Tick tock,
tick tock,
as the time flys by...
sit and think
of what is
to be,
of the next
few hours of the day...
of the choices
you will
make...
of the people
you will
meet...
of the things
you will
say...
of how the day will end.

I look into your eyes and see sorrow, enough sorrow to last you a lifetime...
You no longer have a glisten to your bright blue eyes.
You no longer come into the room with a smile on your face.
You no longer look at me the same way as you had.
Look into my eyes and see the worry that possesses my soul. See that my concern for you has grown,
That my feelings are still there,
To see that I still care.

Questions and answers,
thoughts and actions,
these are the things that constintly go through my head.

But when I get the answers to my questions and suffer the consequences of my thoughts that turn into actions,
I think and wish I had never known and done those certain things.

To have and to hold,
to love and to scold,
to show them your love,
so that they will know.

To share your dreams,
to share your wishes,
to lay in bed at night sharing kisses.

To have for now,
to have for later,
to have by your side forever and ever.

To shield you from the pain and sorrow that the world has set aside,
to be there for one another until your time to die

Death Prayer

Let me cry until' I can cry no more.
Get rid of these tears that are held inside.
Suffocation has now taken over.
Let me know when my life is through.
Hopefully anytime soon,
my time will come,
for me to leave this hidious and hurtful world,
So I won't have to bare this pain no more.
Please tears, disappear.
Make this struggle to live from day to day,
go away..

I close my eyes,
and still see your piercing blue eyes,
gazing into mine.

The emptiness that I feel,
now that you have gone,
is unbearable,
Life has no meaning now.

You made my life worth living,
made me who I am today,
made me forever lost in your love,
that I will never have again.

I will never be free again,
because of you.
You promised not to hurt me,
but you broke that promise.

I love you,
I hate you,
You will forever be in my heart