I WENT TO MY FIRST CONCERT AND IT WAS FALL OUT BOY!!!And I'm going to be on tv!! I was shot in the corner since Pete Wentz was two rows ahead of me!!But, my head was cut off....Look in the right hand coner for a black shirt with pink and silver and thats me!!!XDDDDDDD



Its going to be on TRL I think on the third...I dont know what time.

Ok guys, I'm leaving in a few minuets. I love you all SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO much!! Ill see you guys later!!

Kuro
Caita
Chiyo
Momo
Ziggy
Kai
Danny
Debby
Evo
Black Cat
Roxie
Unholy
Silent
Half Blood
Aura
Uno

I LOVE YOU ALL!^_^

Hows my drawing? <Please!!!♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Ok, Im leaving tonite to go to Florida, and wont be back for about a week. Im trying to saty on as long as I can today, so yeah...^ ^' I love you all, and I'll see you next week!



*sigh* My mom says at midnite shes going to make everyone sing "happy birthday" on the plane. I think shell....wait...I KNOW  she will get shot on plane. I'm going to do it. (T T)'

"Car Underwater"

Believe the news, I'm gone for good.
Call off the search, no one will know that I'm down here
Believe the note I left for you
You can't turn back the clocks, you can't pull me up from here, so don't try

I'm in a car underwater with time to kill, thinking back I forgot to tell you this
I didn't care that you left and abandoned me, what hurts more is I would still die for you.

I'm in a car underwater with time to kill, thinking back I forgot to tell you this
I didn't care that you left and abandoned me, what hurts more is I would still die for you.

Make time slower, give me longer.
It's too late for me, no one will know that I'm down here.
And believe your dreams of me sinking
so far, below, you can't pull me up from here so don't try.

In a car underwater with time to kill, thinking back I forgot to tell you this
I didn't care that you left and abandoned me, what hurts more is I would still die for you.

I'm in a car underwater with time to kill, thinking back I forgot to tell you this
I didn't care that you left and abandoned me, what hurts more is I would still die for you.

Leave it up to me. To burden you again.
This ones not your fault. Please forgive me.

Leave it up to me (leave it up to me). To burden you again (To burden you again).
This ones not your fault. So forget, so forget, so forget me.

Don't think back, don't think back of me at all.
Just let me go.
Don't think back, don't think back of me at all.
Just let me go.
Don't think back, don't think back of me at all.
Don't think back, don't think back of me at all.
Don't think back, don't think back of me at all.

I'm in a car underwater with time to kill, thinking back I forgot to tell you this
I didn't care that you left and abandoned me, what hurts more is I would still die for you.

I'm in a car underwater with time to kill, thinking back I forgot to tell you this
I didn't care that you left and abandoned me, what hurts more is I would still die for you.

and I would still die for you
I would still die for you
and I would still die for you
I would still die for you
and I would still die for you...

Post This:
1 hour- You'll have bad sex

20 min - Your crush will kiss you

15min - Your crush will tounge you

5-10 min - Your crush will ask you out

under 2 min - You will stay with your crush forever

i posted this under 2 minuets. funny thing is, I dont have a crush!!!XD

read previos diary if you saw this in my mood.

I'v been thinking of this song for almost a year!!!O0O
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CQw-RkfsZ_0<car underwater

I first heard this song when I liked Zach, and its been stuck in my head for almost a year now!!XD Wow! And DAMN dose it make me think back, and think now too...

AND!! PLEASE take a look at Hows my drawing? I REALLY need to know...

I got jealous again....I couldnt stop looking behind me to see them....

If I come up with sad or stupid moods, just try to ignore them. If you ask, all youll get is rambling....So, I'm just forewarning you.

also, please do look at Tears. I need a little help, so members welcome!

one of my better peoms from aki's poetry I like this one best:


when a girl says "i love you" she means it
if you cant return that love, and dont tell her imidiently
youll hurt her more than youll ever know
if you dont care for her at all
dont even talk to her
when she gets confussed
tell her what you mean
if she crys
hold her tight
if she struggles
hold her tighter
if she screams
dont let go
if she kisses you
kiss her back
if you still dont understand how she feels
don't bother trying
if you do
never let her go
if she says "i love you"again
say it back
youll make her the happiest girl in the world
said from someone who has
never had her first kiss
never had a boyfriend
never been in this situation
has fallen in love
knows what it feels like
knows what it feels like to be turned on(against)
knows how it feels to be broken
and wants to be loved back
if you have someone so special
never let them go
but let them be free

ok...What Sean fucking said is still ringing in my ear...If [Shinju_Rorain] ever says she hates me, its cuz I killed her boyfriend...T T need a guy my ass.....bastard was reading my mind...

Your Evanescence song is: Forever Gone, Forever You

You were with someone who only brought you pain into your life. But you couldn't see all this until it was over. Now when you know the truth it'll be easier for you to accept your partings. Your goal now should be to try to find yourself and deal with your pain.

Your word is: Brood. You are a true thinker and often try to figure out the meaning of life, why we are all here etc. You may not be so social, and often think twice before acting but those thoughts you have in your mind never stop flowing in. Sometimes you can be so concentrated you forget about other things that you have to do. Don't change, this world needs deep people.

Your soul is caring.

Other people are your concern, even if you don't know them. If you see a person trip you worry is he is okay. You put your loved ones first and you're very mature. When someones sick you're nurturing and always try to help family and friends when failure strikes them. You can be called the motherly one, if you are in a group of people, which doesn't have to be bad. Love is something that's already in you and you have a lot to give whether you believe it or not. Your friends probably love you very much and come to when they need help since you're reliable. People can feel secure with you and generally like you.

Your connection with darkness is through your depression. Hated, sad and often feeling lonely, there is only a few that appreciate the real you. You tend to keep to yourself and away from the world since you don't want to be hurt and betrayed again. Music gives you the understanding you need to get through; it's your "therapy". Or you express yourself through art or writing to get emotional releases. Chances are you're also an anti-social person, who only enjoys spending time with close friends, if even that. The world has finally showed it's true face for you it feels, and you wish life wasn't this miserable to live through. Maybe you'll find happiness in the future, but right now you're simply hiding away from the world. Who needs people anyway?

"Love is life. And if you miss love, you miss life" by Leo Buscaglia.
Yes, love is indeed what you desire in your life. If you have it or not is another matter, but it is in your eyes the most important feeling. You tend to be a romantic dreamer and want you and your love to have that kind of perfect love that you hear about in fairytales. However that can be hard to find, but it doesn't mean you are going to stop looking.

how shy are you?

[] You don't like public speaking.
[] You find it hard to talk to strangers.
[] You don't like to look people in the eye.
[x] You hate using public restrooms.
[x] You don't like to go shopping alone.
TOTAL: 2

[x] Being introduced to new people makes you nervous.
[] When you're in a group of people, it's difficult to think of what to say
[] You have a lot of trouble talking to the opposite sex
[x] You hate to be teased
[] You hate answering the door
total: 2

[x] You can't stand people watching you.
[] One on one conversations make you nervous.
[x] You don't like to ask people for help.
[x] You hate to read out loud
[] You don't like asking questions.
TOTAL: 3

[] You dread ordering food at restaurants.
[x] You are uncomfortable at parties, unless you know everyone well.
[] You don't like to talk, because you're afraid of being embarrassed by what you say.
[] You wish you were more outgoing.
[]You hate being in the center of any room
TOTAL : 1

[x] You don't know how to react to compliments.
[] You don't like crowds.
[] You prefer reading, writing or listening to music than being around too many people.
[] You blush easily.
[x] You spend a lot of time in your room.
Total: 2

Add all the x's and multiply by 4 then put "I'm _% shy"

im 40% shy.

Sick of Crying.
     Tired of Trying.
         Yeah, I'm smiling.
                 But inside i'm D Y I N G.

[Did u know? Before you go to sleep at night there is 1 person of the opposite sex thinking of you. They want you, they want to kiss u, they want to be with you. They are always thinking about you before they go to sleep at night. And they are longing to be with you. This is all true. If you think you're alone, try to look around.]

and


http://www.veoh.com/videos/v226492nBkMWaMB?searchI

they say a black cat is bad luck,but i say they are good luck. well, either way the luck is luck, but what about the luck for the cat?

"What A Kiss Means"
*Kiss on the stomach-----"lets have sex"
*Kiss on the Forehead ----"Forever you will be mine"
*Kiss on the Ear ---"I'm horny"
*Kiss on the Cheek ---"We're friends"
*Kiss on the Hand ---"I adore you"
*Kiss on the Neck ---"We belong together"
*Kiss on the Shoulder ---"I want you"
*Kiss on the Lips ---"I love you" OR "I want you"
*Holding Hands ---"We can learn to love each other"
*Slap on the Butt ---"That's mine"
*Playing with the Ear ---"I can't live without you"
*Holding on tight ---"Don't let go"
*Looking into each other's Eyes ---"Don't let go"
*Playing with Hair on Head ---"Tell me you love me"
*Arms around the Waist ---"I love you too much to let go"
*Laughing while Kissing ---"I am completley Comfortable with you"


--Advice--
*Dont ask for a kiss, take one.
*If you were thinking about someone while reading this,
you're definitely in Love (or strong like).

[If you REALLY LIKE SOMEONE right now,AND YOU MISS THEM and can't get them out of your head,then re-post this within 1 minute and whoever you miss will surprise you...]