You never know what you have till it's gone...


Today, i found out a friend of mine had died over vacation. We werent really talking for a while... Ok, i havent spoken to her for 3 years. the last time I saw her was at a con. She was in her only cosplay, or at least the only i ever saw her in, Sakura. I feel badbecause we never really got back on good terms in my book. Everyone keeps telling me, "Don't think of it that way, it'll be ok..."

She died on the way to her dad's house, hit by a drunk driver. She was the only one in the car, according to my friend.

Jen: Hey, can you cover me on thursday?
Aki:Sure no prob. Whats going on?
Jen: *Quietly* Im going to a funeral...
Aki: Aw..that sucks. who died?
Jen: I dont know if you know her. (For private reasons, Im using the name I called her by) Chiyo Usui?
Aki: Chiyo...Usui? Your kidding, right?
Jen:No, she was*Tells story*
Aki... We were friends for a while.... Your serious?
Jen:Yeah... I didnt know you knew her. My sister was friends with her.



Chiyo was my inspiration to get into anime. She introduced me to it, got me to read manga, watch anime (Even though the latter died. XP) and inspired all my characters in ways I can't describe. And now, she will never know how much she ment to me, and it's because I never sought her out to tell her how greatfull I am to her. I really wish we could have patched things up.

So, please, don't act like me and wait till the last moment to make things better, and regret it later...

Sayonara Chiyo

So, just because, I now have a New deviant art. Its in my mood, and I would like a bit of feedback, if you guys dont mind. Its all new stuff, right now everythings kinda messy, since its just stuff I uploaded for fun with my *epic voice* NEW SCANNER. (ahem) So yeah, tell me what you think so far when you get the chance. This will be the place to find my comic(s) When its (thier) done, and all the main extras. ^_^

Self-esteem levels are like, in the 80's right now.

And, to announce I have just learned, one of my friend's turtles had died today.


R.I.P Leela... love you little one.

WARNING!! Rant:

Ok... SOOOO Recap of this week:

*got back together with Adam, after some weeks of stressing and a day and a half of clearing my head. YAY!
*a couple of days later, we get a job. YAY!
*The next day, the guy that i fell for (What caused the trouble with Adam and I, and knew that I liked him) tells me he thinks of me as a sister. Thanks for telling me this now... JERK. but, he's just as stressed as I am, so it's ok...sorta. @.@
*Next, BROTHER CALLS! ME!! Some months back he got married to a chickie named Nicole. Well, Nicole dosnt like the fact that he talks to a girl he "dosn't know" (Been friends for 7+ years now. DAMN!), calls her his little sister, talks on the phone to all the time (Used to at least), tells her he loves her and shares all the family stuff with. so, he calls me yesterday and we chat. He says she dosnt like it, whcich I got already, and they'r sending him to South Korea, to Fort Carole, or something along those lines. So! I have decided to start writing to him and send him drawings, and ocasionally a figurine I paint now and again, when I get the money. So, bipolar on that one.
*Today, my friend tells me how she was molested in class. Aki suddenly has a taste for blood.....


So, yeah. HAPPY SAD!! long time since I ranted.... Ah, feels good. thank you for listening!! <3

Just for old times sake, and the fact I was going through my old Youtube account for older, but still very awesome songs...

*Clears throat*

*Edward voice*

ROY MUSTANG IS DEAD SEXY!!!!

Sooo....

*Boyfriend left his phone at my house

* SUPER tired (But staying up anyway)

*School tomorrow(Monday to boot)

*Writerblock to the max

Good things?

CHIS SWEET HOME THE ANIME FTW!!!!

HOLY SHIT ITS 930... Im going to bed, nighty night. ^o^

\/\/|-|j i5 i+ 5o f|ippi|\|g |-|0+!?!?!?!

Apperantly the giants won. Grandma is screaming and clapping in the other room. XDD

OK! PEOPLE HELP AKI OUT!! lols.

Someone remind me to check my older messages for me next time I get on, and Ill be eternally greatful.XDD Its REALLY inportant to me, since the messages contain pictures I need for a project im doing, and I cant save them since Im at school. Thank you!!!

FOR THE FUCKING WIN

Scatman

I'm the scatman

Ski bi di bi di do bap do bap
Do ba do bap

Everybody stutters one day or the other
So check out my message to you
As a matter of fact
Don't let nothing hold you back
If the scatman can do it
So can you

Everybody says that the scatman stutters
But doesn't ever stutters when he sings
But what you don't know
I'm gonna tell you right now
That the stutter and the scat is the same thing
Yo, I'm the scatman
Yeah the scatman, I'm the scatman

Why should we be pleasin in all the politician heathens who would
Try to change the seasons if they could
The state of the condition
Insults my institutions
And it only makes me crazy and my heart like wood

Everybody stutters one day or the other
So check out my message to you
As a matter of fact
Don't let nothing hold you back
If the scatman can do it
So can you

Everybody stutters one day or the other
So check out my message to you
As a matter of fact
Don't let nothing hold you back
If the scatman can do it
So can you

I hear you ask all about the meaning of scat
Well I am the professor and all I can tell you
Is while you're still sleeping
Saints are still weeping
Cause things you call dead haven't yet the chance to be born
I'm the scatman.

Repeat after me
It's a scoobie oobie doobie scoobie doobie melody
Sing along with me
It's a scoobie oobie doobie scoobie doobie melody

Going to bed...

CAITA!! Youd better RP with me tomorrow!! RAWR!! Lol. Nighty night, loves... <3

Just so I can throw this out here...

Im back on elftown, with my new art abilities and accepting now that there are real people that can draw SOOOO much better than me, yet...

WAAAHH Im so jealous...

Add me. Tis  ~aki~  but different now. sorry if i missed you

Oh yeah bith. what now?

leek spin lyrics.

yaa tsi tsup ari dik ari dull an dik ari dill an dits tan dool
la dippyduppy dull la roop uttyroopy la goorigan gook aya gittygangool
arup cha cha adippydappydill la baritztandill lan den lan doe
a barik kata barip pari baribadeebadeebadee standen lan doe
ya baril las ten lan day a doe la babadeadevadevadevaduv ya vou
what is that little las day lan doe badakadagadaga doo doo day a doe

Ok, so heres the newest scoop....

Langon and I are no longer together..... Iv found a new man....Hes closer, and a gentalmen....Not that Langdon wasnt, but I just couldnt handle the distance anylonger....

I fell hard for a guy here named Adam. And, suprisingly.....he liked me back. Yesturday I asked him if he still liked me, and he said yes. I asked him if he would ever go out with me.... He said he wouldnt think twice about it....

So...Yeah....I couldnt hadle the long distance thing, and I caved before a year.

So kill me....

I tried to make Twilight characters...

<Edward
<Bella
<Emmett
<Rosalie
<Jasper
<Alice(Thats the closest I could get to her hair...>.>;;)
James
<Victoria
<Carlisle
<Esme





More latter...Maybe. I rushed, and I was bored....so I know their wrong. @.@

This makes me want to cry....thats so sad... I read this on http://postsecret.blogspot.com/


-----Email Message-----
Sent: Sunday, April 06, 2008 2:29 PM
Subject: Re: Baby Kidnapping Secret

When I was 8 months old, a woman stole me off a carousel at Chuck E. Cheese. She was almost out the door with me when my mom caught her. The woman's sister explained that her daughter had been a still birth and that the woman thought I looked like her baby.

My mom let the woman go.

For my Baby, I found it on DA:



Look closly at the shadow.....

This is just for reference for meh, ignore.....



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Okies peepls....Im going beddy-by....see you all tomorrow! ^ ^