u know what sucks?when u like a guy and he leads u on but then says he doesnt like u that way so u decide to be friends with him and he still acts like he wants u.it gets me really confused and when i get confused i get really pissed off.man i just dont know where to go from here.do ikeep acting normal and dont give a shit or do i just tryin act like i just want to be friends with him when thats not what i raelly want at all?i wanna be more but im too afraid of getting my heart broke yet again.can anyone help me?

hey everyone who cares enough to read this. this is a really shitty day='(   i just got messages from this guy i used to be with and it was really great to hear from him but its still a shitty day.hope your having good days
see ya later

yours truly
   katelyn

im bored!just thought ya'll would like to know.actually no i didn't i just wrote that because i was bored.heehee.o man

im sittin all alone
theres nothin i fear
except for the pain
coming from my tears

i feel so weird.im new to this and i just cant seem to get the hang of it.the talkin to people is ok ive already talked to a couple of people but i dont get any messages.i feel so alone=(if any one wants to send me a message though feel free to.bye all

im trying to quit smokin but its not workin real good.i wish i could find a good way to quit because i dont like to do it and it could run my dream career.not like that will even happen either.