Ok......bad mood.

Dad again.........

If you want to know ask, otherwise dont.

Just dont get on my case right now......

I am SO SORRY I was gone!! >.<

My internet was down and I couldnt open anything up. It was being a bitch but Becca fixed it. ^ ^;; Tell me if I missed anyhting! I love you guys, I havent forgotten about youse!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Left alone in the aftermath(Blood on the wings)

By:Sara Larkin

With all the "gunfire" going on, and me missing the last shot....
I listen to the aftermath
until I get lost

I walk through these open streets
My friends bodies on the floor
some bearly breathing
some nothing more

As some pull me this way
the other pull me that
I dont know where to go
who to follow after that

I try my hardest
even though I mostly fail
but when you all try to point out different directions
all I can do is flail
My arms about

After I look back again
and see all the decest
I see your standing there
somewhere in the east

All of it
none of it
which one do I pick?
all of it will bring me down
but then none of it will stick

Then I look again and your shooting
I stand in the middle, still not knowing
which way to turn
until I get shot

But..what is this?
Blood?
With no feeling?
I try to be the wall
Until I fall

What force made me fall?
theres nothing around me.
I look and see my one and only
standing there and getting shot

That should be me!
What do you thinnk your doing!?
I hear you scream!
You feel this pain!

You fall too
We both sit there
bleeding on the floor
and look around
to see nothing more

you leave
I tell you too
thank you for helping me
but now..whats left?

Nothing but blood on the wings

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LkgbNpdR4HQ&mode=related&search=



In the middle of a gun fight
In the center of a restaurant
They say "come with your arms raised high"
Well they're never gonna get me
Like a bullet through a flock of doves
To wage this war against your faith in me
Your life will never be the same
On your mother's eyes say a prayer
Say a prayer!

Now! but I can't and I don't know
How we're just two men as god had made us
well I can't, but I can
Too much, too late or just not enough of this
Pain in my heart for your dying wish
I'll kiss your lips again!

They all cheat at cards
And the checkers are lost
My cellmate's a killer
They make me do push-ups in drag
But nobody cares if you're losing yourself
Am I losing myself?
And well I miss my mom!
Will they give me the chair?
Or lethal injection
Or swing from a rope, if you dare!
Oh, nobody knows all the trouble I've seen

Now! but I can't and I don't know
How we're just two men as god had made us
well I can't, but I can
Too much, too late, or just not enough of this
Pain in my heart for your dying wish
I'll kiss your lips again!

To your room, what they ask of you
Will make you want to say
So long!
But I don't remember
Why remember. . . .

Do you have the keys to the hotel?
Cause I'm about to string this mother fucker on fire!
Right now!

Life is but a dream!
For the dead
And well I, I won't go down by myself
But I'll go down with my friends!
NOW!!(x16)

(Frank's Sexy giggle)

This is from a while back, but on EP I needed to take it down. I founf something that is scaring me QUITE a bit....Im shaking. I hope Im just missunderstanding it, but all the peices.....

So true........

BECCA GOT ME MY FIRST MONSTER!!!!! O_O

This is SO sad.
How can people do this????</h1>

---

Play this while you listen:

http://profile.imeem.com/sc0eG/music/lNDrqYaS/staind_everything_changes/
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wdibd-mUqxM

---

Date:   Oct 12, 2007 12:32 PM
Subject: only a cold hearted bastard wouldn't repost this.
Body:

turn up your speakers now.

THIS IS HOW SICK IT REALLY IS !


How would you like it to be whacked hard over the head as a "sport"!?






Norway and Canada have a new kind of tourism. Killing baby seals. They call it a "sport"..



You want to call this a sport ?



Is he a sportsman?



Why?



You're our only hope !!!



This barbarism shouldnt be possible in our society..



Dont turn your back on us, we are defenseless



I know these images seem painful for you, but we feel the pain. We are being slaughtered and its going on RIGHT NOW...



What gives him the right to kill us? Who is he to decide about life and death?



What kind of sport is this? I didnt harm anyone. I was just swimming around..



Please help me and my friends...



You cant just ignore these images.. Keeping silent and doing nothing makes you guilty...



Please help us



Please dont leave us alone...



STOP THE KILLING OF SEALS



You can make a statement by
reposting this to get as many people as you can
to repost this.
Bring these murderers to the attention
of world leaders.
Thank you!!!!



hit reply to sender and copy it from there (if you dont the pictures wont show up when you post)







..




REPOST THIS.

Living creatures are suffering for your comfort.
If You pass on any chain mail, I hope you pass on this one.

No one cares about your middle name, or what you did in 2006 or stupid stories that involve killers in the night.

THEY ARENT REAL. GET OVER IT.
THIS IS.




This is wrong to the highest level. Please help spread awareness of the animals that go through testing. It is not right and should be stopped. The following images are of animals that have been used for consumer product testing. They are graphic.








If you have a heart you'll repost this.


IF YOU DONT REPOST MAYBE YOU NEED TESTING ON YOURSELF.

---

I have nothing against Norway or Canada, but I DO have something against animal abuse. ESPECIALLY slaughter for sport.

FUCKERS need to learn that animals have feelings too.

Your an animal yourself.

If you like sports like these, you should be in a seal outfit.

HELLO ALL!!!!!!!!!

Please check out Unsung Tale

Done by one of my good friends [American Revolutionary]

To all those who I pissed off yestuday....

Tyr
Aura
Silenty
And Langdon..


Im so so SO sorry...my mood was really really really REALLY REALLY bad as if you didnt see....Dad's fault. Again.

My dad took my phone for reasons that were BEFORE he made rules for it. For that, I didnt talk to Langdon at all last night exept for here. I snook to the bathroom this morning and caught him during lunch.....

God I missed his voice so much. I draw CONSTANTLY today......Its what I do when Im depressed.....

So, once again, I am very sorry to those up at the top. I love you all so much......I dont blame you if you ignore me for a while. ^ ^;; Im just......really really sorry....I love you guys.

Lets just say.......Iv never hated my dad so much in my life.

Ok.....Another rant.

Today, I log on.


FUCKING LOGAN AND HIS DAMNED CYBERING AGAIN!!!!>.< Little asswipe! Hes glad Im not the one moving to Florida that its Langdon moving here..id beat the shit outta that little peice of crap......>.<

Second:

Dad took phone. Wont give it back. Wont TELL MY WHY. Mom said Langdon called at 6 in the morning. Yes, he did. FUCKING 2 WEEKS AGO!!!! God damn!!! Tell me the rules BEFORE I break them! Or else they wouldnt be rules!*Falls over* I wanna talk to him.......This is screwed.....I wanted to wish him luck before his concert started..... Fucking asshole dad.........Now I know why Langdon is so scared of him, I am too.....

YES! FEAR IT! IT IS SCARY! THE FLUFF WILL TAKE OVER!!!!!!!!!!!

Ok, the reason why yesturday was crappy:*Sent in a message*







Yeah, he was threatening Langdon with a whole bunch of shit, and then when I told him (Since he was saying if I wanted to first) That I wanted to go see him, he was all, "Did you say you loved him to him?" Im all, "Yes." He asked"Did he say he loved you back?" Im all "Yeah" Again. then he was all "Oh, I didnt know it was that way." NO FUCKING DUR! Thats WHY Im always talking to him! Hes just so....*Gorllws* Lets just say I havent cred like that in a LONG while. And Langdon......Was raining order against him or kill him...Langdon was fearing his LIFE. My dad told him he would get a restaining order against him or kill him. Then when he "found out" We were dating, he was all, "you know I was a virgin till I was 19." WHY did I need to know that?





My dad, AGAIN as you can see. Ficking asshole of a father trying to get rid of Langdon....He was crying yesturday, Iv never seen him that scared before. And I havent cried that hard EVER. In my life, Iv never cried that hard. And Langdon heard it all. I started hitting my head against the wall as hard as I could and then just fell to the ground, breaking down. *Sighs* I HATE my dad.....Only thing that really means anything to me and he dosnt want me to have it. Fucker needs to get his head checked......


OH! OH! OH! AND!!!!

Now because of that FUCK HOLE Langdon.........*Sighs* My mom is on our side. She said he could move in with us. Now, because of my fucking "father" HE DOSNT WANT TO!!!!!

langdon, sweety......When you said that, I almost cried again, but I dont blame you. And if you DID move in with us, We would share a room, fucking father will NOT hurt you if Im right there, Ill make sure of that.*Sigh* Kill my boyfriend, ILL KILL YOU FIRST.

becca was there the entire time, so she knows too.

Ok.....

my cell just rang. It was my DAD acting like Langdon. Becca answered it, at least......

Cuz If I did, I wouldnt be on here right now.....*Growls* Fucking father.........

Just.....alot of crap yestuday is all, and I hate him more than ever now,.

STOLEN FROM [Lin-tastic]!!!(who stole it from [Angel In Red])
You know you're family on elftown when:

You know and have a relation with most of the people on your 'Last Visitors' list.

You have more rps here than email elsewhere.

You can remember 50 characters you have created here, plus the 100 others your friends have made, as well as all their histories, but you can't remember what you had for your last meal.

Going to bed just isn't appealing anymore.

You care more about your friend 6-10 time zones away than anyone at your school/work.

You post more than you email, use the bathroom, eat, and leave the house combined.

You do more polls here than for any and all other websites combined.

You have forgotten that you even visited other sights.

You don't get the newspaper anymore, but checking mainstreet is a must at least once every 6 hours.

You've seen the 2 sunrises in a row without going to bed, and never left this sight the entire time.

Me and Becca last year

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZZjjpTNgE3g

Ok......my day ish leveled out again.XDDD

Bad thing:

I was up for 2 hours last night in the bathroom from my period....>.< I threw up the cramps were so bad.....lukiley my dad was ACTUALLY NICE this morning and let me stay home without any shit......

Good thing:
I was able to talk to Langdon as soon as he got home today......

Bad thing:

He has a job interview, but Im not complaining alot about this. He needs it and its something he really wants to do...*Smiley*

BEST THING EVER:

TIS OUR 1 MONTH ANNIVERSARY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ok.......

For those who care about me and [BekaBoo]:

WE WILL NOT BE HERE TOMORROW and late Sunday we should be home.

Reasoning: My Aunt's 60th birthday party. WOOHOO! That means I get to baby sitt my little cousins!!!!!!(NOT the 9 and 12 year-old........)

I cant wait to see Lukey!!!!!!! Hes getting so biiiiig!!!!

This is for all my closest friend here, and my Langdon.... Its true, and makes me think of all of you. ^ ^

THREE DAYS GRACE-Time Of Dying

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=J7SGFqo-Avc

On the ground I lay
Motionless in pain
I can see my life flashing before my eyes
Did I fall asleep
Is this all a dream
Wake me up, I'm living a nightmare

I will not die (I will not die)
I will survive

I will not die, I'll wait here for you
I feel alive, when you're beside me
I will not die, I'll wait here for you
In my time of dying

On this bed I lay
Losing everything
I can see my life passing me by
Was it all too much
Or just not enough
Wake me up, I'm living a nightmare

I will not die (I will not die)
I will survive

I will not die, I'll wait here for you
I feel alive, when you're beside me
I will not die, I'll wait here for you
In my time of dying

I will not die, I'll wait here for you
I feel alive, when you're beside me
I will not die, I'll wait here for you
In my time of dying
I will not die, I'll wait here for you
I will not die, when you're beside me
I will not die, I'll wait here for you
In my time of dying