Ok....if you even care....

Today at school, I got in trouble for calling my house to tell my parents I was coming home. WELLLLLLLL.....Since it was on school campus,it was taken away AND it WASNT my phone. it was Ashleys....Then the teacher got all up in my face like my dad does. I WAS GONNA SMACK HIM SO HARD!!! NOW Im suspened for telling the teacher to give back the phone to her. Supposedly it was defying a teacher, so yeah...Ill be on for 4 days now. Monday and Tuesday Im out....Fucking school.


Lastly, yesturday, I had a breakdown at school. I ended ranting about home and on here to one of the teachers. She told the school phycouncler person, and they told my mom about Langdon. I SWAER TO GOD if I lose him because of that fucking god damned rasict school, ILL BURN THOSE FUCKERS TO THE GROUND. ET and Langdon are the last things I truley have....Ill be damned if I lose either. Langdon especialy, I have half of the people's on here phones so....*Sighs* I hate El Dorado with a passion. Id slap all those teachers if I could.

Tonight, I was on the phone with Langdon again. OMG!!! IT WAS FUCKING FUNNY!!!!

His brother and him were waiting for his parents to come home with the food they bought.When they did, Logan was all bitchy since his milkshake was a small. Langdon and I were snickering, since I hear his yelling in the back. I heard his dad getting all uppidy on him too. XDDD Then, all of a sudden I hear

LANGDON, WHY ARE YOU LAUGHING AT ME!?!?!

I JUST THREW A VITAMEN DOWN BECCA'S SHIRT!!!!!!!

And her dog fell in a box.

Kieth Urban

Better Life:


Friday night and the moon is high
I'm wide-awake just watchin' you sleep
And I promise you you're gonna have
More than just the things that you need
We ain't got much now, We're just startin' out
But I know somehow paradise is comin'

Chorus:
Someday baby, You and I are gonna be the ones
Good luck's gonna shine
Someday baby you and I are gonna be the ones
So hold on
We're headed for a better life

Oh now there's a place for you and me
Where we can dream as big as the sky
I know it's hard to see it now
But baby someday we're gonna fly
This road we're on, you know it might be long
But my faith is strong
It's all that really matters

(REPEAT CHORUS)

So hold on, hold on
C'mon baby, hold on

Yeah, we're gonna have it all
And ooh

(REPEAT CHORUS TWICE)

Oh, a better life
Hey we're gonna leave this all behind us baby, wait and see
We're headed for a better life, you and me
We're gonna break the chains that bind and, finally we'll be free
We're gonna be the ones that have it all, you and me
Just hold on tight now baby

Step one you say we need to talk
He walks you say sit down it's just a talk
He smiles politely back at you
You stare politely right on through
Some sort of window to your right
As he goes left and you stay right
Between the lines of fear and blame
You begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

Let him know that you know best
Cause after all you do know best
Try to slip past his defense
Without granting innocence
Lay down a list of what is wrong
The things you've told him all along
And pray to God he hears you
And pray to God he hears you

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
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And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

As he begins to raise his voice
You lower yours and grant him one last choice
Drive until you lose the road
Or break with the ones you've followed
He will do one of two things
He will admit to everything
Or he'll say he's just not the same
And you'll begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
How to save a life
How to save a life

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
How to save a life

Ok guys, Im leaving for the night.....I love you all very much, and will see you tomorrow....Nighty night.

Holy, FUCKING SHIT!!!!

Ok, get this, my mom....she bought this scrath off, you know, those little cards you but to see if you win money or not? She bought the kind she dosnt like....sje almost said screw it. She just called me in her room(Actually, I came in since I heard yelling again....>.>) I thought they were fighting right? WRONG!!! My mommy just won 20,000$!!!!!!!! She got the last X and and a wild card to fill it in..


Great.....were moving sooner than inspected....

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When I see your smile
Tears run down my face I can't replace
And now that I'm stronger I've figured out
How this world turns cold and breaks through my soul
And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

It's ok. It's ok. It's ok.
Seasons are changing
And waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

Cuz you're my, you're my, my true love, my whole heart
Please don't throw that away
Cuz I'm here for you
Please don't walk away,
Please tell me you'll stay, stay

Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know I'll be ok
Though my skies are turning gray

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven




In the dead of winter, you are the sunshine that warms the earth....And in the summer, you are the cold rain from no where, saving our souls....In the spring, you are t=what keep the cold from the heat overpowering one another....the new nature, that has a soul more beautiful than any ocean, and vally, taller than any moutain yet no bigger than any leaf...you are what comes through to see that others are always happy, even if it means giving up something of your own in return, yet we all know you'll never die in any of our souls....

WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE I HAD A RANDOM WRITERS MOMENT!!!!!!!Tell me what you think!!!


In the dead of winter, you are the sunshine that warms the earth....And in the summer, you are the cold rain from no where, saving our souls....In the spring, you are t=what keep the cold from the heat overpowering one another....the new nature, that has a soul more beautiful than any ocean, and vally, taller than any moutain yet no bigger than any leaf...you are what comes through to see that others are always happy, even if it means giving up something of your own in return, yet we all know you'll never die in any of our souls....


I know, lots of typos.XD

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2 HOURS +!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SIMPLE PLAN LYRICS

"Welcome To My Life"

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like, what it's like

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life

GODDAMNIT!!! One right after a fucking nother now....

Its not fair...I dont WANT to like another guy thats not in Cali...Why is it all the nice ones that dont live here???*Sigh* And worst of all....I think he was talking about my friend tonight...In her mood it said his name, and for him not to be mad at her...if either one read this, then Im in deep shit, and am ready to be turned down....again. But...I cant help it...Its like....their the ONLY ones to ever really talk to me....I just wish...That I didnt have to fall for guys over the web, but...I dont know what hurts more....Being shot down by an asshole IRL, or being shot down by a sweet guy your looking for over the web....Im hating this more and more now....Why is it like this all the time??? I really like this guy...and actually, when I heard about his problems and stuff, they reminded me of mine...Like we were so similar...I think thats what started all this shit...*Sigh* I wish he was closer....I wish...alot of things. I guess Im just in another mood and no ones talkig to me...I guess. Stupid rants and stupid heart...I still dont know why I dont just fucking carve it out....I know Ill find the right guy someday...but...*Sigh* Iv just been falling for alot of guys lately....maby Sarah was right...maby I am a whore....But I like him.... i like him alot, and hes accepted me as a friend....not many...people at all do that...He so sweet, kind hearted, tender....but at the same time I think he's being slightly torn apart constanytly....And...i think I want to be the one to fix it...if it even is being hurt I mean...*Sigh* I wish I could tell him. I wish he would know...just so I can get this over with....I wish....They were just closer........................


I want to ask his name...but then I might REALLY get to close...*Sigh* Oh well, itll hurt later on either way...

Prepare for another rant...

Dad just came up to talk to me...I smelt beer. That fucker was drinking, I know he was, I know that smell....

He just came out to say "thanks" for tidying up my room....Fucking dumbass. I shoved everything under my bed...Stoopid looser. Then I told him, "Well, I was gonna say since--" He cut me off with "I dont care what you were goin to say" Fucking asshole....

As he turned away to leave, he turned back around with, "Oh, and Sara...Your NOT cool..." Fucking asswipe. There goes the little selfesteem I had left...*Sniffs self* Bastard was so close to me I can still smell the alcohol..

Imma be slow...my dad is acting like an asshole again...

I just rode home 3 miles on my bike in 101degree weather, fed my dags outside, and now hes bitching at me for my room, right after I cleaned it yesturday...

I said Hi to a guy in class today...*Ohhhhh,,,he looks nice, maby he'll give me a chance?

*Taps him on the shoulder*

*Turns around*

Hi...*Waves*

*Rolls eyes and turns back around*

OH YEAH! REAL FUCKING NICE!!!*Headesk* Why are people so fucking rude nowadays???? What did I do to them?

See what I mean by "school fucking everything" for me?

I have to go guys, Ill try to be on later. Okies? I love you all, Ill see you later....

♥~aki

I have to go guys...I love you! Sara, remember to call me as soon as you get those results!!! Ill be on tomorrow hopefully...Ill see you guys then! NIght all!

JEANNIE ORTEGA LYRICS

"It's R Time"
(feat. N.O.R.E., Gemstar, Big Mato)

Ohhhhh come on Mami
Its R Time - Don’t be shy, grab a guy and
Goooo
Move your body
Show ‘em how it goes down when your Latinooo
Come on Mami
Its R Time - Don’t be shy, grab a guy and
Goooo
Show ‘em how it goes down
De ti nunca yo me olvidare
Ni de la forma que tu te mueves
Este reggaeton quiero bailario con usted
Me vuelve loco como ella se mueve
My time to step up in this world
This reggaeton wit Jeannie
La candela let it burn
So you could jump on this
Or you could stay wit that
But if you didn’t know by now
Right here is where its at
So haters step aside
And watch how we gon ride
Ay bendito I’m sorry that you tired
But I’m a do my thing
I’m gonna cross the line
‘Cuz we gon start this party
And we gonna get it right
Ooooh
Oooooooh
Oooooh
Ooooh Ooooh
Ooh
You see N.O.R.E. got part of the track so scream epal
You lookin’ right in the crib and eat chuleta
Mami que linda she looks like a gringa
But she’s 100% puertorriquena
Representado represent puertorriquena
Si te cojo te mojo N.O.R.E. el pollo loco
Crazy chickens busta tre-ocho
I’ll hold down and stand by your side
Beef on your block I got niggaz to ride
You see I’ll be there
Jeannie be there
Ahora aqui Mami I swear
Jeannie Ortega riding wit Noriega pause
Ay que buena
Pa you gon be screaming “Yo te quiero”
And when you bop your head to my flow
This shit’s so crazy you gon want more
I be borriqua
So Papi ven dame tu gasolina
I keep it real wit you I’m not a diva
So shake you ass to this all night
No te preocupes que llego tu flaco
Esta noche quiero agarrate
Para darte lo que quiera
A mi me encanta coma bailas
La cintura como la mueves
De un diez le dio un nueve
A ella le encanta mi tigueraje
Y el tumbao que traje
Mami dame de eso un chingo
Contigo llgo hasta el fin
Aterrizamos en san juan en un bote pa’ Quieesqueya
Lo parqueamos por la playa
Con la toalla en la arena
Lena a le candela

OMG YES!!!!!!!!

Rock on

Aura, Caita, Silenty, everyone....

I have to go now. I wont be back till tomorrow...Late tomorrow...Aura, you know my number, Ill send you another one tomorrow...ill keep my phone on during class, just in case...I wanna rp sooooo bad with you guys stil!!! I love you guys sooo much, and will be on Elfpack if you need me during the day....Ill see you guys tomorrow night, so Off Till Then!

~aki, Sara