Prepare for another rant...

Dad just came up to talk to me...I smelt beer. That fucker was drinking, I know he was, I know that smell....

He just came out to say "thanks" for tidying up my room....Fucking dumbass. I shoved everything under my bed...Stoopid looser. Then I told him, "Well, I was gonna say since--" He cut me off with "I dont care what you were goin to say" Fucking asshole....

As he turned away to leave, he turned back around with, "Oh, and Sara...Your NOT cool..." Fucking asswipe. There goes the little selfesteem I had left...*Sniffs self* Bastard was so close to me I can still smell the alcohol..

Imma be slow...my dad is acting like an asshole again...

I just rode home 3 miles on my bike in 101degree weather, fed my dags outside, and now hes bitching at me for my room, right after I cleaned it yesturday...

I said Hi to a guy in class today...*Ohhhhh,,,he looks nice, maby he'll give me a chance?

*Taps him on the shoulder*

*Turns around*

Hi...*Waves*

*Rolls eyes and turns back around*

OH YEAH! REAL FUCKING NICE!!!*Headesk* Why are people so fucking rude nowadays???? What did I do to them?

See what I mean by "school fucking everything" for me?

I have to go guys, Ill try to be on later. Okies? I love you all, Ill see you later....

♥~aki

I have to go guys...I love you! Sara, remember to call me as soon as you get those results!!! Ill be on tomorrow hopefully...Ill see you guys then! NIght all!

JEANNIE ORTEGA LYRICS

"It's R Time"
(feat. N.O.R.E., Gemstar, Big Mato)

Ohhhhh come on Mami
Its R Time - Don’t be shy, grab a guy and
Goooo
Move your body
Show ‘em how it goes down when your Latinooo
Come on Mami
Its R Time - Don’t be shy, grab a guy and
Goooo
Show ‘em how it goes down
De ti nunca yo me olvidare
Ni de la forma que tu te mueves
Este reggaeton quiero bailario con usted
Me vuelve loco como ella se mueve
My time to step up in this world
This reggaeton wit Jeannie
La candela let it burn
So you could jump on this
Or you could stay wit that
But if you didn’t know by now
Right here is where its at
So haters step aside
And watch how we gon ride
Ay bendito I’m sorry that you tired
But I’m a do my thing
I’m gonna cross the line
‘Cuz we gon start this party
And we gonna get it right
Ooooh
Oooooooh
Oooooh
Ooooh Ooooh
Ooh
You see N.O.R.E. got part of the track so scream epal
You lookin’ right in the crib and eat chuleta
Mami que linda she looks like a gringa
But she’s 100% puertorriquena
Representado represent puertorriquena
Si te cojo te mojo N.O.R.E. el pollo loco
Crazy chickens busta tre-ocho
I’ll hold down and stand by your side
Beef on your block I got niggaz to ride
You see I’ll be there
Jeannie be there
Ahora aqui Mami I swear
Jeannie Ortega riding wit Noriega pause
Ay que buena
Pa you gon be screaming “Yo te quiero”
And when you bop your head to my flow
This shit’s so crazy you gon want more
I be borriqua
So Papi ven dame tu gasolina
I keep it real wit you I’m not a diva
So shake you ass to this all night
No te preocupes que llego tu flaco
Esta noche quiero agarrate
Para darte lo que quiera
A mi me encanta coma bailas
La cintura como la mueves
De un diez le dio un nueve
A ella le encanta mi tigueraje
Y el tumbao que traje
Mami dame de eso un chingo
Contigo llgo hasta el fin
Aterrizamos en san juan en un bote pa’ Quieesqueya
Lo parqueamos por la playa
Con la toalla en la arena
Lena a le candela

OMG YES!!!!!!!!

Rock on

Aura, Caita, Silenty, everyone....

I have to go now. I wont be back till tomorrow...Late tomorrow...Aura, you know my number, Ill send you another one tomorrow...ill keep my phone on during class, just in case...I wanna rp sooooo bad with you guys stil!!! I love you guys sooo much, and will be on Elfpack if you need me during the day....Ill see you guys tomorrow night, so Off Till Then!

~aki, Sara

Ok...so you all know in advance...

I start school tomorrow, and will be leaving soon...I will NOT be on much at all, but I can try to sneek on Elfpack, since my school dosnt get Elftown. My username there is the same as here, [Aki Neko] and Im never on much, but will be soon...*Sigh* I love you all soo much, and am warning you for a dramatic mood change during the next 9 months of school....Hopefully...Ill be able to sort my feelings for everything then...

Common I Have A Dream Lyrics

*** Complimentary I Have A Dream Ringtone ***
[Chorus - Will.i.am and Martin Luther King]
(I am happy...I Have a Dream) I got a Dream
(That One Day ) Were gonna work it out out out
(That One Day ) Were gonna work it out out out
(That One Day ) Were gonna work it out
(I Have a Dream) I got a Dream
(That One Day ) Were gonna work it out out out
(That One Day ) Were gonna work it out out out
(That One Day ) Were gonna work it out
(I Have a Dream) I got a Dream
(That One Day) That one day
(That One Day) I'ma look deep within myself
(I Have a Dream) I gotta find a way...
My Dream Is To Be Free
My Dream Is To Be
My Dream Is To Be
My Dream Is To Be Free

[Verse 1]
In search of brighter days, I ride through the maze of the madness,
Struggle is my address, where pain and crack lives,
Gunshots comin' from sounds of Blackness,
Given this game with no time to practice,
Born on the Black list, told I'm below average,
A life with no cabbage,
That's no money if you from where I'm from,
Funny, I just want some of your sun
Dark clouds seem to follow me,
Alcohol that my pops swallowed bottled me,
No apology, I walk with a boulder on my shoulder,
[I Have A Dream lyrics on http://www.metrolyrics.com]

It's a Cold War - I'm a colder soldier,
Hold the same fight that made Martin Luther the King,
I ain't usin' it for the right thing,
In between Lean and the fiens, hustle and the schemes,
I put together pieces of a Dream
I still have one

[chorus]

[Verse 2]
The world's seen me lookin' in the mirror,
Images of me, gettin' much clearer,
Dear Self, I wrote a letter just to better my soul,
If I don't express it then forever I'll hold, inside
I'm from a side where we out of control,
Rap music in the 'hood played a fatherly role,
My story's like yours, yo it gotta be told,
Tryna make it from a gangsta to a godlier role,
Read scrolls and stow slaves,
And Jewish people in cold cage,
Hate has no color or age, flip the page,
Now my rage became freedom,
Writin' dreams in the dark, they far but I can see 'em,
I believe in Heaven more than Hell,
Blessings more than jail,
In the ghetto let love prevail,
With a story to tell, my eyes see the glory and well,
The world waitin' for me to yell "I Have a Dream"

[chorus]

Ok...Now + about another...20? 30? Just now...>.<*Ish getting scared*

Add 5 to the list...Im going to try to count them now, the gun shots...>.> I really am starting to hate this area...All you hear is sirens....

Dark Blue Lyrics
Artist(Band):Jack's Mannequin
Review The Song (36) Print the Lyrics

Send polyphonic ringtone to your cell phone


I have, I have you breathing down my neck, breathing down my neck
I don't, don't know what you could possibly expect under this condition so
I'll wait, I'll wait for the ambulance to come, ambulance to come
Pick us up off the floor what did you possibily expect under this condition so
Slow down, this nights a perfect shade of

Dark blue, dark blue
Have you ever been alone in a crowded room well I'm here with you
I said the world could be burning and burning down

Dark blue, dark blue
Have you ever been alone in a crowded room well I'm here with you
I said the world could be burning 'til there's nothing but dark blue
Just dark blue

And this flood, this flood is slowly rising up, swallowing the ground
Beneath, my feet. Tell me how anybody thinks under this condition so
I'll swim, I'll swim as the water rises up sun is sinking down and now
All I can see are the planets in a row suggesting it's best that I
Slow down this nights a perfect shade of

Dark blue, dark blue
Have you ever been alone in a crowded room well I'm here with you
I said the world could be burning and burning down

Dark blue, dark blue
Have you ever been alone in a crowded room well I'm here with you
I said the world could be burning dark blue

We were boxing, we were boxing the stars
We were boxing (we were boxing) you were swinging for Mars
And then the water reached the west coast
And took the power lines, the power lines
And it was me and you and the whole town underwater
There was nothing we could do
It was dark blue

Dark blue, dark blue
Have you ever been alone in a crowded room well I'm here with you
I said the world could be burning and burning down

Dark blue (dark blue...)
Have you ever been alone in a crowded room well I'm here with you
I said the world could be burning now there's nothing but dark blue

If you've ever been alone you'll know dark blue
If you've ever been alone you'll know, you'll know

Sara...

I have to go. I dont want you to be afraid tomaorrow, ok? Ill be here for you. I might be on in the mourning. MIGHT. If my grandfather dosnt wake me up...I love you, and want you to know that. ok? Ill be here when you get back otherwise. I love you so much, and I want you to remember its nothing scary, and everything will be alright, no matter WHAT happens. Ill be here for you, ONLY SHE CAN CALL ME!!!

1-925-825-5751

If anything else fails, call me, hai? My twin sister...Ill be here, I swear. I love you.

Are you more man, or woman? (XD)

1.[X] You love hoodies
2.[ ] Dogs are better than cats
3.[X] It's hilarious when people get hurt
4.[X] You've played with/against boys on a team
5.[ ] Shopping is torture(depends for what)
6.[x] Sad movies suck
7.[ ] You own an xbox 360
8.[ ] You wanted/played with Hotwheel cars as a kid
9.[X] At some point in time you wanted to be a firefighter
10.[X] You own a DS, PS2 or Sega
11.[ ] You used to be obsessed with Power Rangers
12.[ ] You watch sports on TV
13.[X] Gory movies are cool
14.[ ] You only go to your dad for advice(NEVER!!)
15.[ ] You own like a trillion baseball caps
16.[ ] You like going to football games
17.[ ] You used to/do collect football cards
18.[ ] It's kinda weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people
19.[X] Green, black, red, blue or silver are one of your favorite colors
20.[X] You love to go crazy and not care what people think
21.[X] Sports are fun too
22.[X] Have talked with food in your mouth
23.[ ] Wear Boxers to bed [
24.[ ] Or your socks on at night

total:
Multiply the total by 7
Score: 77% Jeebus...Oo


GIRL PART

1.[ ] You wear lip gloss
2.[ ] You wear eyeliner
3.[ ] You have some of the same shirts in different colors
4.[X] You wear the color pink/ have worn the color pink
5.[X] Go to a female for advice
6.[ ] You KNOW cheerleadings a sport and you argue about it
7.[ ] You hate wearing the color black
8.[X] You like shopping
9.[ ] You like wearing jewelry
10.[ ] Skirts are a part of your wardrobe
11.[ ] You don't like the movie Star Wars
12.[ ] It takes you around 1 hour (or more) to shower get dressed and put on make-up and accessories
13.[X]You smile alot more than you should
14.[ ]You have more than 10 pairs of shoes/sneakers
15.[ ] You care about what you look like
16.[ ] You like wearing dresses when you can
17.[ ] You love, LOVE movies
18.[X] Used to play with dolls as a little kid[Sadly, yes....]
19.[ ] Like putting make-up on someone else for the joy of it
20.[ ] Like taking pictures when you're bored

total= 5
multiply by 7
score: 35%girl. [What...the...HELL!?!?!]

Touch a woman’s mind and you get her interest
Touch her heart and you get her love
But touch her soul and you get passion beyond your wildest dreams
And once you have touched all three
you have found your soulmate for all eternity

THIS is whats wrong::


I have no one to run to

My brother might hate me

even if he dosnt still, just the fact he DID

everyone keeps running to me, thinking I can solve ANYTHING. but Im not god. Im anything but.

I love you all, so much Id die for any of you...but I cant fix anything...i wish I could, but...im just a freak that cant do anything right...

9


Sorry, mood occupied right now. XP

Red, I have to go soon. Im sorry I cant help much. Ill be on later.

HOME MADE Lyrics

Shooting Star

sora wo miagereba
hoshitachi ga hora matataiteru
kono hoshi no hitodachi mitai ni
samazama na hikari wo hanatte

sono naka de boku mo hitoki wa kagayaiteitainda
me wo tojite kokoro ni chikau
nagareboshi ni yume wo takushite

koko wa itsumo no kouen
yakei ga mieru suberidai no ue
mukashi kara boku no tokutouseki
nayami ga areba koko ni kurun desu
ano koro no mama yume no tochuu de
imada kanaerarezu ni irun desu
moshikashite koko ga mou shuuten
nante yowane wo haite
shimai sou na hi mo aru
demo sono tanbi ni omoi dasu
nagareboshi wo sagashite ano hoshizora
chiisana koro no negaigoto wa ima
mukashi mo kawaranai mama

sora wo miagereba
hoshitachi ga hora matataiteru
kono hoshi no hitodachi mitai ni
samazama na hikari wo hanatte

sono naka de boku mo hitoki wa kagayaiteitainda
me wo tojite kokoro ni chikau
nagareboshi ni yume wo takushite

yoru no kousha nakama to shinobi komi
koe wo hisome kanaami yojinobori
hiruma to chigau kao no GURAUNDO wo sei ni
mezashi ta basho wa "PUURU" to iu na no umi
mizugi nante mon wa nai kara minna suppadaka
dareka ga kisei wo hasshite tobikonda
yoru no tobari ni hibiku mizushibuki
ato ni tsuzuke to bakari ni mina issei ni haite
sora miage pukapuka ukanda
meno mae ni aru hoshi wo nagame ooku no yume katari atte
sagashita ne ano nagareboshi

sora wo miagereba
hoshitachi ga hora matataiteru
kono hoshi no hitodachi mitai ni
samazama na hikari wo hanatte

sono naka de boku mo hitoki wa kagayaiteitainda
me wo tojite kokoro ni chikau
nagareboshi ni yume wo takushite

sora wo miagereba
hoshitachi ga hora matataiteru
kono hoshi no hitodachi mitai ni
samazama na hikari wo hanatte

sono naka de boku mo hitoki wa kagayaiteitainda
me wo tojite kokoro ni chikau
nagareboshi ni yume wo takushite

miageta sora ni musou no hoshi
ima mo mukashi mo kawaranaishi
yume wa hateshinaku kuruoshikute
ano hoshi no you ni sugoku mabushii

miageta sora ni musou no hoshi
ima mo mukashi mo kawaranaishi
yume wa hateshinaku kuruoshikute
ano hoshi no you ni sugoku mabushii

HEY! sonna ni utsumuite bakari icha
mieru MONO mo mienaku naru kara
sora miagete KEEP YOUR HEAD UP!!
HEY! "miageta sora ni ima, nani wo omou?"
itsuka kirameku ano hoshi no youni ...
I WANNA SHINE

sora wo miagereba
hoshitachi ga hora matataiteru
kono hoshi no hitodachi mitai ni
samazama na hikari wo hanatte

sono naka de boku mo hitoki wa kagayaiteitainda
me wo tojite kokoro ni chikau
nagareboshi ni yume wo takushite

sora wo miagereba
hoshitachi ga hora matataiteru
kono hoshi no hitodachi mitai ni
samazama na hikari wo hanatte

sono naka de boku mo hitoki wa kagayaiteitainda
me wo tojite kokoro ni chikau
nagareboshi ni yume wo takushite

The more [x]'s the dumber you are.
Be completely Honest!

I got this from Silenty's's journal..

18 or lower means you're not stupid.

[x] Gum has fallen out of your mouth when you were talking.

[x] Gum has fallen out of your mouth when you were NOT talking.

[x] You have run into a glass/screen door.

[ ] You have jumped out/off of a moving vehicle.

[x] You have thought of something funny and laughed out loud, then people gave you weird looks.

[ ] You have run into a tree.

[ ] It Is possible to lick your elbow

[x] You just tried to lick your elbow.


[x] You never knew that the Alphabet and Twinkle Twinkle Little Star have the same rhythm. (( OMFG XDDD ))

[x] You just tried to sing them.

[x] You have tripped on your shoelace and fallen

[x] You have choked on your own spit.

[x] You have seen the the Matrix and still don't get it.

[x] You didn't notice that in the last question "the" was spelled twice

[x] You just looked at it

[ ] Your hair is blonde/dirty blonde.

[x] People have called you slow.

[ ] You have accidentally caught something on fire.

[ ] You tried to drink out of a straw, but it went into your nose/eyes.

[x] You have caught yourself drooling.
((Sleeping shouldn't count tho))

[x] You've fallen asleep in class.

[x] If someone says "fart" you laugh.
((What? Its a relly funny word... go on... say it and keep a straight face right now!))

[x] sometimes you just stop thinking.

[ ] You are telling a story and forget what you were talking about

[x] People shake their heads and walk away from you

[x] You are often told to use your "inside voice"

[x] You use your fingers to do simple math.

[x] You have eaten a bug.
((Everyone does... like lots wen they sleep...))

[ ] You are taking this test when you should be doing something important

[x] You have put your clothes on backwards or inside out, and didn't realize it

[x] You've looked all over for something and realized it was in your hand, hair or pocket.
((Many times...))

[ ] You sometimes post bulletins because you are scared that what they say will happen to you if you don't even when you know it won't happen to you.
((Pfft))

[x] You break a lot of things.

[x] Your friends know not to use big words around you
((they tend to try and use bigger words...))

[x] You sometimes tilt your head when you're confused

[x] You have fallen out of your chair before

[x] When you're laying in bed, you try to find pictures in the texture of the ceiling

[x] The word "umm" is used many times a day.
((and 'uhh' and 'erm';))

Total: 30

I KNEW IT! Caita! Dont call me smart anymore!!!XDDD

+1 or -1
[x] You had to recount