[Aki Neko]'s diary
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Written about Monday 2007-09-17
Written: (6276 days ago)
I JUST GOT OFF THE PHONE WITH TSOME-CHAN! WOOT!!!!!!!!!!!
It was.....very interesting.XD Sorry about my voice and all teh sniffles....>.> Allergies.
OMG! I found Paul on youtube! This is at my school! Its my friend Paul whome Iv known for more than 9 years! Tis [spongezim invaderpants] Hes in the slipknot shirt
http://youtube
Written about Sunday 2007-09-16
Written: (6278 days ago)
For Langdon, when he gets the chance to watch it, and I dont want to lose this song, its pretty:
http://www.you
I like this one too now:
http://www.you
Ok....if you even care....
Today at school, I got in trouble for calling my house to tell my parents I was coming home. WELLLLLLLL....
Lastly, yesturday, I had a breakdown at school. I ended ranting about home and on here to one of the teachers. She told the school phycouncler person, and they told my mom about Langdon. I SWAER TO GOD if I lose him because of that fucking god damned rasict school, ILL BURN THOSE FUCKERS TO THE GROUND. ET and Langdon are the last things I truley have....Ill be damned if I lose either. Langdon especialy, I have half of the people's on here phones so....*Sighs* I hate El Dorado with a passion. Id slap all those teachers if I could.
Written about Wednesday 2007-09-12
Written: (6282 days ago)
Tonight, I was on the phone with Langdon again. OMG!!! IT WAS FUCKING FUNNY!!!!
His brother and him were waiting for his parents to come home with the food they bought.When they did, Logan was all bitchy since his milkshake was a small. Langdon and I were snickering, since I hear his yelling in the back. I heard his dad getting all uppidy on him too. XDDD Then, all of a sudden I hear
LANGDON, WHY ARE YOU LAUGHING AT ME!?!?!
I could help but laugh, and laugh....I laughed so hard I thought I was gonna die!!! Omg....If I ever meet Logan for real, Ill never let him live this down. EVER.
And yes logan, I AM his "stupid girlfriend".
I JUST THREW A VITAMEN DOWN BECCA'S SHIRT!!!!!!!
And her dog fell in a box.
Written about Sunday 2007-09-09
Written: (6284 days ago)
Kieth Urban
Better Life:
Friday night and the moon is high
I'm wide-awake just watchin' you sleep
And I promise you you're gonna have
More than just the things that you need
We ain't got much now, We're just startin' out
But I know somehow paradise is comin'
Chorus:
Someday baby, You and I are gonna be the ones
Good luck's gonna shine
Someday baby you and I are gonna be the ones
So hold on
We're headed for a better life
Oh now there's a place for you and me
Where we can dream as big as the sky
I know it's hard to see it now
But baby someday we're gonna fly
This road we're on, you know it might be long
But my faith is strong
It's all that really matters
(REPEAT CHORUS)
So hold on, hold on
C'mon baby, hold on
Yeah, we're gonna have it all
And ooh
(REPEAT CHORUS TWICE)
Oh, a better life
Hey we're gonna leave this all behind us baby, wait and see
We're headed for a better life, you and me
We're gonna break the chains that bind and, finally we'll be free
We're gonna be the ones that have it all, you and me
Just hold on tight now baby
Your My Better Half:
http://www.you
Car door slams, it's been a long day at work
I'm out on the freeway and I'm wondering if it's all worth
The price that I pay, sometimes it doesn't seem fair
I pull into the drive and you're standing there
And you look at me
And give me that come-here-baby smile
It's all gonna be alright
You take my hand
And You pull me close and you hold me tight
Chorus:
It's the sweet love that you give to me
That makes me believe we can make it through anything
'Cause when it all comes down
And I'm feeling like I'll never last
I just lean on you 'cause baby
You're my better half
They say behind every man is a good woman
But I think that's a lie
'Cause when it comes to you I'd rather have you by my side
You don't know how much I count on you to help me win
When I've given everything I got and I just feel like giving in
And you look at me
And give me that come-here-baby smile
It's all gonna be alright
You take my hand
Yeah you pull me close and you hold me tight
(REPEAT CHORUS)
Well, you take my hand
Yeah you hold me close and I understand
It's the sweet love that you give to me
That makes me believe that we can make it through anything
Oh baby, it's the sweet love that you give to me
That makes me believe we can make it through anything
'Cause when it all comes down
And I'm feeling like I'll never last
I just lean on you 'cause baby
You're my better half
Oh, oh baby you're my better half
Ooh, hey baby you're my better half
Step one you say we need to talk
He walks you say sit down it's just a talk
He smiles politely back at you
You stare politely right on through
Some sort of window to your right
As he goes left and you stay right
Between the lines of fear and blame
You begin to wonder why you came
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
Let him know that you know best
Cause after all you do know best
Try to slip past his defense
Without granting innocence
Lay down a list of what is wrong
The things you've told him all along
And pray to God he hears you
And pray to God he hears you
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
How To Save A Life Lyrics on http://www.lyr
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
As he begins to raise his voice
You lower yours and grant him one last choice
Drive until you lose the road
Or break with the ones you've followed
He will do one of two things
He will admit to everything
Or he'll say he's just not the same
And you'll begin to wonder why you came
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
How to save a life
How to save a life
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
How to save a life
Random Writing Moment!!!
<center>TO YOU(I DONT HAVE TO CRY)
As the wind blows down this cove
I look up into the clear blue sky
And as my love finnaly decides to show
I fall to my knees and begin to cry
And as your arms open wide
I run to you and hold you tight
As I push all my other feelings aside
But my love shines through with all it's might
As I look into your eyes
And you look back into mine
And you see all those other times I've cried
Your able to stop the hands of time
Well I dont know what to figure out
Every time I look outside
You make me want to scream and shout
"I DONT HAVE TO BE PUT ASIDE"
I love you
Ok guys, Im leaving for the night.....I love you all very much, and will see you tomorrow....Ni
Holy, FUCKING SHIT!!!!
Ok, get this, my mom....she bought this scrath off, you know, those little cards you but to see if you win money or not? She bought the kind she dosnt like....sje almost said screw it. She just called me in her room(Actually, I came in since I heard yelling again....>.>) I thought they were fighting right? WRONG!!! My mommy just won 20,000$!!!!!!!
Great.....were moving sooner than inspected....
The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus - Your Gaurdian Angel Lyrics
When I see your smile
Tears run down my face I can't replace
And now that I'm stronger I've figured out
How this world turns cold and breaks through my soul
And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one
I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven
It's ok. It's ok. It's ok.
Seasons are changing
And waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one
I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven
Cuz you're my, you're my, my true love, my whole heart
Please don't throw that away
Cuz I'm here for you
Please don't walk away,
Please tell me you'll stay, stay
Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know I'll be ok
Though my skies are turning gray
I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven
In the dead of winter, you are the sunshine that warms the earth....And in the summer, you are the cold rain from no where, saving our souls....In the spring, you are t=what keep the cold from the heat overpowering one another....the new nature, that has a soul more beautiful than any ocean, and vally, taller than any moutain yet no bigger than any leaf...you are what comes through to see that others are always happy, even if it means giving up something of your own in return, yet we all know you'll never die in any of our souls....
WEEEEEEEEEEEEE
In the dead of winter, you are the sunshine that warms the earth....And in the summer, you are the cold rain from no where, saving our souls....In the spring, you are t=what keep the cold from the heat overpowering one another....the new nature, that has a soul more beautiful than any ocean, and vally, taller than any moutain yet no bigger than any leaf...you are what comes through to see that others are always happy, even if it means giving up something of your own in return, yet we all know you'll never die in any of our souls....
I know, lots of typos.XD
http://www.lee
2 HOURS +!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SIMPLE PLAN LYRICS
"Welcome To My Life"
Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like, what it's like
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
GODDAMNIT!!! One right after a fucking nother now....
Its not fair...I dont WANT to like another guy thats not in Cali...Why is it all the nice ones that dont live here???*Sigh* And worst of all....I think he was talking about my friend tonight...In her mood it said his name, and for him not to be mad at her...if either one read this, then Im in deep shit, and am ready to be turned down....again. But...I cant help it...Its like....their the ONLY ones to ever really talk to me....I just wish...That I didnt have to fall for guys over the web, but...I dont know what hurts more....Being shot down by an asshole IRL, or being shot down by a sweet guy your looking for over the web....Im hating this more and more now....Why is it like this all the time??? I really like this guy...and actually, when I heard about his problems and stuff, they reminded me of mine...Like we were so similar...I think thats what started all this shit...*Sigh* I wish he was closer....I wish...alot of things. I guess Im just in another mood and no ones talkig to me...I guess. Stupid rants and stupid heart...I still dont know why I dont just fucking carve it out....I know Ill find the right guy someday...but.
I want to ask his name...but then I might REALLY get to close...*Sigh* Oh well, itll hurt later on either way...
Written about Thursday 2007-08-30
Written: (6295 days ago)
Written about Wednesday 2007-08-29
Written: (6295 days ago)
Prepare for another rant...
Dad just came up to talk to me...I smelt beer. That fucker was drinking, I know he was, I know that smell....
He just came out to say "thanks" for tidying up my room....Fuckin
As he turned away to leave, he turned back around with, "Oh, and Sara...Your NOT cool..." Fucking asswipe. There goes the little selfesteem I had left...*Sniffs self* Bastard was so close to me I can still smell the alcohol..
Imma be slow...my dad is acting like an asshole again...
I just rode home 3 miles on my bike in 101degree weather, fed my dags outside, and now hes bitching at me for my room, right after I cleaned it yesturday...
I said Hi to a guy in class today...*Ohhhh
*Taps him on the shoulder*
*Turns around*
Hi...*Waves*
*Rolls eyes and turns back around*
OH YEAH! REAL FUCKING NICE!!!*Heades