why?

why is all this happening to me?
how can this be
why is my life falling apart before my eyes?
i think as i try not to cry

be strong
hold on
and never let go
please...i really wanna know

why is my life falling apart
why is this happening to me?
what did i do to deserve this?

why is my life such hell
im never coming out of my shell

i hate my life
i hate this place
to everyone and everything
what does this mean?

send me a sign
help me catch up because im falling behind

whyme? why does this have to happen to me?what did i dpo to deserve this? what important thing did i miss?!

WILTED FLOWERS

wilted flowers so pale and dead,
life is a sacrifice with nothing left,
misery and sorrow has left nothing for tommorrow,
guide me through the dark winding path,
and let everyone feel my wrath,
tie will pass none the less,
so why wont this stress?


god it is boring rite now!!!
omg!!i came home this afternoon afterschool and there were a huge swarms of honey bees in our back yard and in our house thats why im typing this at 11:42 at nite!! most of them are gone thank god!!!
aparently were not the only ones having this problem!!there are lotz of people well anywayz im gointo bed i have to get up early were leaving to go to the orielly spring nationals in houston...at 6 am!!! i just got home from work!! n they r making me get up at like 5 am!!! on a saturday!!!!!!!!!

well..good nite!!!

my life is falling apart....every thing i care about and look 4 ward 2 is being taken away from me all of a sudden...well i dont have a life rite now so never mind!!!

   I NEED A REASON...

tears fill my eyes
i want to cry

my weakness shows from within
where have i been?

my life has becoe nothing
i need it to be something

theres no point in waking up
this is all happening so abrupt!!

cant take it
not gonna make it
so stop faking it
stop this shit!!

the darkness is getting stronger
cant hold on any longer

live life while its good
and let your self be understood

my life is become nothing
i need it to be something

i need a reason to wake up in the morning
tell the rain to stop pouring

just let me change the channel in my life

i need a reason to strive
to stay alive

i need a reason......