Touch a woman’s mind and you get her interest
Touch her heart and you get her love
But touch her soul and you get passion beyond your wildest dreams
And once you have touched all three
you have found your soulmate for all eternity
THIS is whats wrong::
I have no one to run to
My brother might hate me
even if he dosnt still, just the fact he DID
everyone keeps running to me, thinking I can solve ANYTHING. but Im not god. Im anything but.
I love you all, so much Id die for any of you...but I cant fix anything...i wish I could, but...im just a freak that cant do anything right...
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Sorry, mood occupied right now. XP
Red, I have to go soon. Im sorry I cant help much. Ill be on later.
HOME MADE Lyrics
Shooting Star
sora wo miagereba
hoshitachi ga hora matataiteru
kono hoshi no hitodachi mitai ni
samazama na hikari wo hanatte
sono naka de boku mo hitoki wa kagayaiteitain
me wo tojite kokoro ni chikau
nagareboshi ni yume wo takushite
koko wa itsumo no kouen
yakei ga mieru suberidai no ue
mukashi kara boku no tokutouseki
nayami ga areba koko ni kurun desu
ano koro no mama yume no tochuu de
imada kanaerarezu ni irun desu
moshikashite koko ga mou shuuten
nante yowane wo haite
shimai sou na hi mo aru
demo sono tanbi ni omoi dasu
nagareboshi wo sagashite ano hoshizora
chiisana koro no negaigoto wa ima
mukashi mo kawaranai mama
sora wo miagereba
hoshitachi ga hora matataiteru
kono hoshi no hitodachi mitai ni
samazama na hikari wo hanatte
sono naka de boku mo hitoki wa kagayaiteitain
me wo tojite kokoro ni chikau
nagareboshi ni yume wo takushite
yoru no kousha nakama to shinobi komi
koe wo hisome kanaami yojinobori
hiruma to chigau kao no GURAUNDO wo sei ni
mezashi ta basho wa "PUURU" to iu na no umi
mizugi nante mon wa nai kara minna suppadaka
dareka ga kisei wo hasshite tobikonda
yoru no tobari ni hibiku mizushibuki
ato ni tsuzuke to bakari ni mina issei ni haite
sora miage pukapuka ukanda
meno mae ni aru hoshi wo nagame ooku no yume katari atte
sagashita ne ano nagareboshi
sora wo miagereba
hoshitachi ga hora matataiteru
kono hoshi no hitodachi mitai ni
samazama na hikari wo hanatte
sono naka de boku mo hitoki wa kagayaiteitain
me wo tojite kokoro ni chikau
nagareboshi ni yume wo takushite
sora wo miagereba
hoshitachi ga hora matataiteru
kono hoshi no hitodachi mitai ni
samazama na hikari wo hanatte
sono naka de boku mo hitoki wa kagayaiteitain
me wo tojite kokoro ni chikau
nagareboshi ni yume wo takushite
miageta sora ni musou no hoshi
ima mo mukashi mo kawaranaishi
yume wa hateshinaku kuruoshikute
ano hoshi no you ni sugoku mabushii
miageta sora ni musou no hoshi
ima mo mukashi mo kawaranaishi
yume wa hateshinaku kuruoshikute
ano hoshi no you ni sugoku mabushii
HEY! sonna ni utsumuite bakari icha
mieru MONO mo mienaku naru kara
sora miagete KEEP YOUR HEAD UP!!
HEY! "miageta sora ni ima, nani wo omou?"
itsuka kirameku ano hoshi no youni ...
I WANNA SHINE
sora wo miagereba
hoshitachi ga hora matataiteru
kono hoshi no hitodachi mitai ni
samazama na hikari wo hanatte
sono naka de boku mo hitoki wa kagayaiteitain
me wo tojite kokoro ni chikau
nagareboshi ni yume wo takushite
sora wo miagereba
hoshitachi ga hora matataiteru
kono hoshi no hitodachi mitai ni
samazama na hikari wo hanatte
sono naka de boku mo hitoki wa kagayaiteitain
me wo tojite kokoro ni chikau
nagareboshi ni yume wo takushite
The more [x]'s the dumber you are.
Be completely Honest!
I got this from Silenty's's journal..
18 or lower means you're not stupid.
[x] Gum has fallen out of your mouth when you were talking.
[x] Gum has fallen out of your mouth when you were NOT talking.
[x] You have run into a glass/screen door.
[ ] You have jumped out/off of a moving vehicle.
[x] You have thought of something funny and laughed out loud, then people gave you weird looks.
[ ] You have run into a tree.
[ ] It Is possible to lick your elbow
[x] You just tried to lick your elbow.
[x] You never knew that the Alphabet and Twinkle Twinkle Little Star have the same rhythm. (( OMFG XDDD ))
[x] You just tried to sing them.
[x] You have tripped on your shoelace and fallen
[x] You have choked on your own spit.
[x] You have seen the the Matrix and still don't get it.
[x] You didn't notice that in the last question "the" was spelled twice
[x] You just looked at it
[ ] Your hair is blonde/dirty blonde.
[x] People have called you slow.
[ ] You have accidentally caught something on fire.
[ ] You tried to drink out of a straw, but it went into your nose/eyes.
[x] You have caught yourself drooling.
((Sleeping shouldn't count tho))
[x] You've fallen asleep in class.
[x] If someone says "fart" you laugh.
((What? Its a relly funny word... go on... say it and keep a straight face right now!))
[x] sometimes you just stop thinking.
[ ] You are telling a story and forget what you were talking about
[x] People shake their heads and walk away from you
[x] You are often told to use your "inside voice"
[x] You use your fingers to do simple math.
[x] You have eaten a bug.
((Everyone does... like lots wen they sleep...))
[ ] You are taking this test when you should be doing something important
[x] You have put your clothes on backwards or inside out, and didn't realize it
[x] You've looked all over for something and realized it was in your hand, hair or pocket.
((Many times...))
[ ] You sometimes post bulletins because you are scared that what they say will happen to you if you don't even when you know it won't happen to you.
((Pfft))
[x] You break a lot of things.
[x] Your friends know not to use big words around you
((they tend to try and use bigger words...))
[x] You sometimes tilt your head when you're confused
[x] You have fallen out of your chair before
[x] When you're laying in bed, you try to find pictures in the texture of the ceiling
[x] The word "umm" is used many times a day.
((and 'uhh' and 'erm';))
Total: 30
I KNEW IT! Caita! Dont call me smart anymore!!!XDDD
+1 or -1
[x] You had to recount
Sorry if Im not in a good mood...Somethi
When I see your smile
Tears run down my face I can't replace
And now that I'm stronger I've figured out
How this world turns cold and breaks through my soul
And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one
I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven
It's ok. It's ok. It's ok.
Seasons are changing
And waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one
I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven
Cuz you're my, you're my, my true love, my whole heart
Please don't throw that away
Cuz I'm here for you
Please don't walk away,
Please tell me you'll stay, stay
Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know I'll be ok
Though my skies are turning gray
I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven
http://www.you
What Hurts The Most lyrics
I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don’t bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok
But that’s not what gets me
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do
It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ It
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken
What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
Not seeing that loving you
That’s what I was trying to do
"Current Aki's theme!!! "What hurts the most" By Rascal Flatts!"
http://www.you
What hurts the most
was being so close
was having so much to say
and watching you walk away.....
Hey guys, I have to go...
Thank you all SO much for today...you helped me out so much...Hopeful
been a long road to follow
been there and gone tomorrow
without saying goodbye to yesterday
are the memories I hold still valid?
or have the tears deluded them?
maybe this time tomorrow
the rain will cease to follow
and the mist will fade into one more today
something somewhere out there keeps calling
am I going home?
will I hear someone singing solace to the silent moon?
zero gravity what's it like?
am I alone?
is somebody there beyond these heavy aching feet
still the road keeps on telling me to go on
something is pulling me
I feel the gravity of it all
This isnt fair....USE ME AS A PUNCHING BAG STILL!!! I HAVENT FALLING OUT OF THE RING YET!!!Come on! Give me your best shot! With something Sooooo grand I thought AGAIN was real, and then have it shot down right before it even got anywhere, I CAN TAKE IT! COMEON ASSWIPES!!! COME ON FUCKING GET ME!!!!!Silent, you wait for your turn...Ill mess you up too...I knew you shouldnt have said anything! You said suggest, not fucking bully him! Now look, you happy, Big Brother????
FUCK THIS!!! This inst Fucking Fair! What did I do wrong!? TELL ME DAMNIT! TELL ME NOW!! Ill mess up the next person to get on my nerves...A-FUC
I fucking waited to long to cry, AGAIN, now they wont come out...Im tired of this...It isnt fair...TWIST THE KNIFE SOME MORE! COME ON!!ASSHOLES!!
I kepp trusting the wrong people, what will happen next? It WONT be RP rape next!?! THIS ISNT FAIR! I FUCKING LOVED HIM!! I thought for once I had something to look foreward to, goddamnit....W
SILENTY! I thought you were my brother...You too! What the fuck is wrong with you people! Anm I just a punching bag here to?!?!
oh..god..I know I promised not to tell you this but...god I dont care, here is what he sent me just now.
Letter number: 70833427
From: [Evolution X]
To: [Krissy H]
Sent mail 2007-08-16 20:06:51
Never read before
Comment to: 70833369
I didn't want to be her boyfreind. I wanted to stay with her and be her freind but not be her boyfreind... then silent came and told I was breaking her heart by not being with her. I just wanted her to be happy.
Beak my heart!? No you werent! I was happy eigther way! LYING FUCKING SON A FUCKING BITCH!!!
What the fuck did I do wrong NOW!?!? Tom...Why didnt you at least say something...I woulda...FUCKE
I fucked up...Again? I thought nothing was going to get me out of this mood....GOD DAMNIT!!! I knew I shouldhave asked before I gave Aura the pic...God damnit!!! I dont even remember saying anything about not likeing Debby...I trust he sooo much...Why would I...?
Im sorry if I did anything wrong, just...i dont know what the fuck is wrong with me. They all know there is...i fuck up all the time. Now watch, Ill do something to Tom, and he'll end up hating me....Happens every fucking time...I already scared him once with talking about Paul....
Maby Im just not ment to do anything right...? What the fuck is wrong with me.....
I love you Tom....I dont know for how long you'll love me back, But Im glad you do right now...Im sorry...
Fucking father, fucking gaurds, WHAT THE HELL NEXT!?!? I go home and see my dog dead!?!?*Slaps self for jynxing it* *Sigh*...What the hell is going on? Only personevery to (Im...pretty sure) Say he likes me back, and we can never even see eachother...
Fatchers calling me a "Mother fucker""bitch"
Ok, another "byploar" mood....
Im sooooooo loving this moment right now, and completely loathing it.He said he liked it....*Passes out* Yaaaaaaaaaaaaa
Now for teh bad.
About your report on [oddsonic]:
You seem to have engaged in some kind of role-play with that member where the two of you are simulating a rape.
I suggest you stop engaging in such games and simply tell her to leave you alone instead.
Furthermore the two of you seem to know each other personally and seem to be involved in some fight over boyfriends. We can't solve your personal problems for you, we're Elftown Guards rather than police or parents.
If she has hacked into an account, I will need more information who, how, when, what and proof etc.
/Guards
Well what the fuck do you think I said? "Oh yeah, do it harder"??? Of course I said "Get off! Leave me alone!!" ET is starting to get dangerous now....I mean, rp rape, sure, its through a comp, but you should still do SOMETHING.And the messages I sent her hand the fucking username, date, and goddamn number!!I mean WHAT THE FUCK!?!? Do something about hacking, goddamnit! You got all the fucking proof right there. BAN ME then, see if I care! But thats just not fucking right! Lainie had her account hacked and they say they need "More proof"?????? READ THE DAMN MESSAGES I SENT!!!I saved them for that reason!!!!!You think I LIKED having a girl talk about me being "Her little whore" And thinking about her....SHES JUST SICK AND THEY NEED TO BAND HER FOR SEXUAL HARRASMENT AND HACKING!!!!For all know, she can hack my account next! But poor Lainie...now I have to watch what times shes on so I can know if Sarah hacked again....FUCK! And her name SUCKS!!H'S ARE THE FIRST SOUND IN WHORE, BITCH!!!!!!
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