[Aki Neko]'s diary

969782  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2007-08-24
Written: (6301 days ago)

Are you more man, or woman? (XD)

1.[X] You love hoodies
2.[ ] Dogs are better than cats
3.[X] It's hilarious when people get hurt
4.[X] You've played with/against boys on a team
5.[ ] Shopping is torture(depends for what)
6.[x] Sad movies suck
7.[ ] You own an xbox 360
8.[ ] You wanted/played with Hotwheel cars as a kid
9.[X] At some point in time you wanted to be a firefighter
10.[X] You own a DS, PS2 or Sega
11.[ ] You used to be obsessed with Power Rangers
12.[ ] You watch sports on TV
13.[X] Gory movies are cool
14.[ ] You only go to your dad for advice(NEVER!!)
15.[ ] You own like a trillion baseball caps
16.[ ] You like going to football games
17.[ ] You used to/do collect football cards
18.[ ] It's kinda weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people
19.[X] Green, black, red, blue or silver are one of your favorite colors
20.[X] You love to go crazy and not care what people think
21.[X] Sports are fun too
22.[X] Have talked with food in your mouth
23.[ ] Wear Boxers to bed [
24.[
] Or your socks on at night

total:
Multiply the total by 7
Score: 77% Jeebus...Oo


GIRL PART

1.[ ] You wear lip gloss
2.[ ] You wear eyeliner
3.[ ] You have some of the same shirts in different colors
4.[X] You wear the color pink/ have worn the color pink
5.[X] Go to a female for advice
6.[ ] You KNOW cheerleadings a sport and you argue about it
7.[ ] You hate wearing the color black
8.[X] You like shopping
9.[ ] You like wearing jewelry
10.[ ] Skirts are a part of your wardrobe
11.[ ] You don't like the movie Star Wars
12.[ ] It takes you around 1 hour (or more) to shower get dressed and put on make-up and accessories
13.[X]You smile alot more than you should
14.[ ]You have more than 10 pairs of shoes/sneakers
15.[ ] You care about what you look like
16.[ ] You like wearing dresses when you can
17.[ ] You love, LOVE movies
18.[X] Used to play with dolls as a little kid[Sadly, yes....]
19.[ ] Like putting make-up on someone else for the joy of it
20.[ ] Like taking pictures when you're bored

total= 5
multiply by 7
score: 35%girl. [What...the...HELL!?!?!]

969773  Link to this entry 
Written about Thursday 2007-08-23
Written: (6301 days ago)

Touch a woman’s mind and you get her interest
Touch her heart and you get her love
But touch her soul and you get passion beyond your wildest dreams
And once you have touched all three
you have found your soulmate for all eternity

969601  Link to this entry 
Written about Thursday 2007-08-23
Written: (6302 days ago)
Next in thread: 969683

THIS is whats wrong::


I have no one to run to

My brother might hate me

even if he dosnt still, just the fact he DID

everyone keeps running to me, thinking I can solve ANYTHING. but Im not god. Im anything but.

I love you all, so much Id die for any of you...but I cant fix anything...i wish I could, but...im just a freak that cant do anything right...

969586  Link to this entry 
Written about Thursday 2007-08-23
Written: (6302 days ago)

9


Sorry, mood occupied right now. XP

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Written about Wednesday 2007-08-22
Written: (6303 days ago)

Red, I have to go soon. Im sorry I cant help much. Ill be on later.

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Written about Tuesday 2007-08-21
Written: (6304 days ago)

HOME MADE Lyrics

Shooting Star

sora wo miagereba
hoshitachi ga hora matataiteru
kono hoshi no hitodachi mitai ni
samazama na hikari wo hanatte

sono naka de boku mo hitoki wa kagayaiteitainda
me wo tojite kokoro ni chikau
nagareboshi ni yume wo takushite

koko wa itsumo no kouen
yakei ga mieru suberidai no ue
mukashi kara boku no tokutouseki
nayami ga areba koko ni kurun desu
ano koro no mama yume no tochuu de
imada kanaerarezu ni irun desu
moshikashite koko ga mou shuuten
nante yowane wo haite
shimai sou na hi mo aru
demo sono tanbi ni omoi dasu
nagareboshi wo sagashite ano hoshizora
chiisana koro no negaigoto wa ima
mukashi mo kawaranai mama

sora wo miagereba
hoshitachi ga hora matataiteru
kono hoshi no hitodachi mitai ni
samazama na hikari wo hanatte

sono naka de boku mo hitoki wa kagayaiteitainda
me wo tojite kokoro ni chikau
nagareboshi ni yume wo takushite

yoru no kousha nakama to shinobi komi
koe wo hisome kanaami yojinobori
hiruma to chigau kao no GURAUNDO wo sei ni
mezashi ta basho wa "PUURU" to iu na no umi
mizugi nante mon wa nai kara minna suppadaka
dareka ga kisei wo hasshite tobikonda
yoru no tobari ni hibiku mizushibuki
ato ni tsuzuke to bakari ni mina issei ni haite
sora miage pukapuka ukanda
meno mae ni aru hoshi wo nagame ooku no yume katari atte
sagashita ne ano nagareboshi

sora wo miagereba
hoshitachi ga hora matataiteru
kono hoshi no hitodachi mitai ni
samazama na hikari wo hanatte

sono naka de boku mo hitoki wa kagayaiteitainda
me wo tojite kokoro ni chikau
nagareboshi ni yume wo takushite

sora wo miagereba
hoshitachi ga hora matataiteru
kono hoshi no hitodachi mitai ni
samazama na hikari wo hanatte

sono naka de boku mo hitoki wa kagayaiteitainda
me wo tojite kokoro ni chikau
nagareboshi ni yume wo takushite

miageta sora ni musou no hoshi
ima mo mukashi mo kawaranaishi
yume wa hateshinaku kuruoshikute
ano hoshi no you ni sugoku mabushii

miageta sora ni musou no hoshi
ima mo mukashi mo kawaranaishi
yume wa hateshinaku kuruoshikute
ano hoshi no you ni sugoku mabushii

HEY! sonna ni utsumuite bakari icha
mieru MONO mo mienaku naru kara
sora miagete KEEP YOUR HEAD UP!!
HEY! "miageta sora ni ima, nani wo omou?"
itsuka kirameku ano hoshi no youni ...
I WANNA SHINE

sora wo miagereba
hoshitachi ga hora matataiteru
kono hoshi no hitodachi mitai ni
samazama na hikari wo hanatte

sono naka de boku mo hitoki wa kagayaiteitainda
me wo tojite kokoro ni chikau
nagareboshi ni yume wo takushite

sora wo miagereba
hoshitachi ga hora matataiteru
kono hoshi no hitodachi mitai ni
samazama na hikari wo hanatte

sono naka de boku mo hitoki wa kagayaiteitainda
me wo tojite kokoro ni chikau
nagareboshi ni yume wo takushite

969088  Link to this entry 
Written about Tuesday 2007-08-21
Written: (6304 days ago)

The more [x]'s the dumber you are.
Be completely Honest!

I got this from Silenty's's journal..

18 or lower means you're not stupid.

[x] Gum has fallen out of your mouth when you were talking.

[x] Gum has fallen out of your mouth when you were NOT talking.

[x] You have run into a glass/screen door.

[ ] You have jumped out/off of a moving vehicle.

[x] You have thought of something funny and laughed out loud, then people gave you weird looks.

[ ] You have run into a tree.

[ ] It Is possible to lick your elbow

[x] You just tried to lick your elbow.


[x] You never knew that the Alphabet and Twinkle Twinkle Little Star have the same rhythm. (( OMFG XDDD ))

[x] You just tried to sing them.

[x] You have tripped on your shoelace and fallen

[x] You have choked on your own spit.

[x] You have seen the the Matrix and still don't get it.

[x] You didn't notice that in the last question "the" was spelled twice

[x] You just looked at it

[ ] Your hair is blonde/dirty blonde.

[x] People have called you slow.

[ ] You have accidentally caught something on fire.

[ ] You tried to drink out of a straw, but it went into your nose/eyes.

[x] You have caught yourself drooling.
((Sleeping shouldn't count tho))

[x] You've fallen asleep in class.

[x] If someone says "fart" you laugh.
((What? Its a relly funny word... go on... say it and keep a straight face right now!))

[x] sometimes you just stop thinking.

[ ] You are telling a story and forget what you were talking about

[x] People shake their heads and walk away from you

[x] You are often told to use your "inside voice"

[x] You use your fingers to do simple math.

[x] You have eaten a bug.
((Everyone does... like lots wen they sleep...))

[ ] You are taking this test when you should be doing something important

[x] You have put your clothes on backwards or inside out, and didn't realize it

[x] You've looked all over for something and realized it was in your hand, hair or pocket.
((Many times...))

[ ] You sometimes post bulletins because you are scared that what they say will happen to you if you don't even when you know it won't happen to you.
((Pfft))

[x] You break a lot of things.

[x] Your friends know not to use big words around you
((they tend to try and use bigger words...))

[x] You sometimes tilt your head when you're confused

[x] You have fallen out of your chair before

[x] When you're laying in bed, you try to find pictures in the texture of the ceiling

[x] The word "umm" is used many times a day.
((and 'uhh' and 'erm';))

Total: 30

I KNEW IT! Caita! Dont call me smart anymore!!!XDDD

+1 or -1
[x] You had to recount

968968  Link to this entry 
Written about Monday 2007-08-20
Written: (6305 days ago)

Sorry if Im not in a good mood...Something...not good, just happened. Ill tell you later when my comp is faster and my hands arent shaking.

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Written about Saturday 2007-08-18
Written: (6307 days ago)
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Written about Saturday 2007-08-18
Written: (6307 days ago)


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Written about Saturday 2007-08-18
Written: (6307 days ago)
Next in thread: 968147

When I see your smile
Tears run down my face I can't replace
And now that I'm stronger I've figured out
How this world turns cold and breaks through my soul
And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

It's ok. It's ok. It's ok.
Seasons are changing
And waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

Cuz you're my, you're my, my true love, my whole heart
Please don't throw that away
Cuz I'm here for you
Please don't walk away,
Please tell me you'll stay, stay

Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know I'll be ok
Though my skies are turning gray

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

967947  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2007-08-17
Written: (6308 days ago)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZfmtUFs2gFA&mode=related&search=

What Hurts The Most lyrics

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don’t bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok
But that’s not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do

It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ It
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

Not seeing that loving you
That’s what I was trying to do




http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rmD5LlNLTJo

How To Save A Life


Step one you say we need to talk
He walks you say sit down it's just a talk
He smiles politely back at you
You stare politely right on through
Some sort of window to your right
As he goes left and you stay right
Between the lines of fear and blame
You begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

Let him know that you know best
Cause after all you do know best
Try to slip past his defense
Without granting innocence
Lay down a list of what is wrong
The things you've told him all along
And pray to God he hears you
And pray to God he hears you

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
[How To Save A Life Lyrics on http://www.lyricsmania.com]
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

As he begins to raise his voice
You lower yours and grant him one last choice
Drive until you lose the road
Or break with the ones you've followed
He will do one of two things
He will admit to everything
Or he'll say he's just not the same
And you'll begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
How to save a life
How to save a life

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
How to save a life
967818  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2007-08-17
Written: (6308 days ago)

"Current Aki's theme!!! "What hurts the most" By Rascal Flatts!"
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZfmtUFs2gFA&mode=related&search=
What hurts the most
was being so close
was having so much to say
and watching you walk away.....



This music video has the wrong song but the right...moment...thing...


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0pCEWgWI5qA&mode=related&search=
967775  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2007-08-17
Written: (6308 days ago)

Hey guys, I have to go...

Thank you all SO much for today...you helped me out so much...Hopefully we'll have this figured out by tomorrow...ILYS!!Night!

967746  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2007-08-17
Written: (6308 days ago)



been a long road to follow
been there and gone tomorrow
without saying goodbye to yesterday
are the memories I hold still valid?
or have the tears deluded them?
maybe this time tomorrow
the rain will cease to follow
and the mist will fade into one more today
something somewhere out there keeps calling
am I going home?
will I hear someone singing solace to the silent moon?
zero gravity what's it like?
am I alone?
is somebody there beyond these heavy aching feet
still the road keeps on telling me to go on
something is pulling me
I feel the gravity of it all

967653  Link to this entry 
Written about Thursday 2007-08-16
Written: (6308 days ago)

This isnt fair....USE ME AS A PUNCHING BAG STILL!!! I HAVENT FALLING OUT OF THE RING YET!!!Come on! Give me your best shot! With something Sooooo grand I thought AGAIN was real, and then have it shot down right before it even got anywhere, I CAN TAKE IT! COMEON ASSWIPES!!! COME ON FUCKING GET ME!!!!!Silent, you wait for your turn...Ill mess you up too...I knew you shouldnt have said anything! You said suggest, not fucking bully him! Now look, you happy, Big Brother????

FUCK THIS!!! This inst Fucking Fair! What did I do wrong!? TELL ME DAMNIT! TELL ME NOW!! Ill mess up the next person to get on my nerves...A-FUCKING-gain any hopes were shot down...I really thought you cared for me...So you take advantage of it... ITS FUCKING DANNY AND JAKE ALL OVER AGAIN!!! You give me something to look forward to, the take it away!!!

I fucking waited to long to cry, AGAIN, now they wont come out...Im tired of this...It isnt fair...TWIST THE KNIFE SOME MORE! COME ON!!ASSHOLES!!!!!! I am NOT here for you FUCKING pleasure! So quit treating me as such!!! Its not fair, YOU have a boyfriend, and you take mine...No, He acts single and goes with you, WORSE!!!

I kepp trusting the wrong people, what will happen next? It WONT be RP rape next!?! THIS ISNT FAIR! I FUCKING LOVED HIM!! I thought for once I had something to look foreward to, goddamnit....Whats wrong with me? Am I karma enemy of something? I thought I could help, so I do, and I get fucking stampeeded over...WHAT THE FUCKING HELL DID I DO!!!!!!???????

967627  Link to this entry 
Written about Thursday 2007-08-16
Written: (6308 days ago)
Next in thread: 967648

SILENTY! I thought you were my brother...You too! What the fuck is wrong with you people! Anm I just a punching bag here to?!?!

oh..god..I know I promised not to tell you this but...god I dont care, here is what he sent me just now.


Letter number: 70833427
From: [Evolution X]
To: [Krissy H]
Sent mail 2007-08-16 20:06:51
Never read before
Comment to: 70833369


I didn't want to be her boyfreind. I wanted to stay with her and be her freind but not be her boyfreind... then silent came and told I was breaking her heart by not being with her. I just wanted her to be happy.

Beak my heart!? No you werent! I was happy eigther way! LYING FUCKING SON A FUCKING BITCH!!!

967626  Link to this entry 
Written about Thursday 2007-08-16
Written: (6308 days ago)

What the fuck did I do wrong NOW!?!? Tom...Why didnt you at least say something...I woulda...FUCKER!!! EVERY FUCKING TIME!! IT HAPPENS EVERY FUCKING TIME! WHAT DID I DO THIS TIME!? THERE WAS NO RAIN! i DID NOTHING WRONG!!!Again I looked foreward to a fake...*Cries* Yeah fucing right, cry...I cant. Parents are home....

967201  Link to this entry 
Written about Wednesday 2007-08-15
Written: (6310 days ago)
Next in thread: 967284

I fucked up...Again? I thought nothing was going to get me out of this mood....GOD DAMNIT!!! I knew I shouldhave asked before I gave Aura the pic...God damnit!!! I dont even remember saying anything about not likeing Debby...I trust he sooo much...Why would I...?

Im sorry if I did anything wrong, just...i dont know what the fuck is wrong with me. They all know there is...i fuck up all the time. Now watch, Ill do something to Tom, and he'll end up hating me....Happens every fucking time...I already scared him once with talking about Paul....

Maby Im just not ment to do anything right...? What the fuck is wrong with me.....

I love you Tom....I dont know for how long you'll love me back, But Im glad you do right now...Im sorry...

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Written about Tuesday 2007-08-14
Written: (6311 days ago)

Fucking father, fucking gaurds, WHAT THE HELL NEXT!?!? I go home and see my dog dead!?!?*Slaps self for jynxing it* *Sigh*...What the hell is going on? Only personevery to (Im...pretty sure) Say he likes me back, and we can never even see eachother...

Fatchers calling me a "Mother fucker""bitch""Asswipe" I mean what the hell? Again....Going in circles...Fuck this.

966793  Link to this entry 
Written about Tuesday 2007-08-14
Written: (6311 days ago)

Ok, another "byploar" mood....

Im sooooooo loving this moment right now, and completely loathing it.He said he liked it....*Passes out* Yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaayyy....*Ish teh happiest person about that*



Now for teh bad.


About your report on [oddsonic]:
You seem to have engaged in some kind of role-play with that member where the two of you are simulating a rape.
I suggest you stop engaging in such games and simply tell her to leave you alone instead.
Furthermore the two of you seem to know each other personally and seem to be involved in some fight over boyfriends. We can't solve your personal problems for you, we're Elftown Guards rather than police or parents.

If she has hacked into an account, I will need more information who, how, when, what and proof etc.

/Guards

Well what the fuck do you think I said? "Oh yeah, do it harder"??? Of course I said "Get off! Leave me alone!!" ET is starting to get dangerous now....I mean, rp rape, sure, its through a comp, but you should still do SOMETHING.And the messages I sent her hand the fucking username, date, and goddamn number!!I mean WHAT THE FUCK!?!? Do something about hacking, goddamnit! You got all the fucking proof right there. BAN ME then, see if I care! But thats just not fucking right! Lainie had her account hacked and they say they need "More proof"?????? READ THE DAMN MESSAGES I SENT!!!I saved them for that reason!!!!!You think I LIKED having a girl talk about me being "Her little whore" And thinking about her....SHES JUST SICK AND THEY NEED TO BAND HER FOR SEXUAL HARRASMENT AND HACKING!!!!For all know, she can hack my account next! But poor Lainie...now I have to watch what times shes on so I can know if Sarah hacked again....FUCK! And her name SUCKS!!H'S ARE THE FIRST SOUND IN WHORE, BITCH!!!!!!
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