Sorry if Im not in a good mood...Somethi
When I see your smile
Tears run down my face I can't replace
And now that I'm stronger I've figured out
How this world turns cold and breaks through my soul
And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one
I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven
It's ok. It's ok. It's ok.
Seasons are changing
And waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one
I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven
Cuz you're my, you're my, my true love, my whole heart
Please don't throw that away
Cuz I'm here for you
Please don't walk away,
Please tell me you'll stay, stay
Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know I'll be ok
Though my skies are turning gray
I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven
http://www.you
What Hurts The Most lyrics
I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don’t bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok
But that’s not what gets me
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do
It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ It
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken
What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
Not seeing that loving you
That’s what I was trying to do
"Current Aki's theme!!! "What hurts the most" By Rascal Flatts!"
http://www.you
What hurts the most
was being so close
was having so much to say
and watching you walk away.....
Hey guys, I have to go...
Thank you all SO much for today...you helped me out so much...Hopeful
been a long road to follow
been there and gone tomorrow
without saying goodbye to yesterday
are the memories I hold still valid?
or have the tears deluded them?
maybe this time tomorrow
the rain will cease to follow
and the mist will fade into one more today
something somewhere out there keeps calling
am I going home?
will I hear someone singing solace to the silent moon?
zero gravity what's it like?
am I alone?
is somebody there beyond these heavy aching feet
still the road keeps on telling me to go on
something is pulling me
I feel the gravity of it all
This isnt fair....USE ME AS A PUNCHING BAG STILL!!! I HAVENT FALLING OUT OF THE RING YET!!!Come on! Give me your best shot! With something Sooooo grand I thought AGAIN was real, and then have it shot down right before it even got anywhere, I CAN TAKE IT! COMEON ASSWIPES!!! COME ON FUCKING GET ME!!!!!Silent, you wait for your turn...Ill mess you up too...I knew you shouldnt have said anything! You said suggest, not fucking bully him! Now look, you happy, Big Brother????
FUCK THIS!!! This inst Fucking Fair! What did I do wrong!? TELL ME DAMNIT! TELL ME NOW!! Ill mess up the next person to get on my nerves...A-FUC
I fucking waited to long to cry, AGAIN, now they wont come out...Im tired of this...It isnt fair...TWIST THE KNIFE SOME MORE! COME ON!!ASSHOLES!!
I kepp trusting the wrong people, what will happen next? It WONT be RP rape next!?! THIS ISNT FAIR! I FUCKING LOVED HIM!! I thought for once I had something to look foreward to, goddamnit....W
SILENTY! I thought you were my brother...You too! What the fuck is wrong with you people! Anm I just a punching bag here to?!?!
oh..god..I know I promised not to tell you this but...god I dont care, here is what he sent me just now.
Letter number: 70833427
From: [Evolution X]
To: [Krissy H]
Sent mail 2007-08-16 20:06:51
Never read before
Comment to: 70833369
I didn't want to be her boyfreind. I wanted to stay with her and be her freind but not be her boyfreind... then silent came and told I was breaking her heart by not being with her. I just wanted her to be happy.
Beak my heart!? No you werent! I was happy eigther way! LYING FUCKING SON A FUCKING BITCH!!!
What the fuck did I do wrong NOW!?!? Tom...Why didnt you at least say something...I woulda...FUCKE
I fucked up...Again? I thought nothing was going to get me out of this mood....GOD DAMNIT!!! I knew I shouldhave asked before I gave Aura the pic...God damnit!!! I dont even remember saying anything about not likeing Debby...I trust he sooo much...Why would I...?
Im sorry if I did anything wrong, just...i dont know what the fuck is wrong with me. They all know there is...i fuck up all the time. Now watch, Ill do something to Tom, and he'll end up hating me....Happens every fucking time...I already scared him once with talking about Paul....
Maby Im just not ment to do anything right...? What the fuck is wrong with me.....
I love you Tom....I dont know for how long you'll love me back, But Im glad you do right now...Im sorry...
Fucking father, fucking gaurds, WHAT THE HELL NEXT!?!? I go home and see my dog dead!?!?*Slaps self for jynxing it* *Sigh*...What the hell is going on? Only personevery to (Im...pretty sure) Say he likes me back, and we can never even see eachother...
Fatchers calling me a "Mother fucker""bitch"
Ok, another "byploar" mood....
Im sooooooo loving this moment right now, and completely loathing it.He said he liked it....*Passes out* Yaaaaaaaaaaaaa
Now for teh bad.
About your report on [oddsonic]:
You seem to have engaged in some kind of role-play with that member where the two of you are simulating a rape.
I suggest you stop engaging in such games and simply tell her to leave you alone instead.
Furthermore the two of you seem to know each other personally and seem to be involved in some fight over boyfriends. We can't solve your personal problems for you, we're Elftown Guards rather than police or parents.
If she has hacked into an account, I will need more information who, how, when, what and proof etc.
/Guards
Well what the fuck do you think I said? "Oh yeah, do it harder"??? Of course I said "Get off! Leave me alone!!" ET is starting to get dangerous now....I mean, rp rape, sure, its through a comp, but you should still do SOMETHING.And the messages I sent her hand the fucking username, date, and goddamn number!!I mean WHAT THE FUCK!?!? Do something about hacking, goddamnit! You got all the fucking proof right there. BAN ME then, see if I care! But thats just not fucking right! Lainie had her account hacked and they say they need "More proof"?????? READ THE DAMN MESSAGES I SENT!!!I saved them for that reason!!!!!You think I LIKED having a girl talk about me being "Her little whore" And thinking about her....SHES JUST SICK AND THEY NEED TO BAND HER FOR SEXUAL HARRASMENT AND HACKING!!!!For all know, she can hack my account next! But poor Lainie...now I have to watch what times shes on so I can know if Sarah hacked again....FUCK! And her name SUCKS!!H'S ARE THE FIRST SOUND IN WHORE, BITCH!!!!!!
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OK!Lets take roll call:
Thomas jeferson?
Here~!
Benjiman franklen?
Here~!
Jhon Footpenis?
Its Handcock now!!!!
I have to now you guys! I love you!!!Ill try to be on later!!!
This song is a remix and I LOVE IT TO DEATH!!!!!(Scary, Iv never liked eminem...Oo)
I have to go guys...Ill see if I can get on, if not...yeah...
And If Im not back in 3 days(Which I should be by then) I got bit by a snake...I love you guys! Goodnight!!!
Evo...i just wanted to say Im happy to have met you.^_^ Sweet dreams while Im gone.
PS: While Im gone, can you guys read this and give me feedback? I worked hard on it:
10 things THE perfect guy would do:
1)Someone who will be there when you cry.......and cry with you
2)Someone who will pay for your food........ev
3)Someone who will pay for your clothes...even though you just got your paycheck
4)Someone who will look into your eyes and slowley come in for the kiss.........A
5)Someone who will always be there for you.......even though theyr on vaction a 100 miles away
6)No matter what mood your in, theyll still hug and kiss you, like it was nothing happenening...
7)If you EVER get in a fight, he'll automaticly make you feel bad by putting ALL the blame on himself.....th
8)If he ever found out you were hurting your self, he'd never leave your side...As he was doing before
9)He'll say he loves you more than the world, and that hed buy it for you....even though he knows all you want is him
10)He'll say I love you......AND ACTUALLY MEAN IT
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I cant believe this happened....ag
But, I REALLLLLLLLLY like him.....*Sigh* I just dont think Im made for anyone, I was an extra in the bach...