Ok, my life just got really complicated and really busy. I just got confirmation on a translation of a 40000 words long manual. I'm not sure when is the deadline, but it can't be more than one month away. Plus, this morning I got a mail telling me that I need to finish the 3000 lines article I'm working onfor this weekend. I have written 900 lines. It wouldn't be a lot, if it wasn't that I'm working double shift on the comic book shop this week. All that means that I should be working a lot the next month. And I should take an exam at the same time. And I need to study. Damn, it won't be easy.
My Et time may feel it a little, but since I can work and be online at the same time, it probably won't be so much. Still, don't expect a lot from me.
Let's destroy things. Let's burn down society. Let's undertand that world doesn't work, that institutions are a cancer most of the time and that the good never win. Let's see how war, prejudice and racism are always one or two steps ahead of us... and we can loose the faith in the world. Because it doesn't work, simple as that. Because if you can see a beggar in the street and bombs falling in another country, embassies destroyed by terrorism and lifes destroyed by terrorism de etat, while people keep laughing at any stupid remark that comes from Tv, then we are lost. Cause if any news channel from the world has more capacibility to lead the minds than reality itself, then we are lost. Cause if destroying and burning seem to be both the problem and the solution, we are lost. Cause if rage mark my words, I am lost.
There's no point in believing in human beings as a race when they keep showing you how bad they can be. There's no point, but you still I can't not believe in individuals. Collectives are a nightmare, in most cases. People is good, unless they are a lot.
Idiocy wins any war and never loses. There's just too many out there and too little we can do about it. Is there any point in even trying? If you have the answer, let me know.
Demons aren't ussually as bad as they are painted. Except when they come from what we are as a society, from the way we relate one with the other and from how much we can make our peers suffer. And those are the only real demons that affect humans as group. Internal demons can be fought, but they are our demons, not the demons of a whole city, country, world, universe. There seems to be no hope against them
If somebody cares, I'm not ok. I don't feel right. I'm sad, depressed and I think the world doesn't give a shit about me. I have good friends who show that they are to me all the time, yet I feel unloved and left on one side, both here and in the real world. As I said, it's probably not true, but sometimes feelings can't be fought with logic (I do that most of the time, I'm a logical person. Sometimes it's jsut too much). It's sad to ahve teenage angs at this age.
And that closeness of feeling to the skin has me filled with rage about how fucked up the world and the human beings can be. That's the only explanation of the previous paragraph.
Sorry to those of you that may read this and think that it's just some stupid call for attention. But I needed to take some things from my chest.
I'm having computer problems!!! Stupid computers! Stupid problems! Stupid having! Stupid Flanders!
One of the vbest posts I've ever seen.
From Deiscorides.
I usually keep a yellow inflatable ducky inner tube, like >the kind for a pool. So, when I get stuck in the rain on ->the corner waiting for someone I can always blow up the >yellow ducky and wear it while waiting. It's never a dull >moment after that.
<-(^_^)->
Too funny
Herald deadlines are real killers.
The night befiore the deadline, I wrote a movie review, a humor article, watched a movie and then reviewed it, in something like 2 hours, 2 hours and a half. I think time stopped somewhere in the middle. I can't understand how I got it all done if it didn't.
Gansta mouse in da house
Last night I was at my kitchen, when suddenly a rat ran from under the dish-washer to the kitchen.
I live in a fourth floor, so it isn't a common sight.
I tried to capture it, with thehelpof the super of my building. I had no idea how to do it, because I wanted to put it in a bag or somthing and take it to the street, not killing it. But the rat was stronger and faster than us. The super wanted to kill it, but he couldn't. It finally dissapeared under the oven, a place he had no other placeto go. Anyway, we assume that the rat climber the wall and went off the window, back to the street.
I assure you, it was the toughest rat in the neighbourhood. I wonder how it got into a fourth floor, tough.
Umm, it seems there's not a lot to see inside my room. Maybe I should move to some more exotic place, like Mars. I wonder if houses are expensive there
I ahd to log in today to see my mood, cause I coudn't remember it and I didn't know how to react to people around me :P
Well, it seems my stupidity didn't totally blew my chances in that job. I ahve one month to prove I can do it right. Ok, I'll have to do my best.
Ahh, virusses in my computer!!!
I'll ahve to format it, damn. I'm without computer rigth now, and I'll probably loss some things. Stupid computer, stupid virus, stupid Flanders.
I'm going through a time of deep stupidity. I mean, I'm making stupid mistakes in everything I do. I've reviewed a movie... that ahs already been reviewed past month!!!
And I may have lost a good job opportunity by making a very stupid mistake in a translation, writing maria bathroom instead of maria bath. :P
I'll better put those old neurones to work again. And soon.