hmmm...i usually dont keep a diary but when i am old and wrinkly and....ewww! newayz...back to the present, i dont wanna think about being old...not much has been going on, well that is a huge lie, i mean theres so much drama and stuff but i wont get into that...i am going to talk about the happy thing in my life right now ( probably the only happy thing) my love! i love him so much, he is the best thing that has ever happened to me. he set up this romantic dinner for me by the lake, it was like the best ever. i want to spend the rest of my life with him...hes my knight in shining armor!!! adam, if your reading this...i will love you forever and i think about you non-stop, i am all yours now. i wish i could give you everything you wanted...i wish i could be with you every second for the rest of my life, (trust me people, im not exaggerating). I love you with my soul and i hope im with you for eternity. I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!

love...is a strong word, and means so much and is so complicated, no one can ever understand, nor comprehend it, but everyone shall go through it...as am i, and it tis a scary thing, but it is also the most wonderful. as is life, life is scary and wonderful too and is so unexplainable, and has so much meaning....so much to think about