BOLLOCKS.
"Dis kowala is good"
The worst thing is holding onto someone who doesn't want to be held onto. Don't fall for someone unless they're willing to catch you. The thing about falling in love is that if you do it right, you'll never hit the ground. Life is too short to be anything but happy so kiss slowly. Love deeply. Forgive quickly. Take chances & never have regrets. Forget the past but remember what it taught you. Sometimes, you just have to smile, pretend everything's okay, hold back the tears and walk away. IF YOU WANT TO SEE THE RAINBOW YOU MUST GO THROUGH THE RAIN. IF YOU WANT TRUE LOVE YOU MUST GO THROUGH THE PAIN. Women were made from man's rib, not from his head to be superior, not from his feet to be walked on, but from his side to be equal, from under the arm to be protected, and from next to the heart to be loved.

In life sometimes everything falls into place and sometimes everything just falls to pieces. The key is to begin creating with these falling pieces. By improvising you'll create something magical that might be the best thing you've ever accomplished.-Tori Amos.

Is it really so much to ask that I find someone who protects me from my mind? Someone that truly makes me happy? I know there's a lot of assholes out there, but I have seen better and long for more. I'm really not that picky. If ANYONE knows someone... I'll even tell you as many qualifications as I can think of. For long term, I don't wanna be with a chick, I might be semi-attracted to girls, but it's not a relationship that I'd like. So, I'd like a guy. Not younger because then it's immaturity and all about looks (for the most part). But not that much older than me. Someone nice. Close-I've tried the online thing, and I can finally listen to Katelyn...it's not worth it, it isn't real. Someone who can accept the fact that I may never stop loving MuLLLet. Someone like me...a lover of music and animals. A poet, someone who's better off in a relationship but won't be in one just to have someone. Someone who can make me do stuff I'm too shy to admit I want. Someone not shorter than me, don't know why I'm programmed this way. Someone not black (this one, I know the answer to, and no I'm not racist). Someone who can get past the fact that I'm kinda clingy-get freaked out without almost constant contact. Someone who wouldn't hurt me, for I can't deal with heartache any more. Someone who won't spoil me with things, but love. Someone who won't push me before I'm ready. Someone who wants this as seriously as I. Anyone, help? Oh, yes, tattoos and piercings are a huge turn on-especially snake bites. Speaking of bites, also a turn on, though I'd rather be bitten... I don't think everyone knows this much about me. And looks aren't the most important thing. That might be all... Anybody wanna hook me up?

so... I dunno what to say... QUOTE FROM SSC: "dontcha wish ur burgers were hot like me? dontcha wish ur milkshake was smooth like me?" lol OMG i love it!

LEAN ON ME! omg! it's taking the sad away! kinda, anyway... it's making it feel ok at least...

songs don't mix well in my head... today was my last time with carrie... T T

I think I really am losing my mind. Well, happiness is a good way to feel when being on the verge of going into an asylum. I think I like two of my friends *if you look at my myspace, they are friends there* and I don't know if I should tell them... One of them is... essentially someone I have no chance with (at least not now) and the other is one of my very close friends {not best, I don't believe I am considered her best friend, though I consider her *one of* mine}. Anyone have any advice?

....postal service....
okay: if you are going to e-mail me, please say what your name is on here so i can check...from this point, i won't respond to any letters not abiding by this simple request.

Ok, I've decided to take a chance here, ask me 4 questions. Any 4, no matter how personal, private or random.
I have to answer them honestly. I have to answer them all.
In turn, you post this message in your own journal, wiki, or profile and you
have to answer the questions that are asked of you.

you know, if everyone in the world was bisexual, there would be no sexual discrimination. and if everyone in the world was the same race, there would be no prejudice. and if all belonged to the same religion, there would'n't be problems there. but there would still be hate. how messed up is that?