knew that her and my grandfather were meant to be together when they started doing things at the same time. I now know what she meant, we do almost everything like one another or at the same time as the other, it is quite funny.
There are a lot of things that I love about Ty! I love the way he smiles at me, he looks at me with this innocent smile and his eyes just glow. I love the way he comes into my bedroom in the morning b4 going to school just to kiss me and say goodbye. I love how he thinks that he loves me more. I love the way he plays with my hair when it is draped across his stomach. I love how we finish each others sentences, I love how he makes me laugh. I love how I have to talked to him every night b4 I go to sleep. I love how he pulls me close while we sleep. I love how he is ever so empathic to my needs. . . even though he does not have to!!!! I love how he pushes my buttons. I love how he knows every little thing about me. I love how I deep down inside know that if it wasn’t for him I would not be here, I know that I would never have learned how to love if it was not for his compassion. I love how he brings out every little naughty thing about me, and how I do the same for him. But I mainly love how I believe with every part of me that whenever I look into his eyes I am not only looking at my Boy friend but I am also starring into the eyes of my husband, the father of my children and my Soul mate.
I love you Ty Woodruff. . . But you already knew that!!!!
November is the time when all families come together to say what they are thankful for and to spend time with one another. Well I will say what I am thankful for in a second, however, I am not with the family I want to be with on this holiday. I am stuck with my Dad and his new wife and her family, Now I don’t mind being with my siblings I just don’t want to spend thanksgiving meeting new people and it looks like that is what I will be doing this year. Where I really want to be is with my Mom and her family, this includes my boy friends family as well. I don’t know maybe I am just asking for too much? Ok now on to what I am thankful for, I am thankful that God has blessed me with a voice that I can worship him with, I am thankful that I have a job that keeps me in line with my faith, I am thankful for Ty and all the love that we share, I am thankful for the new life I have found my self in even though I would rather be living it in Phoenix. I am also thankful for my new relationship I have with my mother, things have never been better between her and I, I really thank God for giving her the heart to forgive and not dwell on the usual retarded things she does. I am thankful that my five year old sister Hannah is doing so well with these new developments that have been thrown into her life, I am thankful that Steve is finally happy with him self. I am thankful that my aunt and uncle had a healthy baby boy and that his is doing well. But mainly I am thankful for my progress in the whole healing process. I have had it ruff, and I am finally understanding what it is like to be a strong healthy human being. I am happy with myself and the choices I have made recently and the future choices I will be making. I am also very thankful that I met Ty this year, as everyone know I love this man very much and there are way too many things to say about him right now so I shall do that later. ^_^
This coming Christmas I will be making a very big step and I pray that what ever happens it will turn out the way I want it to. I am doing something for Ty that could and will change everything, and I hope it works out for the best. In conclusion I must say, that I love everyone that has entered my life this year and I am truly blessed for everything they have done for me. I give all my thanks to Ty. I love you bay bee!!!!!!!