unspoken
I lay here in a dark room, not making a sound
Just waiting and hoping you’ll find me here
Letting some-else rip my heart out with a knife
Just like the way that you did

I’ll let my heart bleed out for the rest of my life
You were so wrong so many times
Now what do you think about me now that I’m gone
NOW THAT IM GONE

Starring into the depth of your dark eyes, wondering
WHY DID YOU DO THIS TO ME????
I never did anything to hurt you, so you can’t
Expect me to take the blame for your sick bullshit

I’ll let my heart bleed out for the rest of my life
You were so wrong so many times
Now what do you think about me now that I’m gone
NOW THAT IM GONE

I’ll let my heart bleed out for the rest of my life
You were so wrong so many times
Now what do you think about me now that I’m gone
NOW THAT IM GONE

My life was so lost until you walked in and took hold of me
But now you’re gone, and unfortunately………..
I MISS YOU and I lay here wondering…….
WHY? WHY? DID YOU DO WHAT YOU DID????

I’ll let my heart bleed out for the rest of my life
You were so wrong so many times
Now what do you think about me now that I’m gone
NOW THAT IM GONE

Now I’m sorry for wasting your time, with this song
That came from the hole, the hole in my heart
Yet you were allowed to waste 2 years of my fucking life

I’ll let my heart bleed out for the rest of my life
You were so wrong so many times
Now what do you think about me now that I’m gone
NOW THAT IM GONE

IVE GOT A NEW FRIEND!!!! yes! okay well i come back to school and theres this new kid named joe! he was hanging out walking around, when i had him come sit with us during lunch! hes awesome, kewlieo man! he will actually hit me! we were sitting there hitting each other as hard as we could, it was fun, especially when he took his braclet and started hitting me with it!!!!!! but yea, this week we're gonna go to the mall and hang out, since he leaves right by it just like me!!! anyways........ so yea saturday was awesome, the concert rocked, well at least after all the bull crap we had to deal with! it suxd though, i had to leave during bowling for grenn, to the ladies room, because i was ready to pass out. so me and lauren sat in the stale, cuz i thought i was gonna get sick, but then kelsie came and so did kali, and they helped me stand up, they ended up getting me soaked in water, so i felt better....the reason i was getting sick and wossy was because of the fact i hadnt ate much all day....but it was still kick ass!!!!!!! we are doing it again hopefully friday, and we are bringing joe too!!!

Comitting Suicide
We're done We're through
all this shit doesnt come out of the blue
it has been lurking inside me
this pain that was built now you will see
the knife crawls into my hand
steady now for this will be the end
as the blood drips on the floor
i scream die you fucking whore
you made my life living hell
it was you who killed yourself and me as well
now you are out of this fucking world
and because of us our story will be told
for that un-special girl who died
was me for i comitted suicide

as you see i love life! *giggles*, poetry is FUN!!!!!!!!

this spring break sucks sooo bad... BC sucks ass... im babysitting right now so there are to much going on...