[Aki Neko]'s diary
Written about Friday 2007-09-28
Written: (6269 days ago)
This is for all my closest friend here, and my Langdon.... Its true, and makes me think of all of you. ^ ^
THREE DAYS GRACE-Time Of Dying
http://www.you
On the ground I lay
Motionless in pain
I can see my life flashing before my eyes
Did I fall asleep
Is this all a dream
Wake me up, I'm living a nightmare
I will not die (I will not die)
I will survive
I will not die, I'll wait here for you
I feel alive, when you're beside me
I will not die, I'll wait here for you
In my time of dying
On this bed I lay
Losing everything
I can see my life passing me by
Was it all too much
Or just not enough
Wake me up, I'm living a nightmare
I will not die (I will not die)
I will survive
I will not die, I'll wait here for you
I feel alive, when you're beside me
I will not die, I'll wait here for you
In my time of dying
I will not die, I'll wait here for you
I feel alive, when you're beside me
I will not die, I'll wait here for you
In my time of dying
I will not die, I'll wait here for you
I will not die, when you're beside me
I will not die, I'll wait here for you
In my time of dying
Written about Wednesday 2007-09-26
Written: (6272 days ago)
Im.....not in the best of moods. You wanna know why? Ask. Otherwise, dont.
aki is logging out and bacce is taking over
Ok, my mood just whent from happy-go-lucky to down in the......No, scratch that, to murderer on the scene........
My fucking teacher just called for "support" or whatever, since I havent done the work they HAVENT GIVEN ME from when I was gone from school........ Mother fuckers need to leave my home life out of school, what I do here is my business, NOT THEIRS.
As to my mood at the moment...(Panrents...fig
If I come home in a bad mood again, their fault more likley.....my dad was all huney and flowers the past couple of days......now he's turned around again and acting like he had a good 3 or 4 vodkas. *Sighs* So long as my internet and phone stay up, I dont care what he does to me. Otherwise.....
LANGDON!!
Im so sorry! My phone died, even when i put it on the charger...>.< I love you, and Ill be over at Paul's till about 6 my time...O.o I think.....Ill be ok, dont worry, ok? Call me at 8 your time, and I should answer.If not, call at....Ill call you useing the house phone to let you know, ok?I love you, langdon, and Ill be home later.
Written about Friday 2007-09-21
Written: (6276 days ago)
Ok.....bad day gone worse....
I woke up this morning and had to help Becca get ready for school(She stayed the night) Then, when I got to school, my dad had poped my bike tire so I left my cell phone at home. Well....
Crystal,(The one whose trying to split Langdon and I up) asked if she could come over to my house since her grandma(who she lives with) beat her yesturday....s
Didnt happen. When I used my phone to call my Dad, my teacher saw me and told me to give the phone up. Well, it wasnt my phone so I said "No." and handed it back to my friend.....He got all pissy with me, cutting me off and sent me to the office. Now Im susspended again and Becca and Crystal dont have anywhere to go tonight...Then the fucking office was like, "Well, you put your friend at risk for useing their phone, your not a very good friend are you?" Nope.....guess not then, huh?
So, Im at home again...
becca is going to take over the comuter and if sara is in a bad mood latter just ignore her...and know i didnt hack on to her account im at her houseand if some of you are wondering im [BekaBoo]
Written about Tuesday 2007-09-18
Written: (6279 days ago)
Ok.....I was SUPPOSED to go to school today, and have detention.....
That diddnt happen.
I woke up last night at 1 something my time in the morning...I couldnt go back to sleep till 4 something.And when my mom woke me up for school, its a good thing I decided to stay home, since I passed out right after she left and when I woke up and looked at the clock, it said 11:25. I AM SO FRIGGEN TIRED!!!!If I suck at typing, Im sorry....Im trying. *Sniffles* I was hoping it was just my allergies....I could never be that lucky....*Sigh
One good thing came out of all this though. When it was 3:30 my time, it ment it was 6:30 Langdon's time....So I called him and left a message on his phone. I hope he got it.... *Blushes*
And one more thing, heres a song Im completely addicted to at the moment:
http://youtube
Avril Lavigne When You're Gone Lyrics
I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie
Is made up on your side
When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you
I never felt this way before
Everything that I do
Reminds me of you
And the clothes you left
They lie on the floor
And they smell just like you
I love the things that you do
When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you
We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were
Yeah Yeah
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I do I give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me
Yeah
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
And When you're gone
The words I need to hear will always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you
mMm
Ok all.....Its beddy bye time for Aki. I got school tomorrow, with dention after it..*Sighs* so I will be home late. I love you guys! Night all!
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Written about Monday 2007-09-17
Written: (6280 days ago)
I JUST GOT OFF THE PHONE WITH TSOME-CHAN! WOOT!!!!!!!!!!!
It was.....very interesting.XD Sorry about my voice and all teh sniffles....>.> Allergies.
OMG! I found Paul on youtube! This is at my school! Its my friend Paul whome Iv known for more than 9 years! Tis [spongezim invaderpants] Hes in the slipknot shirt
http://youtube
Written about Sunday 2007-09-16
Written: (6281 days ago)
For Langdon, when he gets the chance to watch it, and I dont want to lose this song, its pretty:
http://www.you
I like this one too now:
http://www.you
Ok....if you even care....
Today at school, I got in trouble for calling my house to tell my parents I was coming home. WELLLLLLLL....
Lastly, yesturday, I had a breakdown at school. I ended ranting about home and on here to one of the teachers. She told the school phycouncler person, and they told my mom about Langdon. I SWAER TO GOD if I lose him because of that fucking god damned rasict school, ILL BURN THOSE FUCKERS TO THE GROUND. ET and Langdon are the last things I truley have....Ill be damned if I lose either. Langdon especialy, I have half of the people's on here phones so....*Sighs* I hate El Dorado with a passion. Id slap all those teachers if I could.
Written about Wednesday 2007-09-12
Written: (6286 days ago)
Tonight, I was on the phone with Langdon again. OMG!!! IT WAS FUCKING FUNNY!!!!
His brother and him were waiting for his parents to come home with the food they bought.When they did, Logan was all bitchy since his milkshake was a small. Langdon and I were snickering, since I hear his yelling in the back. I heard his dad getting all uppidy on him too. XDDD Then, all of a sudden I hear
LANGDON, WHY ARE YOU LAUGHING AT ME!?!?!
I could help but laugh, and laugh....I laughed so hard I thought I was gonna die!!! Omg....If I ever meet Logan for real, Ill never let him live this down. EVER.
And yes logan, I AM his "stupid girlfriend".
I JUST THREW A VITAMEN DOWN BECCA'S SHIRT!!!!!!!
And her dog fell in a box.
Written about Sunday 2007-09-09
Written: (6288 days ago)
Kieth Urban
Better Life:
Friday night and the moon is high
I'm wide-awake just watchin' you sleep
And I promise you you're gonna have
More than just the things that you need
We ain't got much now, We're just startin' out
But I know somehow paradise is comin'
Chorus:
Someday baby, You and I are gonna be the ones
Good luck's gonna shine
Someday baby you and I are gonna be the ones
So hold on
We're headed for a better life
Oh now there's a place for you and me
Where we can dream as big as the sky
I know it's hard to see it now
But baby someday we're gonna fly
This road we're on, you know it might be long
But my faith is strong
It's all that really matters
(REPEAT CHORUS)
So hold on, hold on
C'mon baby, hold on
Yeah, we're gonna have it all
And ooh
(REPEAT CHORUS TWICE)
Oh, a better life
Hey we're gonna leave this all behind us baby, wait and see
We're headed for a better life, you and me
We're gonna break the chains that bind and, finally we'll be free
We're gonna be the ones that have it all, you and me
Just hold on tight now baby
Your My Better Half:
http://www.you
Car door slams, it's been a long day at work
I'm out on the freeway and I'm wondering if it's all worth
The price that I pay, sometimes it doesn't seem fair
I pull into the drive and you're standing there
And you look at me
And give me that come-here-baby smile
It's all gonna be alright
You take my hand
And You pull me close and you hold me tight
Chorus:
It's the sweet love that you give to me
That makes me believe we can make it through anything
'Cause when it all comes down
And I'm feeling like I'll never last
I just lean on you 'cause baby
You're my better half
They say behind every man is a good woman
But I think that's a lie
'Cause when it comes to you I'd rather have you by my side
You don't know how much I count on you to help me win
When I've given everything I got and I just feel like giving in
And you look at me
And give me that come-here-baby smile
It's all gonna be alright
You take my hand
Yeah you pull me close and you hold me tight
(REPEAT CHORUS)
Well, you take my hand
Yeah you hold me close and I understand
It's the sweet love that you give to me
That makes me believe that we can make it through anything
Oh baby, it's the sweet love that you give to me
That makes me believe we can make it through anything
'Cause when it all comes down
And I'm feeling like I'll never last
I just lean on you 'cause baby
You're my better half
Oh, oh baby you're my better half
Ooh, hey baby you're my better half
Step one you say we need to talk
He walks you say sit down it's just a talk
He smiles politely back at you
You stare politely right on through
Some sort of window to your right
As he goes left and you stay right
Between the lines of fear and blame
You begin to wonder why you came
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
Let him know that you know best
Cause after all you do know best
Try to slip past his defense
Without granting innocence
Lay down a list of what is wrong
The things you've told him all along
And pray to God he hears you
And pray to God he hears you
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
How To Save A Life Lyrics on http://www.lyr
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
As he begins to raise his voice
You lower yours and grant him one last choice
Drive until you lose the road
Or break with the ones you've followed
He will do one of two things
He will admit to everything
Or he'll say he's just not the same
And you'll begin to wonder why you came
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
How to save a life
How to save a life
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
How to save a life