so mellissa has come up with another crazy spur of the moment plan. were celebrating Ash's bday now, since its so close to christmas and we cant do anything around then, and were taking her to magic mountain tonight. dads bitching about how i "never can do anything around the house but can go out whenever i want"... Bleh, I have 3 jobs and go to school, and he sits around the house all day, so nuts to him. So yeah, and she wants to take ash, me, deven, and adam, so were leaving as soon as i get off work. I called eveyone and got things rolling, now I ust mneed to get janice, my boss who wants me to work tomrrow, to let me not work tomorrow, but if i dont, she'll have to do a 12 hour shift, which she dosnt weant to do, so I have no clue how i can srping this up on her right after i said id be here... bleh, ive never been to magic mountain... i wanna go... XP this is insane...
So I dont have to bother with email and crap, this is for personal reasons... ignore it. XP
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3/29/2011
R.I.P Lady....
Fuckign family... worthless, incosiderate assholes.....
I asked then, no, TOLD them:
the one thing I DONT want to happen, is me walk outside and find Lady dead... All i ask is that they simply go outside to the fence, call them out, and if she comes out, great. thats all I ask for, Ill feed them and everything, I just dont wanna find her...
BUT NO. Fucking no....
I go outside, and Angel is all.... not happy, but not totally weirded out, but...
no Lady...
Call her name, "Lady, Lady Lady..." look inside the house, nothing.
But over by the wooden shed, is a little, helpless body of my 14 year old best friend... just, lying there...
Of course I scream... Kinda instingctive.
My uncle comes out, "What are you screaming over? BLAH BLAH BLAH" I cant talk, I just point over to the shed and he comes back out, "Why are you freaking out? She's dead. You knew this was going to happen..."
Gee .... thanks... TOTALLY helps, you know.....
So yeah. Lady's gone.... the last little bit of sane I had at the moment... Im going to be REAL clingy to adam right now. If I get suspended from school, it's from me hitting some jerk in the face for being stupid.... no fuse, im just the gunpowder right now...
My baby... ack..... SOOOO many tumors, but "Putting her down costs money....." Fuckign cheapskates...
im going to creamate her... I dont want her buried in the back yard... I dont know what to do...
fuck....
SLOGAN MAKER
Pedobear everything is under contol
Pedobear is an investment in good appearance.
Pikachu handle with care.
Hollocaust brings back memories.
Inception - The new standard.
Inception - Enjoy the Difference.
Get right with Jesus.
It's more than satisfies, it's Jesus.
Jesus makes millions friends.
Sunny, magic, Jesus.
I can't belive. It's Jesus.
Nothing is like Jesus.
Jesus extra long for extra flavor.
Jesus is a legend.
Do it with Jesus.
Aki wants to rant...
ki is sicks.
She is at work.
she's being lazy and going to SF tomorrow, even though she is sick and needs to upload pics...
Aki ia aick. XP
So, I was on FML today...
Today, my child says "Mommy. Sometimes my peepee goes up like a stick." I say "Well, honey, that's normal and ok." Then I ask when it does that. And he says "Well, sometimes when watching Scooby Doo and Shaggy comes out dressed in lady clothes..." FML
Today, I was taking a nap. Apparently, my two year old daughter decided to crawl on top of the covers on my bed because she was scared since there was a thunder storm. I thought she was one of our cats so I kicked her off. She hit the wall. FML
Today, I was playing around with my sister's kitten. As a joke, I put him underneath the sheets and farted. He attacked my nuts. FML
Today, my friend had to take my cat who has a tumor to be put down when I wasn't home since I couldn't bare to take him myself. I have two cats. He took the wrong one. FML
Today, I went out with my family and boyfriend for dinner. We were all having a good time, and suddenly at the end of dinner he decides to kneel down on one knee, take out an engagement ring, and say "I choose you, Pikachu," with a straight face. He was serious. FML
As I read this one to ashley:
Today, without even trying, I convinced my 17-year-old daughter that blueberries are just peas holding their breath. I have raised a complete airhead. FML
I told her the same thing. She looked at me with a straight face for a minute, and then got mad and said, "YOU WERE TRYING TO TRIK ME, WERENT YOU!?" then started laughing and said "I totally believed you for a second..."
I love you ashley...
Today, my car was in the shop so I borrowed my wife's VW Beetle convertible. It's really embarrassing because it's a girlie car and it's full of little stuffed animals. At a stop light a man asked me if I'd like to borrow one of his testicles because "every man should have at least one." FML
Today, I went shopping with my new "It's true, I'm a Ninja" shirt on. Suddenly an apple comes and hits me right in the eye. A little boy runs up to me, yells "You aren't a Ninja! A Ninja would have caught that!", and runs off. FML
Today, I got back my math test. Instead of taking the time to mark the mistakes, my professor just circled the bottom half of the page and wrote "OMG." FML
You never know what you have till it's gone...
Today, i found out a friend of mine had died over vacation. We werent really talking for a while... Ok, i havent spoken to her for 3 years. the last time I saw her was at a con. She was in her only cosplay, or at least the only i ever saw her in, Sakura. I feel badbecause we never really got back on good terms in my book. Everyone keeps telling me, "Don't think of it that way, it'll be ok..."
She died on the way to her dad's house, hit by a drunk driver. She was the only one in the car, according to my friend.
Jen: Hey, can you cover me on thursday?
Aki:Sure no prob. Whats going on?
Jen: *Quietly* Im going to a funeral...
Aki: Aw..that sucks. who died?
Jen: I dont know if you know her. (For private reasons, Im using the name I called her by) Chiyo Usui?
Aki: Chiyo...Usui? Your kidding, right?
Jen:No, she was*Tells story*
Aki... We were friends for a while.... Your serious?
Jen:Yeah... I didnt know you knew her. My sister was friends with her.
Chiyo was my inspiration to get into anime. She introduced me to it, got me to read manga, watch anime (Even though the latter died. XP) and inspired all my characters in ways I can't describe. And now, she will never know how much she ment to me, and it's because I never sought her out to tell her how greatfull I am to her. I really wish we could have patched things up.
So, please, don't act like me and wait till the last moment to make things better, and regret it later...
Sayonara Chiyo
So, just because, I now have a New deviant art. Its in my mood, and I would like a bit of feedback, if you guys dont mind. Its all new stuff, right now everythings kinda messy, since its just stuff I uploaded for fun with my *epic voice* NEW SCANNER. (ahem) So yeah, tell me what you think so far when you get the chance. This will be the place to find my comic(s) When its (thier) done, and all the main extras. ^_^
Self-esteem levels are like, in the 80's right now.
And, to announce I have just learned, one of my friend's turtles had died today.
R.I.P Leela... love you little one.
WARNING!! Rant:
Ok... SOOOO Recap of this week:
*got back together with Adam, after some weeks of stressing and a day and a half of clearing my head. YAY!
*a couple of days later, we get a job. YAY!
*The next day, the guy that i fell for (What caused the trouble with Adam and I, and knew that I liked him) tells me he thinks of me as a sister. Thanks for telling me this now... JERK. but, he's just as stressed as I am, so it's ok...sorta. @.@
*Next, BROTHER CALLS! ME!! Some months back he got married to a chickie named Nicole. Well, Nicole dosnt like the fact that he talks to a girl he "dosn't know" (Been friends for 7+ years now. DAMN!), calls her his little sister, talks on the phone to all the time (Used to at least), tells her he loves her and shares all the family stuff with. so, he calls me yesterday and we chat. He says she dosnt like it, whcich I got already, and they'r sending him to South Korea, to Fort Carole, or something along those lines. So! I have decided to start writing to him and send him drawings, and ocasionally a figurine I paint now and again, when I get the money. So, bipolar on that one.
*Today, my friend tells me how she was molested in class. Aki suddenly has a taste for blood.....
So, yeah. HAPPY SAD!! long time since I ranted.... Ah, feels good. thank you for listening!! <3
Just for old times sake, and the fact I was going through my old Youtube account for older, but still very awesome songs...
*Clears throat*
*Edward voice*
Sooo....
*Boyfriend left his phone at my house
* SUPER tired (But staying up anyway)
*School tomorrow(Monday to boot)
*Writerblock to the max
Good things?
HOLY SHIT ITS 930... Im going to bed, nighty night. ^o^
\/\/|-|j i5 i+ 5o f|ippi|\|g |-|0+!?!?!?!
Apperantly the giants won. Grandma is screaming and clapping in the other room. XDD
OK! PEOPLE HELP AKI OUT!! lols.
Someone remind me to check my older messages for me next time I get on, and Ill be eternally greatful.XDD Its REALLY inportant to me, since the messages contain pictures I need for a project im doing, and I cant save them since Im at school. Thank you!!!
FOR THE FUCKING WIN
Scatman
I'm the scatman
Ski bi di bi di do bap do bap
Do ba do bap
Everybody stutters one day or the other
So check out my message to you
As a matter of fact
Don't let nothing hold you back
If the scatman can do it
So can you
Everybody says that the scatman stutters
But doesn't ever stutters when he sings
But what you don't know
I'm gonna tell you right now
That the stutter and the scat is the same thing
Yo, I'm the scatman
Yeah the scatman, I'm the scatman
Why should we be pleasin in all the politician heathens who would
Try to change the seasons if they could
The state of the condition
Insults my institutions
And it only makes me crazy and my heart like wood
Everybody stutters one day or the other
So check out my message to you
As a matter of fact
Don't let nothing hold you back
If the scatman can do it
So can you
Everybody stutters one day or the other
So check out my message to you
As a matter of fact
Don't let nothing hold you back
If the scatman can do it
So can you
I hear you ask all about the meaning of scat
Well I am the professor and all I can tell you
Is while you're still sleeping
Saints are still weeping
Cause things you call dead haven't yet the chance to be born
I'm the scatman.
Repeat after me
It's a scoobie oobie doobie scoobie doobie melody
Sing along with me
It's a scoobie oobie doobie scoobie doobie melody
Going to bed...
CAITA!! Youd better RP with me tomorrow!! RAWR!! Lol. Nighty night, loves... <3
Just so I can throw this out here...
Im back on elftown, with my new art abilities and accepting now that there are real people that can draw SOOOO much better than me, yet...
WAAAHH Im so jealous...
Add me. Tis ~aki~ but different now. sorry if i missed you
Oh yeah bith. what now?
leek spin lyrics.
yaa tsi tsup ari dik ari dull an dik ari dill an dits tan dool
la dippyduppy dull la roop uttyroopy la goorigan gook aya gittygangool
arup cha cha adippydappydil
a barik kata barip pari baribadeebadee
ya baril las ten lan day a doe la babadeadevadev
what is that little las day lan doe badakadagadaga doo doo day a doe