Im left behind...again. And, I didnt even like this guy, yet it still hurt. again.

I LOVE HANDING OUT FAKE SMILES.

HOW CAN YOU GET YOUR HEART BROKEN FROM ONE YOU DIDNT EVEN LOVE IN THE FIRST PLACE???

While I was gone, (Sorry for not saying anything!!) I had a dream of Ryan. This guy I was crushing over like...bad, this year.*Blush* It was weird, but wonderful. I whent to Pixieland, *An amusment park I work at* and he was there. Ashley *[Shinju_Rorain]* was there too, since we work together. WEEEEEEEEELLLLLLL.....I had to go home for some reason, and when I got back, he wasnt there. =..[ BUT! I saw Ashley talking to someone. Weird enough, I couldnt see who she was talking to, her SOOOOOOOOOO short. XD But, I nelt down in the grass, and put my head to my knees, a little dissapointed he wasnt there. But I heard someone come up and say "Hi" Then sit down near me. I looked up and saw it was Ryan. My face got SOOOOO red! And he saw it. He laughed and I tucked my head back down. He laughed again, and just started talking to me!!!Thats when I knew it was a dream. A good one, but a dream.

TO BAD MY DREAMS

NEVER

IM SORRY GUYS! I HAVE TO GO!!!!!*Hugs* I love yous!!!!!!!!!

IM SORRY SILENT! Ill smack the phone for you!!*gives phone ebil glare*

CRAP!!!

Im sorry, Silent!!!DDDX The phone ran out and hung up on me!!! IM SORRY!!!!!!!!!!!And I wouldnt stop ranting...Q.Q *Cries* IM SO SOOOOOOOOOORRRRRRRRYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!! *Smashes phone* Teach you to hang up on me! AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!*Burns* I love you Sileny. Im soory!!!!

and those were the last words I said to those memories

Im not going to be very happy for a while. Reason?? Here. No more questions, I just answered the only one your allowed to ask:


CHIYO


Letter number: 70434825
From: [chiyo] (Touch-a Touch-a, touch me!)
To: [Aki Neko] (Kimi O Ai Suru Caita.*Hugs*)
Sent mail 2007-07-27 05:32:52
Comment to: 70434728
Comment in 70434842




First you give not purpose in your statement.



Letter number: 70434893
From: [chiyo] (Touch-a Touch-a, touch me!)
To: [Aki Neko] (Kimi O Ai Suru Caita.*Hugs*)
Sent mail 2007-07-27 05:36:01
Comment to: 70434842
Comment in 70434911




Dattebayo means nothing it is just a phrase naruto uses after everything he says. Believe it is a poison word that the dubb people made up.



Letter number: 70434911
From: [Aki Neko] (Kimi O Ai Suru Caita.*Hugs*)
To: [chiyo] (Touch-a Touch-a, touch me!)
Sent mail 2007-07-27 05:36:58
Comment to: 70434893
Comment in 70434935




And in each anime they use it for his frase. Big WOOP.



Letter number: 70434935
From: [chiyo] (correction, Shinnaro.)
To: [Aki Neko] (Kimi O Ai Suru Caita.*Hugs*)
Sent mail 2007-07-27 05:38:05
Comment to: 70434911
Comment in 70434957




Phrase you inliterate dult!





Letter number: 70434957
From: [Aki Neko] (Kimi O Ai Suru Caita.*Hugs*)
To: [chiyo] (correction, Shinnaro.)
Sent mail 2007-07-27 05:38:59
Comment to: 70434935
Comment in 70435104




WHATEVER!!! I can type or talk the way I want!! God DAMN! You lost it girl!! Im sorry, but, jeeze! WHAT HAPPENED!?!?!







Letter number: 70435104
From: [chiyo] (correction, Shinnaro.)
To: [Aki Neko] (Kimi O Ai Suru Caita.*Hugs*)
Sent mail 2007-07-27 05:45:40
Comment to: 70434957
Comment in 70435118




Boy, what do people see in you?








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From: [Aki Neko] (Kimi O Ai Suru Caita.*Hugs*)
To: [chiyo] (correction, Shinnaro.)
Sent mail 2007-07-27 05:46:10
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Comment to: 70435104




WHY!?!? SINCE IM A DEMON!?!?



Letter number: 70435189
From: [chiyo] (Touch-a Touch-a, touch me!)
To: [Aki Neko] (Kimi O Ai Suru Caita.*Hugs*)
Sent mail 2007-07-27 05:49:47
Comment to: 70435118
Comment in 70435215




No, what you stand for.








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From: [Aki Neko] (Kimi O Ai Suru Caita.*Hugs*)
To: [chiyo] (Touch-a Touch-a, touch me!)
Sent mail 2007-07-27 05:50:37
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Comment to: 70435189




And what is it you think I stand for?That Im in love with someone you dont trust???




Letter number: 70435317
From: [chiyo] (Touch-a Touch-a, touch me!)
To: [Aki Neko] (Kimi O Ai Suru Caita.*Hugs*)
Sent mail 2007-07-27 05:55:33
Never read before
Comment to: 70435215




Oh your imaginary boyfriend.




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From: [Aki Neko] (Kimi O Ai Suru Caita.*Hugs*)
To: [chiyo] (Touch-a Touch-a, touch me!)
Sent mail 2007-07-27 05:56:35
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Comment to: 70435317




You dont even see them anymore, do you? Your just like your friend....AND MINE!? THEN WHAT ABOUT HOROHORO AND CHIRO!?!



Letter number: 70435411
From: [chiyo] (Touch-a Touch-a, touch me!)
To: [Aki Neko] (Kimi O Ai Suru Caita.*Hugs*)
Sent mail 2007-07-27 06:00:21
Comment to: 70435345
Comment in 70435448




just a dream, it has always been dream, I still dream every now and them, but then I go back to reality.

Newest sent message
From: [Aki Neko] (Kimi O Ai Suru Caita.*Hugs*)
To: [chiyo] (Touch-a Touch-a, touch me!)
Sent mail 2007-07-27 06:02:06
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Comment to: 70435411




....No, you just....Whatever. Think what you want. About anything. I dont care anymore.

Letter number: 70435462
From: [chiyo] (Touch-a Touch-a, touch me!)
To: [Aki Neko] (Kimi O Ai Suru Caita.*Hugs*)
Sent mail 2007-07-27 06:02:40
Never read before
Comment to: 70435448




get a life.



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From: [Aki Neko] (Kimi O Ai Suru Caita.*Hugs*)
To: [chiyo] (Touch-a Touch-a, touch me!)
Sent mail 2007-07-27 06:04:02
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Comment to: 70435462




Talk about fucking literate.

LEE



No...Were just bickering right now...Shes gone for the worst, I swear. What happened to sweet, innocent little Chiyo? The one who didnt care about the outside???



Letter number: 70435264
From: [LEE!!!] (HMMMM)
To: [Aki Neko] (Kimi O Ai Suru Caita.*Hugs*)
Sent mail 2007-07-27 05:53:01
Comment to: 70435250
Comment in 70435295




Innocent? Your mistaken.



Letter number: 70435295
From: [Aki Neko] (Kimi O Ai Suru Caita.*Hugs*)
To: [LEE!!!] (HMMMM)
Sent mail 2007-07-27 05:54:27
Comment to: 70435264
Comment in 70435381




You havent known her for as long as I have. She used to be one of my closest friends. Now, I trust Daniel more than her. And he SHATTERED my hart. She came back and drowed it.




Letter number: 70435381
From: [LEE!!!] (HMMMM)
To: [Aki Neko] (Kimi O Ai Suru Caita.*Hugs*)
Sent mail 2007-07-27 05:58:35
Never read before
Comment to: 70435295




She told me she had no close friends until she started hanging out with me and keven. What makes it seem like she is less inocent?








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From: [Aki Neko] (Kimi O Ai Suru Caita.*Hugs*)
To: [LEE!!!] (HMMMM)
Sent mail 2007-07-27 06:00:45
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.......I was either forgotten or completey used....again.

Letter number: 70435500
From: [LEE!!!] (HMMMM)
To: [Aki Neko] (Kimi O Ai Suru Caita.*Hugs*)
Sent mail 2007-07-27 06:04:50
Never read before
Comment to: 70435422




Used?




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From: [Aki Neko] (Kimi O Ai Suru Caita.*Hugs*)
To: [LEE!!!] (HMMMM)
Sent mail 2007-07-27 06:05:23
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Like all the others...

THIS IS FUNNEH!!!!!!!!XDDDDDDD




There was an elderly man who wanted to make his younger wife pregnant. So, he went to the doctor to have a sperm count done. The doctor told him to take a specimen cup home, fill it, and bring it back the next day. The elderly man came back the next day and the specimen cup was empty and the lid was on it. Doctor: What was the problem? Elderly man: Well, you I tried with my right hand...nothing. So, I tried with my left hand...nothing. My wife tried with her right hand...nothing. Her left hand...nothing. Her mouth...nothing. Then my wife's friend tried. Right hand, left hand, mouth....still nothing. Doctor: Wait a minute. You mean your wife's friend too?! Elderly man: Yeah, and we still couldn't get the lid off of the specimen cup.

THIS IS SCARY!

WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!I have a soar throat!X.x

DEAR GOD!!!*Runs for water, and keeps coughing* NUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!!!!!I have to practice the winning song!!! TT^TT I dont think Im going to practice to much today....

I feel like I cant do anything laletly...

I know all I say is "I hate to cry and I want to help people, make them smile." Yet latley, even rp wise, all Iv been doing is crying. I hate crying, but IRL the tears wont come out. Im just....Really fucked up at the moment and dont know why. So Im sorry if I screw up really bad. I just feel like shit. I love you all SOOOO much for the wiki. It helps. Alot/ But, I have weord episode to where anything at all can screw up my mood. Im sorry if I was rude earlyer. Im just.....I just hope Im just tired. Iv got a crappy attitude cuz of my stamina.....I hope. I really liked talking to you too, Rea. Its been a long time. Ill try to get into a better mood. If I start acting like an ass, block me for a while or something. I love you guys, just aint in my head at the moment.

I love you.
  -Amane

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xLhNMyD9TL4<Jar of dirt!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DTl2CegZoD8<Emo dolls
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Jqg8jlOTWzQ&NR=1<Red Wine

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Jqg8jlOTWzQ&NR=1


"Wine Red"

Who shot that arrow in your throat?
Who missed the crimson apple?
It hung heavy on the tree above your head

This chaos, this calamity, this garden once was perfect
Give your immortality to me; I'll set you up against the stars

Gloria,
We lied, we can't go on
This is the time and this is the place to be alive

Who shot that arrow in your throat?
Who missed the crimson apple?
And there is discord in the garden tonight

The sea is wine red
This is the death of beauty
The doves have died
The lovers have lied

I cut the arrow from your neck
Stretched you beneath the tree
Among the roots and baby's breath
I covered us with silver leaves

Gloria,
We lied, we can't go on
This is the time and this is the place to be alive

The sea is wine red
This is the death of beauty
The doves have died
The lovers have lied

The sea is wine red
This is the death of beauty
The doves have died
The lovers have lied

The sea is wine red (Gloria, we lied)
This is the death of beauty (we lied, this is the time and place)
The doves have died (Gloria, we lied)
The lovers have lied (this is the time and place)

GOing to bed soon. 11:40 going on 12 here. SLEEEEEEEEEEEPY.

Everyones off, its boring, and I have books to read. Ill be back later. Love you all!

Free hugs

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I have to go, Im sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeepy.

Silent-nii! You got off! I have to talk to you when you get back on, Kay? And check Tears Stories, I had to change it a little.

I love you guys!*hugs all tightly* Good night and sweet dreams.

I NEED VOTERS FOR POLL!!!! PLEASEEEEEEEEEE ITS REALLY IMPORTANT!!!I LUFF YOU ALL!!!

You Are 32% Evil

A bit of evil lurks in your heart, but you hide it well.
In some ways, you are the most dangerous kind of evil.

Now if that dosnt say something....