[Aki Neko]'s diary

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Written about Tuesday 2007-08-21
Written: (6165 days ago)

The more [x]'s the dumber you are.
Be completely Honest!

I got this from Silenty's's journal..

18 or lower means you're not stupid.

[x] Gum has fallen out of your mouth when you were talking.

[x] Gum has fallen out of your mouth when you were NOT talking.

[x] You have run into a glass/screen door.

[ ] You have jumped out/off of a moving vehicle.

[x] You have thought of something funny and laughed out loud, then people gave you weird looks.

[ ] You have run into a tree.

[ ] It Is possible to lick your elbow

[x] You just tried to lick your elbow.


[x] You never knew that the Alphabet and Twinkle Twinkle Little Star have the same rhythm. (( OMFG XDDD ))

[x] You just tried to sing them.

[x] You have tripped on your shoelace and fallen

[x] You have choked on your own spit.

[x] You have seen the the Matrix and still don't get it.

[x] You didn't notice that in the last question "the" was spelled twice

[x] You just looked at it

[ ] Your hair is blonde/dirty blonde.

[x] People have called you slow.

[ ] You have accidentally caught something on fire.

[ ] You tried to drink out of a straw, but it went into your nose/eyes.

[x] You have caught yourself drooling.
((Sleeping shouldn't count tho))

[x] You've fallen asleep in class.

[x] If someone says "fart" you laugh.
((What? Its a relly funny word... go on... say it and keep a straight face right now!))

[x] sometimes you just stop thinking.

[ ] You are telling a story and forget what you were talking about

[x] People shake their heads and walk away from you

[x] You are often told to use your "inside voice"

[x] You use your fingers to do simple math.

[x] You have eaten a bug.
((Everyone does... like lots wen they sleep...))

[ ] You are taking this test when you should be doing something important

[x] You have put your clothes on backwards or inside out, and didn't realize it

[x] You've looked all over for something and realized it was in your hand, hair or pocket.
((Many times...))

[ ] You sometimes post bulletins because you are scared that what they say will happen to you if you don't even when you know it won't happen to you.
((Pfft))

[x] You break a lot of things.

[x] Your friends know not to use big words around you
((they tend to try and use bigger words...))

[x] You sometimes tilt your head when you're confused

[x] You have fallen out of your chair before

[x] When you're laying in bed, you try to find pictures in the texture of the ceiling

[x] The word "umm" is used many times a day.
((and 'uhh' and 'erm';))

Total: 30

I KNEW IT! Caita! Dont call me smart anymore!!!XDDD

+1 or -1
[x] You had to recount

968968  Link to this entry 
Written about Monday 2007-08-20
Written: (6165 days ago)

Sorry if Im not in a good mood...Something...not good, just happened. Ill tell you later when my comp is faster and my hands arent shaking.

968188  Link to this entry 
Written about Saturday 2007-08-18
Written: (6168 days ago)
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Written about Saturday 2007-08-18
Written: (6168 days ago)


968131  Link to this entry 
Written about Saturday 2007-08-18
Written: (6168 days ago)
Next in thread: 968147

When I see your smile
Tears run down my face I can't replace
And now that I'm stronger I've figured out
How this world turns cold and breaks through my soul
And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

It's ok. It's ok. It's ok.
Seasons are changing
And waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

Cuz you're my, you're my, my true love, my whole heart
Please don't throw that away
Cuz I'm here for you
Please don't walk away,
Please tell me you'll stay, stay

Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know I'll be ok
Though my skies are turning gray

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

967947  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2007-08-17
Written: (6169 days ago)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZfmtUFs2gFA&mode=related&search=

What Hurts The Most lyrics

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don’t bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok
But that’s not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do

It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ It
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

Not seeing that loving you
That’s what I was trying to do




http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rmD5LlNLTJo

How To Save A Life


Step one you say we need to talk
He walks you say sit down it's just a talk
He smiles politely back at you
You stare politely right on through
Some sort of window to your right
As he goes left and you stay right
Between the lines of fear and blame
You begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

Let him know that you know best
Cause after all you do know best
Try to slip past his defense
Without granting innocence
Lay down a list of what is wrong
The things you've told him all along
And pray to God he hears you
And pray to God he hears you

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
[How To Save A Life Lyrics on http://www.lyricsmania.com]
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

As he begins to raise his voice
You lower yours and grant him one last choice
Drive until you lose the road
Or break with the ones you've followed
He will do one of two things
He will admit to everything
Or he'll say he's just not the same
And you'll begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
How to save a life
How to save a life

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
How to save a life
967818  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2007-08-17
Written: (6169 days ago)

"Current Aki's theme!!! "What hurts the most" By Rascal Flatts!"
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZfmtUFs2gFA&mode=related&search=
What hurts the most
was being so close
was having so much to say
and watching you walk away.....



This music video has the wrong song but the right...moment...thing...


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0pCEWgWI5qA&mode=related&search=
967775  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2007-08-17
Written: (6169 days ago)

Hey guys, I have to go...

Thank you all SO much for today...you helped me out so much...Hopefully we'll have this figured out by tomorrow...ILYS!!Night!

967746  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2007-08-17
Written: (6169 days ago)



been a long road to follow
been there and gone tomorrow
without saying goodbye to yesterday
are the memories I hold still valid?
or have the tears deluded them?
maybe this time tomorrow
the rain will cease to follow
and the mist will fade into one more today
something somewhere out there keeps calling
am I going home?
will I hear someone singing solace to the silent moon?
zero gravity what's it like?
am I alone?
is somebody there beyond these heavy aching feet
still the road keeps on telling me to go on
something is pulling me
I feel the gravity of it all

967653  Link to this entry 
Written about Thursday 2007-08-16
Written: (6169 days ago)

This isnt fair....USE ME AS A PUNCHING BAG STILL!!! I HAVENT FALLING OUT OF THE RING YET!!!Come on! Give me your best shot! With something Sooooo grand I thought AGAIN was real, and then have it shot down right before it even got anywhere, I CAN TAKE IT! COMEON ASSWIPES!!! COME ON FUCKING GET ME!!!!!Silent, you wait for your turn...Ill mess you up too...I knew you shouldnt have said anything! You said suggest, not fucking bully him! Now look, you happy, Big Brother????

FUCK THIS!!! This inst Fucking Fair! What did I do wrong!? TELL ME DAMNIT! TELL ME NOW!! Ill mess up the next person to get on my nerves...A-FUCKING-gain any hopes were shot down...I really thought you cared for me...So you take advantage of it... ITS FUCKING DANNY AND JAKE ALL OVER AGAIN!!! You give me something to look forward to, the take it away!!!

I fucking waited to long to cry, AGAIN, now they wont come out...Im tired of this...It isnt fair...TWIST THE KNIFE SOME MORE! COME ON!!ASSHOLES!!!!!! I am NOT here for you FUCKING pleasure! So quit treating me as such!!! Its not fair, YOU have a boyfriend, and you take mine...No, He acts single and goes with you, WORSE!!!

I kepp trusting the wrong people, what will happen next? It WONT be RP rape next!?! THIS ISNT FAIR! I FUCKING LOVED HIM!! I thought for once I had something to look foreward to, goddamnit....Whats wrong with me? Am I karma enemy of something? I thought I could help, so I do, and I get fucking stampeeded over...WHAT THE FUCKING HELL DID I DO!!!!!!???????

967627  Link to this entry 
Written about Thursday 2007-08-16
Written: (6169 days ago)
Next in thread: 967648

SILENTY! I thought you were my brother...You too! What the fuck is wrong with you people! Anm I just a punching bag here to?!?!

oh..god..I know I promised not to tell you this but...god I dont care, here is what he sent me just now.


Letter number: 70833427
From: [Evolution X]
To: [Krissy H]
Sent mail 2007-08-16 20:06:51
Never read before
Comment to: 70833369


I didn't want to be her boyfreind. I wanted to stay with her and be her freind but not be her boyfreind... then silent came and told I was breaking her heart by not being with her. I just wanted her to be happy.

Beak my heart!? No you werent! I was happy eigther way! LYING FUCKING SON A FUCKING BITCH!!!

967626  Link to this entry 
Written about Thursday 2007-08-16
Written: (6169 days ago)

What the fuck did I do wrong NOW!?!? Tom...Why didnt you at least say something...I woulda...FUCKER!!! EVERY FUCKING TIME!! IT HAPPENS EVERY FUCKING TIME! WHAT DID I DO THIS TIME!? THERE WAS NO RAIN! i DID NOTHING WRONG!!!Again I looked foreward to a fake...*Cries* Yeah fucing right, cry...I cant. Parents are home....

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Written about Wednesday 2007-08-15
Written: (6170 days ago)
Next in thread: 967284

I fucked up...Again? I thought nothing was going to get me out of this mood....GOD DAMNIT!!! I knew I shouldhave asked before I gave Aura the pic...God damnit!!! I dont even remember saying anything about not likeing Debby...I trust he sooo much...Why would I...?

Im sorry if I did anything wrong, just...i dont know what the fuck is wrong with me. They all know there is...i fuck up all the time. Now watch, Ill do something to Tom, and he'll end up hating me....Happens every fucking time...I already scared him once with talking about Paul....

Maby Im just not ment to do anything right...? What the fuck is wrong with me.....

I love you Tom....I dont know for how long you'll love me back, But Im glad you do right now...Im sorry...

966796  Link to this entry 
Written about Tuesday 2007-08-14
Written: (6172 days ago)

Fucking father, fucking gaurds, WHAT THE HELL NEXT!?!? I go home and see my dog dead!?!?*Slaps self for jynxing it* *Sigh*...What the hell is going on? Only personevery to (Im...pretty sure) Say he likes me back, and we can never even see eachother...

Fatchers calling me a "Mother fucker""bitch""Asswipe" I mean what the hell? Again....Going in circles...Fuck this.

966793  Link to this entry 
Written about Tuesday 2007-08-14
Written: (6172 days ago)

Ok, another "byploar" mood....

Im sooooooo loving this moment right now, and completely loathing it.He said he liked it....*Passes out* Yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaayyy....*Ish teh happiest person about that*



Now for teh bad.


About your report on [oddsonic]:
You seem to have engaged in some kind of role-play with that member where the two of you are simulating a rape.
I suggest you stop engaging in such games and simply tell her to leave you alone instead.
Furthermore the two of you seem to know each other personally and seem to be involved in some fight over boyfriends. We can't solve your personal problems for you, we're Elftown Guards rather than police or parents.

If she has hacked into an account, I will need more information who, how, when, what and proof etc.

/Guards

Well what the fuck do you think I said? "Oh yeah, do it harder"??? Of course I said "Get off! Leave me alone!!" ET is starting to get dangerous now....I mean, rp rape, sure, its through a comp, but you should still do SOMETHING.And the messages I sent her hand the fucking username, date, and goddamn number!!I mean WHAT THE FUCK!?!? Do something about hacking, goddamnit! You got all the fucking proof right there. BAN ME then, see if I care! But thats just not fucking right! Lainie had her account hacked and they say they need "More proof"?????? READ THE DAMN MESSAGES I SENT!!!I saved them for that reason!!!!!You think I LIKED having a girl talk about me being "Her little whore" And thinking about her....SHES JUST SICK AND THEY NEED TO BAND HER FOR SEXUAL HARRASMENT AND HACKING!!!!For all know, she can hack my account next! But poor Lainie...now I have to watch what times shes on so I can know if Sarah hacked again....FUCK! And her name SUCKS!!H'S ARE THE FIRST SOUND IN WHORE, BITCH!!!!!!
966718  Link to this entry 
Written about Tuesday 2007-08-14
Written: (6172 days ago)

<img:http://i8.photobucket.com/albums/a10/zro2u/My%20creations/Final_Fantasy__Sephiroth_by_snowbun.jpg

966460  Link to this entry 
Written about Monday 2007-08-13
Written: (6173 days ago)
Next in thread: 966502

OK!Lets take roll call:
Thomas jeferson?
Here~!
Benjiman franklen?
Here~!
Jhon Footpenis?
Its Handcock now!!!!




He Says - She Says

He said . . I don't now why you wear a bra you've
got nothing to put in it. She said .. . . You wear
pants don't you?

He said ... . Shall we try swapping positions tonight?
She said . . . That's a good idea - you stand by the
ironing board while I sit on the sofa.

He said . . . What have you been doing with all the
grocery money I gave you? She said . . Turn sideways
and look in the mirror!

On a wall in a ladies room . . . "My husband follows
me everywhere" Written just below it . . . " I do not!"

Q. How many honest, intelligent, caring men in the
world does it take to do the dishes?
A. Both of them.

Q. How does a man show that he is planning for the
future?
A. He buys two cases of beer.

Q. What is the difference between men and government
bonds?
A. The bonds mature.

Q. Why is it difficult to find men who are sensitive,
caring and good-looking?
A. They already have boyfriends.

Q. What do you call a woman who knows where her
husband is every night?
A. A widow.

Q. Why are married women heavier than single women?
A. Single women come home, see what's in the fridge
and go to bed. Married women come home, see what's in
bed and go to the fridge.

Q. What is the one thing that all men at singles bars
have in common?
A. They're married.

Man says to God: "God, why did you make woman so
beautiful?" God says: "So you would love her."
But God," the man says, "why did you make her so
dumb?" God says: "So she would love you."

966270  Link to this entry 
Written about Sunday 2007-08-12
Written: (6173 days ago)

I have to now you guys! I love you!!!Ill try to be on later!!!

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Written about Sunday 2007-08-12
Written: (6174 days ago)

This song is a remix and I LOVE IT TO DEATH!!!!!(Scary, Iv never liked eminem...Oo)



[Introduction]
Yeah...
It's my life...
My own words I guess...

[Verse 1]
Have you ever loved someone so much, you'd give an arm for?
Not the expression, no, literally give an arm for?
When they know they're your heart
And you know you were their armour
And you will destroy anyone who would try to harm 'her
But what happens when karma, turns right around and bites you?
And everything you stand for, turns on you, despite you?
What happens when you become the main source of her pain?
"Daddy look what I made", Dad's gotta go catch a plane
"Daddy where's Mommy? I can't find Mommy where is she?"
I don't know go play Hailie, baby, your Daddy's busy
Daddy's writing a song, this song ain't gonna write itself
I'll give you one underdog then you gotta swing by yourself
Then turn right around in that song and tell her you love her
And put hands on her mother, who's a spitting image of her
That's Slim Shady, yeah baby, Slim Shady's crazy
Shady made me, but tonight Shady's rocka-by-baby...

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don’t bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok
But that’s not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do

[Verse 2]
I keep having this dream, I'm pushin' Hailie on the swing
She keeps screaming, she don't want me to sing
"You're making Mommy cry, why? Why is Mommy crying?"
Baby, Daddy ain't leaving no more, "Daddy you're lying
"You always say that, you always say this is the last time
"But you ain't leaving no more, Daddy you're mine"
She's piling boxes in front of the door trying to block it
"Daddy please, Daddy don't leave, Daddy - no stop it!"
Goes in her pocket, pulls out a tiny necklace locket
It's got a picture, "this'll keep you safe Daddy, take it withcha'"
I look up, it's just me standing in the mirror
These fuckin' walls must be talking, cuz man I can hear 'em
They're saying "You've got one more chance to do right" - and it's tonight
Now go out there and show that you love 'em before it's too late
And just as I go to walk out of my bedroom door
It's turns to a stage, they're gone, and this spotlight is on
And I'm singing...

It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ It
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

The curtain closes, they're throwing roses at my feet
I take a bow and thank you all for coming out
They're screaming so loud, I take one last look at the crowd
I glance down, I don't believe what I'm seeing
"Daddy it's me, help Mommy, her wrists are bleeding,"
But baby we're in Sweden, how did you get to Sweden?
"I followed you Daddy, you told me that you weren't leavin'
"You lied to me Dad, and now you make Mommy sad
"And I bought you this coin, it says 'Number One Dad'
"That's all I wanted, I just want to give you this coin
"I get the point - fine, me and Mommy are going"
But baby wait, "it's too late Dad, you made the choice
"Now go out there and show 'em that you love 'em more than us"
That's what they want, they want you Marshall, they keep.. screamin' your name
It's no wonder you can't go to sleep, just take another pill
Yeah, I bet you you will. You rap about it, yeah, word, k-keep it real
I hear applause, all this time I couldn't see
How could it be, that the curtain is closing on me
I turn around, find a gun on the ground, cock it
Put it to my brain and scream "die Shady" and pop it
The sky darkens, my life flashes, the plane that I was supposed to be on crashes and burns to ashes
That's when I wake up, alarm clock's ringin', there's birds singin'
It's Spring and Hailie's outside swinging, I walk right up to Kim and kiss her
Tell her I miss her, Hailie just smiles and winks at her little sister
Almost as if to say..

And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel no pain
Just smile back

And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

Not seeing that loving you
That’s what I was trying to do


966157  Link to this entry 
Written about Sunday 2007-08-12
Written: (6174 days ago)
Next in thread: 966287

I have to go guys...Ill see if I can get on, if not...yeah...

And If Im not back in 3 days(Which I should be by then) I got bit by a snake...I love you guys! Goodnight!!!


Evo...i just wanted to say Im happy to have met you.^_^ Sweet dreams while Im gone.


PS: While Im gone, can you guys read this and give me feedback? I worked hard on it:

10 things THE perfect guy would do:
1)Someone who will be there when you cry.......and cry with you
2)Someone who will pay for your food........even though you work at the resturant.
3)Someone who will pay for your clothes...even though you just got your paycheck
4)Someone who will look into your eyes and slowley come in for the kiss.........Although your sick
5)Someone who will always be there for you.......even though theyr on vaction a 100 miles away
6)No matter what mood your in, theyll still hug and kiss you, like it was nothing happenening...and then take you out and treat you the same way
7)If you EVER get in a fight, he'll automaticly make you feel bad by putting ALL the blame on himself.....then kiss you
8)If he ever found out you were hurting your self, he'd never leave your side...As he was doing before
9)He'll say he loves you more than the world, and that hed buy it for you....even though he knows all you want is him
10)He'll say I love you......AND ACTUALLY MEAN IT


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966011  Link to this entry 
Written about Saturday 2007-08-11
Written: (6174 days ago)

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